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Triggers

The concept of triggers and depression is important because it flags areas to be aware of. For example, if I know that yelling will cause me a later depressive episode, I’ll try to keep my voice down. 331 more words

Mental Health Issues

DISSOCIATIVE IDENTITY SAVED ME

You know I don’t really think that having DID has been the most harmful thing for me in my life. In fact, DID has not been harmful to me at all. 779 more words

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I don't want to die, I just want the pain to stop: Understanding suicidal thoughts

No matter how long you’ve dealt with suicidal thoughts, you can’t get used to them. They don’t suddenly become easier overnight because I know how to handle them in a skillful way. 723 more words

Borderline Personality Disorder

Emptiness

How can one be so empty?

There are things within me, I think. Salmon pink organs and rusty cogwheels and mechanisms.

There is a pulse within me. 198 more words

Mental Illness

Time to Focus

So, I went to bed last night with suicidal ideations. I am hoping for the best but have the worst on the back burner in preparation. 336 more words