One of my former colleagues became pregnant her first shot out of the barn, the first month after she went off the pill. Her story would hardly be noteworthy, except that she was 41 at the time. 2,520 more words
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Loving someone doesn’t mean liking them 100% of the time. Love means that when you see that person at their worst and they see you at your worst, you still have a pretty good feeling that they will wind up beside you in your queen sized bed that doesn’t feel nearly big enough any more. 771 more words
I have decided I am not going to take a pregnancy test. At least, not yet.
It just feels too fraught. I am depressed, stressed, unsure of what is happening in our marriage and about what I want, I feel hopeless that things will get better, I fear that each time I acquiesce to his demands or try to soothe his fears or placate his anger and hostility I give up another shred of myself. 176 more words