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Questions but not much else

I don’t feel that I am finding any answers or solutions in this quest. Was that even an ambition of mine, to find answers? I don’t think so but I feel that asking questions that have no answers will make my sight hazy, like kicking up dust and trying to walk straight. 57 more words


Secure Insecurities.

Lately I’ve been doing a lot of self-reflection.
With a lot of major life changes happening and coming up in the next few months, I’ve been deliberately and desperately searching within myself and in Christ to figure out who I am, and who I want to be – and where (and if) those two align. 1,513 more words

The Kiss of Solitude

Strip away the insanity. Strip away the people. Strip away the things. Strip away all the running. Cut away the strings.

And what is left? 42 more words

Keep on going

Most of my days consists of me looking for a full-time job, that doesn’t pertain to retail, hostessing, or babysitting. I know that might mean that I will be limiting myself to a small range of jobs, but through all the pain I have been through and experiences, I just don’t want to do those kind of jobs anymore.  

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museum of me

you caught me in our closet

again, plucking strands of hair

in the almost dark.


I said I was weaving curtains

to keep your mother out, 245 more words


I am...

learning to say, “I want…” rather than, “I need…”
It’s a tough thing to correct.