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Not a good day...

It’s only 10.45am and it’s already not a good day. I had a shitty night last night and only just managed to not do something incredibly stupid. 111 more words

Wake Up

Sometimes I feel that I am really making everything up in my head, as if I’m in a coma and will wake up eventually.

I read this story once where the premise was that the reader is in a coma and and needs to wake up. 279 more words

How does one explain what borderline personality is?

It’s almost funny how misleading the term “borderline” is. It sound uncommitted, uncertain. As though the doctor couldn’t be bothered to choose a diagnosis; instead he just swept a handful of symptoms into a brown paper bag, scribbled your name on it & handed to you like a school lunch. 325 more words


Compassion, Codependency or Fear?

Something out of the ordinary happened today.

I was walking down the road after finishing my shift at the dental surgery, when I was approached in the street by a young (30-something year old?) woman. 1,266 more words


The Ghosts of my Sexual Past

So I guess I’m making this my first post.  In case you didn’t read my about section, I’m a 23 year old college student, living in my hometown urban Midwestern city. 394 more words

Borderline Personality Disorder


Well, it’s been a week or so since I last had a freak out about things. We’re currently in the middle of a heatwave here in The Netherlands and I’ve found that having several fans going at once 24 hours a day does much to block out the noise of the idiots upstairs. 2,029 more words


Expectations and Avoidance 

It’s been nearly two months since I last saw any of my friends.

What have I been doing?

Hiding at home. Pilates. Trying to figure out my life. 316 more words