In exactly a month I am going to be 22 years old. Thrilling. At this age there are certain things I thought I’d have mastered but have still yet to, like driving and making formal phone calls, but one thing that stands out and fills me with an overwhelming shame…is kissing. 1,028 more words
Tags » What Is Wrong With Me?
My journey into a new me is picking up and today was a wonderful day to write about.
I lacked lust today, I felt tired and yawned frequently. I felt as if I was not even connected to myself. I had two anger outbursts, not because I wanted to… I cannot help it, I get angry, know it is wrong and feel ashamed after. The more people irk me the more it happens. I would never lash out to anyone though – it hurts so much inside that I feel tears of anger coming. I am a wreck…. 404 more words