I’ve just been so sad lately. Like life’s purpose isn’t meant for me. I don’t want to just exist. I want to have a nice life with the love of my life and an easy existence but it doesn’t work that way. 157 more words
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less than 48 left now // i feel as though i wrote something very similar right before leaving for the states back in 2013 // this time i’m talking about exams though // 2013 feels so far back now // there’s less than 48 hours left till my first o’levels exam // i honestly don’t know how i feel anymore // am i scared / am i nervous // i sure as hell am nervous // even though the first exam is english i am still worried / it’ll be one huge mess if i end up doing poorly on these // i really need to do well // i need to do well for myself // i just need to do well // less than 48 hours eh // 48 hours is a pretty long time // 48 hours can also be an incredibly short period of time // somehow i’m not freaking out yet // maybe i’m just still in denial // emotions are all too complicated // this writing is absolute shit // how the actual fuck am i going to write something near decent for my english creative writing piece // i am so incredibly thankful for… 46 more words