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Feeling Restless

Feeling restless is, for me, the biggest sign that emotional turmoil is happening inside me and I’m not connecting with it. The restless energy comes from suppressing things I am feeling. 492 more words


House of Counterfeits (or Allah)

Troubles start before were born,
Superiority bleeds as we walk,
Today our beginning,
End has been written,
Which is why the man,
Sleeps upon cold cement, 277 more words


Why I Cherish What Others Call Ugly

Dedicated to all the beautiful Muslimah who are criticized for not looking like a ‘model’, ‘barbie’, or what the industry calls ‘beautiful’. Most importantly, this piece is the answer to why I love my wife and why I choose to marry her instead of anyone else. 285 more words


Raised by Narcissists

If you’ve been a follower of my blog for a while you’ll know that both of my parents have been emotionally abusive to me (and I’m sure my brother) throughout my life. 334 more words

Borderline Personality Disorder


It doesn’t matter, does it?

It doesn’t matter how hard I try, I’m never going to be better. It doesn’t matter how many resources I use, they will all fail, one way or another. 43 more words

Borderline Personality Disorder

June 19th, 2015

It had been six years since I’ve seen his face. Six years since I’ve felt his arms wrap around me. Six years since I’ve seen his eyes crinkle as he smiled. 821 more words



I feel like hurting someone emotionally. The person? My so-called father who has given up his first family for three new kids, a new cat, a new woman who has been divorced, knew my mother and was a church member of the church where my dad was presiding (until of course he was kicked out because of his deeds). 81 more words