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The Yorkshire 3 peaks - A near death experience

Every year on May bank holiday our family, some friends and whoever else dare all meet around 8am at Horton-in-Ribblesdale and start out on the Yorkshire 3 peaks challenge – 790 more words

Infant Loss

I'll never be "all better" and if you think I should be I think you're dumb.

      I get so sick of being told or hearing about how I should be handling losing my daughter, sick of being told to move on or people expecting that I’d be doing better by now or thinking I shouldn’t still be hurting so badly or that I shouldn’t talk about “it” so much. 989 more words

Grieving Parent

A Pair of Walking Shoes

“Honey, are you ready?” He called again from the car.

No response.

He slammed the door open and walked into the house.

In the entrance, he found her sat on the floor, staring at a pair of old walking shoes, with tears running down her cheeks. 200 more words

Infant Loss

It's my birthday and I will cry if I want to

Celebrating events or special days can be a little bit of an emotional challenge at times. You want to be happy and celebrate, but every so often this little pang will pop into your mind and you are reminded of what is missing. 408 more words

Hannah's Boxes

Today I petitioned KU for a partial tuition reimbursement for last fall for Nathan, since he didn’t complete the semester.  The petition had a space to upload “supporting documents” to the petition, so I went to “Hannah’s box” to retrieve her death certificate to corroborate the narrative.  960 more words


Back to Work

Tomorrow I go back to work… Reason would have been 11 months old and I don’t feel ready for it at all. I know I don’t have a choice in the matter and I’ll try my hardest to make the best of it but I make no promises. 471 more words

Grieving Parent


My transfer went very well. It was an amazing experience actually.

My friend Crystal came with me. What a blessing that was for her to take the day off to be with me. 697 more words

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