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I guess that’s just a word I lost in my vocabulary when I was sexually abused as a child. I never got the chance to have sex in a womanly body and feel sexy. 139 more words

canceled appointment, the dentist and...

“I’m sorry I completely forgot that I rented the studio out this afternoon. I will have to reschedule for the next week. Luckily I stopped down to clean which triggered my memory before you wasted you time to meet me.” 375 more words

Sexual Abuse

Why I stopped posting

I stopped writing because I got freaked out. Triggered because I felt exposed. Or taken advantage of. Or maybe I realized that I could still so easily fall into a predator van of sorts because I so honestly bare my soul in words. 273 more words


Mother's Day

I needed to talk to my son about Mother’s Day. His dad’s radiation surgery is on May 5. That’s five days before Mother’s Day. I remind him of this and ask if he wants to go see his grandma. 331 more words

Sexual Abuse

Dizzy child 

I don’t know that this is the most “present” idea but I wonder what my fear is telling me. With curiosity I can breathe into this fist of turmoil centered in my chest. 376 more words

Sexual Abuse

Scary Progress

Well, lots of progress in therapy today with the psychologist I’ve been seeing for quite some time now.  After all this time, it was the first time I really met her.  259 more words

Mental Illness

Intention Is Everything

I have read many blog posts that have carried a warning, meaning that one should read only with the understanding that there would be material that might be a trigger if they have suffered some form of sexual trauma. 2,232 more words