-jWong

Especially when you haven't even known them for over a year.  And especially when you've thought you've felt that certain ex's will someday turn around and be able to be that person for you, although they never do and afterwords you're really glad they didn't and know for surer than a doctor knows the human anatomy that it would have been a mistake, but you feel like it's different this time because it's always different "this time" whatever the hell that's supposed to mean...but you also know that this is true.

I have a temp job interview tomorrow in the afternoon that I really don't even want to go to.  Was that a subtle enough subject change for you?  I think it was.  But no, really, here it is way past my bedtime and ten days since I've seen him (not counting video chats, God bless the world wide web), and only four or five months into this relationship(?) and no, I'm not on the rag, but I find myself sitting on the bathroom floor, on my shaggy black Target bathroom rug, on my practically bare ass because I'm wearing a thong and didn't want to throw shorts on just to go to my bathroom when I know my roommate is sleeping and has her own bathroom in her room and no reason to see me but the door's closed anyway, and I'm crying because of a toothbrush.  His toothbrush.  That he left here on purpose just for me.  Because he knew I'd want it there and I didn't even have to ask.  He just knew.  He just knew that leaving his toothbrush would comfort me before I even knew to ask him.

It reminds me of all the nights he spent here.  And the ones he didn't, but I was okay with and not lonely because I knew he was having a good time with his friends and family, which made me happy, but also because I knew he was coming back.  If not the next night than one after that.  But it's eleven nights later and he's not back.  He's not coming back.  He didn't go on vacation, he moved.

And I can't be mad or bitter at him for it.  I know most of why he didn't show excitement about it around me was because he's not "excited" but he feels like he's doing what he needs to to get ahead in his career field, and he sees his career is something vital to his life and his future family's life, etc.  But I know there was a part of him that didn't bring it up all the time, or even show the excitement he tried to hide from everyone else, even himself because he doesn't want to lose focus, because he didn't want to leave me.  He didn't want to have me to have to leave me behind.  And I didn't want to be left behind.  Again.

You see, I've done this long distance thing and it blows.  Especially when you're not meant to be with a person.  Especially when they don't try.  Especially when they hurt you before when you did live in the same area, and are too egocentric to understand how or why.  But this guy is different.  It's always a killer when the girl says that, but I've double checked with friends, including the ones who would if they could jump my sexy bones, and even they agree with me that's he's different.  Hell they even really like him.  Not the lying to me get along with him while he's around and not say anything outright negative about him kind of like him - because I have good friends who let me know the difference, because, well, I'm a good friend and I do the same for them.  No, they like this guy too.  Not just for who he is and that they just plain get along with him, but they love how he treats me and makes me feel.  Because they know it's different.  And that's kind of a magic about friends.  So why do I have to admit all these things in an anonymous bog instead of to them?

Well, obvious reason number one is that I'm scared.  Duh.  Being the good friends they are they also warned me about getting involved with him, since I knew from the beginning he was moving to a far off land that requires passports and the visas that aren't everywhere I want to be, but allow people into those places.  (Without me.)  Either way, they were right to warn me.  But even that they didn't need to do, I already knew for myself that he was leaving.  What I didn't know was that I would fall for him and fall hard - and he would too.

Neither of us knew.  How could we?  God or whatever divinity doesn't hand out assignments of people you are to fall in love with like some match maker website of fate.  They just kind of come at you when you least expect it, or when you're in no position to handle it at all.  In this day and age, being 23 is young for these kinds of life long things.  Granted, in this day and age the sanctity of marriage is disrespected by many legal heterosexual couples, but true love in other couples is denied the ceremony, promise, God's love, and tax and legal breaks because they have the same equipment.  Nobody should be caring so much about other people's broken promises or sexual habits unless they're involving an unwilling party, illegal party, or actually hurting someone.  And that last one is the real doozy.  I don't know what legal books say but how does one really define hurt?

Because he didn't abandon me to hurt me.  He didn't stop caring or loving me.  Or telling me that I'm beautiful.  He didn't stop saying I love you and I miss you.  He didn't stop being here for me.  He didn't hurt me.  But it does hurt.  The hurt my friends were scared of me getting.  Because they're good friends and they knew before I could.

And so while I keep getting the last message about anything concerning my feelings, I know why he left his toothbrush here.  I know when I told him to, without telling him.  Because the thing that makes him different is that he doesn't make mistakes, and the one time he did, he learned to fix it.  And he didn't repeat it when opportunity arose.  That one time I got really mad at him for some drunken alpha male behavior he doesn't normally display, but did one night with some ol' buddies while I DD'ed, and the next day when I told him about the embarrassment and hurt and he understood, apologized for making me feel the way I did about it, but standing by the actions he knew he couldn't take back because he knew he couldn't take them back, he hung his head in the shame of making someone he cared so much feel so bad, and when he left my house he took his toothbrush with him like he was defeated and knew he was never coming back.  And that was the single worse part of that one problem we've ever had in this short time of being together.  So I broke up with him.  I figured I knew he was leaving anyway and it was better for us to get used it.  And it was the first time I ever did the breaking up.  Because I've always been too scared to hurt the other person and always figured I could deal with my own emotions but I couldn't deal with another persons' emotions that I couldn't control.  But I thought it was the right thing to do.  And he understood.  And it was one of the hardest things I've done.  And he still understood.

And then I missed him more than anything.  We never broke the friendship off though.  He promised me that we'd see each other before he shipped off, even though he still wasn't sure when that was.  I hung out with a mutual "friend" of ours, who was totally in love with me, which I used for a free meal and a quick - but strictly platonic - watching TV at his place cure for the lonely blues, but it made me miss the real deal more than ever.  The very next day I asked the "ex" to go get sandwiches with me for lunch sometime.  When I went to pick him up I got out of my car and hugged him with my whole body.  And cried.  I held tighter to him than anything I'd cling to for life.  We got back together when I told him how much I missed him and loved him, and to not ever give up on me so easily by doing something like take his toothbrush home like he was so easily defeated and never coming back, even though I was just mad at first and didn't actually break up with him when he did that.  To this day I wish I didn't let go of that hug.  To this day, I'm still holding him that tightly.  And I'm so scared that I should be letting go.  I'm scared that I could be right in not wanting to.  I'm scared when I realized I've felt that previous ex's would be hard to top although they all most definitely were (and still are being topped by this one because I've just never had a connection with someone like this!)  I'm scared of getting in between him and his career.  I'm scared of dying old and alone, but more scared of dying with the wrong one, and knowing who the right one was.  I'm scared that this could actually be a guy that I would one day regret if I did let go.  I'm scared I'm obsessing.  Ok, I know I'm obsessing, but, still.  It's scary.

No one ever actually knows what they're doing.  And yes, I have been watching way too much TV involving couples getting engaged and married (the History Channel's been kind of lame lately, it forces me to wonder down the dark lonely paths of redecoration, fashion, and yes, even wedding shows, etc).  But either on TV or even real life there's always that notion of "you just know."  And of course I have to be dumb and discredit my own credibility to myself, by reminding myself of all those times I spent lying to myself about wanting to be in love so much so sure why not I'm in love with this (who ever) guy.  But at the same time I know, that with all those other guys, when I'm getting over them, I miss the basic things.  The things any joe-shmo could do for me, and if they don't I could get them to start, or convince myself to change for it.  But this guy left his toothbrush for me.  This guy got me the rare stuffed animal version of a Japanese puppy character no one in any Asian-town in the entire Bay Area has even heard of, for my birthday before he left.  This guy knows how to set up video chat and is excited to make time to see me, even if it's just over the internet.  This guy left his toothbrush.  And he's a son of a bitch for making me want to cry almost every time I have to do something so mundane and everyday, like brush my damn teeth.

And I couldn't love him more for it.

So I've realized that I can't know for sure 100% that I want to spend the rest of my life with anyone because of personality flaws, mine or theirs, life circumstances, careers, family, school, whatever life hits you with that you can't possibly ever know until it is too late indeed.  And I'm always too damn pragmatic and crowd pleasing in my planning.  Whenever he used to ask me what I wanted to do on any given free day of ours, or any situation that presented us with options, I would say something along the lines of "oh, I don't know...what do you think would be good?"  Maybe because I can be a pushover to anyone who sweeps me off my feet.  Maybe because I aim to please.  Maybe because I don't like creating conflict even though I know there wouldn't be argument with him because he's so damn good at reasoning things out and finding actually fair compromises.  But whenever we came into these decision making predicaments he would force me to find my decision making cajones and say to me: "In a hypothetical, dream-perfect, everything goes exactly the best way it possibly could situation, what would you want?"

I would want to spend the rest of my life with him.

And ever since that hug when I picked him up for make-up sandwiches, I can't get that hypothetical, dream-perfect, everything goes exactly the best way it possibly could scenario out of my head.

TokBox has worked to expand its reach over the past year, developing its video chat service for web-based IM platform Meebo as well as Facebook, and the company released an Adobe AIR version of its service.

TokBox isn't alone in this space, IMO.IM is another browser-based video-enabled chat service (founded by ex-Googlers) and Skype offers video calling as well. No one, however, has solved the biggest problem with video chat: webcam placement. Until someone builds a camera behind the monitor, video conversations will never feature eye contact, as everyone's looking down (and away from the camera) to see the person they're chatting with.

Even the small banner ads that now appear at the bottom of the video chat window don't bother me. It is a way of generating revenue and helping keep the actual costs for the 'Super' account down, among other things.

All in all, I like the new features and ooVoo keeps going from strength to strength with every major version update. Do yourself a favour and head over to ooVoo and download it now.

This topic has been flirting with my mind's nerves since two months and complaining against my ignorance to it like a little puppy..Finally here I am penning oops ;) typing my thoughts over this subject.....

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India is embracing globalization just like how a newly purchased dress is adorned by a girl with panache and pride. Families are sending their kids to study abroad in wake of increasing competition, reservation systems and less number of colleges. The families bear a proud grin on the face whilst telling the neighbours or the overtly closed extended family members that their son/daughter is studying in US/UK/Australia. They get excited at the prospect of receiving ISD calls and being net savvy courtesy regular video chat sessions on Skype/Yahoo/MSN.  Its not only education thats taking youths abroad...now its the MNCs, the jobs, the software hubs, the research and development tasks that are taking people to beautiful locales of Swiss alps, Gondola ridden Dutch land, adventorous Oz or the fashion capitals of Milan, Rome, London or New York. Right now all my friends are currently abroad-either sudying or working.

One common thing which mothers especially keep telling their sons before boarding the airplane and asking for liquor from the sexy European airhostess is - '''Gori se shaadi karne ka mat sochna'. My mother also told me very strictly when I told her I wanted to pursue my masters from abroad - 'Studies are fine and so is job, but don't ever be friendly with a foreigner.' Her fears were relaxed by my unexpected wedding to a Kiwi based Indian..... and how happy she was (is).

I really don't understand the idea behind this. They say the cultural difference is gonna be huge and there is no security in the wedding as foreigners are known for their records...... :D I say the case is increasing in Indian society as well. Divorce rates are increasing and so are separation rates. Couples are not happy and continuing to live a farce for the sake of family honour. Love is no longer there but family pride prevails at full vigour....then why bugle the cross cultural and global funda????? My take is if we Indians are global enough to adorn the foreign brands and ready to send oour kids abroad for finer education then why not also accept their love interests and give them blessings? When parents get prepared enough  to send them at tender age of 17 or 18 why also they are not prepared enough to understand they are youths and will definitely fall in love......why do they forget the concept of 'Vashudev Kutumbakam' (whole world is one common family).

Well anyways I know my perspective has no relevance in wake of people who are even against inter caste/religion weddings. A few of my close friends are battling out with their parents because either the guy is from some other castes (but a hindu) or simply because he/she is of upper or lower caste. They have decided to forget their love and move ahead in life forgetting all the chemistry they ever had and ready to tie the knot with some girl/boy met randomly through an online matrimonial site. Is that fair- taking life's primal decision based on some horoscopes and 36 guns(traits)??? Is is fair to make two strangers fall deliberately in love and act in front of thousands of people when their heart still aches for the ones they loved? I was damn scared about telling my dad about my husband as he too is from different religion....I never knew how would dad react to this? And he did -he didn't sleep for nights....but he was always open at the option of meeting him and then taking any decision..he met him,liked him and gave his blessings....

Still there are families who won't even consider the option.........they don't even wanna hear the name......I know girls who are getting married late in exchange of good dowry just because their parents couldn't find good match in the community....I know girls who ultimately get married to different communities simply because their parents couldn't find a good match in the same community (the same parents who brag of not marrying their daughters outside caste and twitched their noses to my parents because they did!!!!!!)

I don't know how things will change or simply enough do we Indians actually want it to change or are e happy being ignorant enough of this fact....the parents keep searching a girl for their son while the son stays in a live -in relationship with a foreigner and pretends to care to look at the regular photographs of Indian girls he receives in his email......he sometimes even selects a desi girl and gives a fake date toooo never to return to India..while the girl' family bugles the deal they have got in getting an NRI damaad(son-in law)..

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All the incidents or instances mentioned above are true cases..no names or fake names have been incorporated in order to maintain the privacy of the concerned people.You're welcome to add your thoughts in the comments and also share incidents that  you're aware of.

ROMA - La rete internet divora, trasforma, in maniera efferata, con poca umanità, con molta violenza, e troppe volte anche in maniera perversa. Dall'Associaizone Nazionale dei Papaboys un accorato appello a tutti i giovanissimi 'navigatori' del web, nelle ore in cui due casi sono portati alla ribalta dai media; quello della vincente di una selezione di miss Italia, 15 anni - che è stata squalificata dal concorso a causa di video distribuiti in internet che la ritraevano in atteggiamenti sexy e particolarmente svestita; e poi la storia di una 'mamma' di 22 anni, Becky Spraggs, tre bambini piccoli ed una vita tranquilla che ha messo le proprie foto su Facebook, per rimanere in contatto con gli amici sparsi per il mondo, e si è ritrovata ammiccante su un sito porno canadese, ed accanto alla sua foto le immagini di una donna, del tutto simile a lei, impegnata in atti sessuali che pronuncia delle frasi oscene.

State attenti amici cari, la rete 'internet' è piena di insidie e persone con idee poco serie; senza parlare del fenomeno della pedofilia 'on line', dove troppi 'guardoni' registrano video chat e video conferenze invitando i ragazzi e le ragazze a compiere spogliarelli ed atti sessuali; e poi questi ragazzini si ritrovano nei vari siti a contenuto omosessuale e cose simili. Conosciamo purtroppo la storia di alcuni di loro, raccontata piangendo e nella disperazione più totale.

'Non perdete la vostra intimità!' - afferma la nota dell'Associazione Papaboys - non svendete il vostro corpo dietro ad una web cam. Non mettete le fotografie con contenuti 'intimi' dei vostri amici nella rete internet. L'appello è rivolto anche a tutti i genitori che oggi regalano il cellulare con la videocamera a bambini e bambine già dai 7-8 anni come media. Attenzione genitori: state dando delle vere e proprie armi in mano ai vostri figli, seguiteli con pazienza, consigliateli, educateli all'utilizzo dei media e delle tecnologie, potrebbero crearsi danni irreparabili per il domani, vostro, e dei vostri figli! 

www.papaboys.it

Userplane.com è il nome dell'azienda che offre questo servizio, in pratica, sul vostro server non dovete installare nessuna applicazione , pensano a tutto loro, l'unica particolarità è quella di fare attenzione all'integrazione del vostro database utenti, attualmente sono supportati i seguenti software:

DatingSoftware.biz
Dating Pro by Pilot Group
eMeeting
Internet Dating Software
KickApps
MiPhoto
SNAPP by Me.com
Sparta Social Networks

ma la lista è in costante aggiornamento, e potete scegliere fra diverse soluzioni, fra cui quella free, ossia in cambio di un banner presente nella finestra della chat potete installarla a costo zero sul vostro sito web.

potete scegliere la versione completa con text, video e audio chat oppure versioni ridotte, e ci sono altre funzionalità disponibili come il video recorder che permette ai vostri utenti di registrarsi tramite la propria webcam, una specie di video messaggio, oppure offrire la possibilità di installare un software che funziona in background e vi tiene aggiornati nel caso riceviate un messaggio da altri utenti.

1. It's very very simple to use.
2. You don't have to download anything (but there is a desktop client if you prefer).
3. You don't have to create an account to communicate with someone who has a TokBox account.

When you create an account on TokBox, you are given your own private URL. You can give anyone this URL so they can visit the page to send you a video email. Video emails can be up to 15 minutes in length and they are stored on the site for you to view when you log in.

When you're logged in to your TokBox account, people who you've given the URL can visit your page and video chat with you.  You can also do video conferences with multiple people (although I'm not sure how many people as I could not find this information on the site).

I tried TokBox on Windows Vista with Firefox and IE browsers and it worked fine. I also embedded the TokBox tool on my WebCT/Blackboard home page and was able to use it successfully.  This tool definitely is worth a look if you and your learners communicate a lot in your courses.

Check out the screenshots below and for more information check out engadget.

With the new application, you do not have to be on TokBox's website to accept or make video calls. Installing is a breeze (something that is common to applications built using Adobe AIR). When installed, it acts like your usual instant messaging application. Just click on a friend or colleague will enable you to do video calling and get immediate notification when someone is calling.

Paltalk is similar to other messenging services such as ICQ or Yahoo Messenger. Paltalk Messenger allows people from around the world to chat. The coolest thing about this program and what makes it different to other available messaging programs is its video and voice capabilities

While other messenging services only let people to chat with one other user in a session, Paltalk Messenger chatters are able to to chatter with upto ten different users. SuperIM is Paltalks' trademarked text messenging service. Like other messenging programs, subscribers are able to see who is logged on, a double click on a nic name will enable chat The friend or buddy list is called Pals in Paltalk and is accesedon the main interface.
In Paltalk you can also chat with users of Yahoo, ICQ and AIM through links on the main panel.
One of the remarkable things that makes Paltalk stand out from its competitors is its audio function. If the member has a microphone he/she can add audio to their chat session instead of texting.. Whilst in SuperIm mode, if a member clicks add audiothey can talk to other chatters as if talking on the telephone.

Paltalk subscribers get access to visit any one of the nearly 4,000 rooms, catergories include health, flirting, adult, radio, movies, technology and gaming. Subscribers can search the availablechat rooms by selecting the subject matter that is of interest to them and then click the room to enter. Chat in rooms can be enabled by a click on the Push to Talk button or by text

The user responsible for creating the chatroom has admin rights, this means they can open, and ban users out of the room for periods of time, bar suspend users indefinetly, and control the microphone. The founder of the chatroom can give admin status to other members to to help manage the room.

To read more about Paltalk visit
http://www.webchatvillage.com

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The subject I'am talking about is what I call "Fluff Vs. Functionality" and I will use a recent conversation I had (excluding names of course) as a way to convey both sides of th situation (yours & mine).

The other day I was talking with a current client regarding a service we provide called "Success Marketing Packages." Now the reason for the conversation was provoked by a previous conversation we had had a few weeks back about using  the internet to increase their business. Since you all know that marketing is my forte I eagerly jumped into the conversation (with both feet) and began spouting off how the programs work and the previous success we have had, which included some phenominal stats on both search engine placement and user engagement.

Out of that conversation they came to the conclusion that if they were serious about utilizing the internet marketing packages that they needed to develop a team to handle every step of the process from managing the leads, delegating them, and closing them, which they did.

Long story short after they had gatherd the team they wanted they were ready to talk to me again. It seems they were ready to move forward with the exception of choosing their target markets. Following that the conversation went from technical to playful (which I don't mind at all =)) and ideas were spouting back and forth across the table. As fate would have it those ideas eventually found their way to me in a form of a question. Things like can we add video to the site, chat features, or even video chat. Other ideas were interactive cartoons that would help the potential consumer on this site navigate.

Now being that my background is a marketing one and that my company can do all of the things they were asking and more (for a price of course) I did entertain their conversation and share in the laughter, but in the end I got back to business and started to explain why many of the ideas put on the table, although funny and different, would not work for the ultimate goal, ROI.

In my experience I have found that since an internet consumer on average has a 3 second attention span, time is of the essence, and getting a user to to use the site is more important than anything else.

But lets not take my word for it; I would like to get your feedback. Please use the poll below to help me get your opinion on the matter.

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Maintenant nous sommes heureux pour les canadien français ainsi que les français européen nos live show sur cam son maintenant disponible a nos usagé francophone gratuitement ! oui maintenant avant de payé tu peux parlé a l'hôtesse de ton choix ! car avant de consommé du sexe rien de mieux que de voir la qualité de nos animatrice sexy ! en effet le sexe sur webcam na jamais étais aussi agréable comme maintenant vas voir

J'ai envie de vous décrire ce que je peux ressentir dans différentes caresses ou situations.(dernièrement avec un allemand contacté sur un site )
Je vous disais aimer une langue gourmande mais avant cela il y a tant de choses qui me rendent folle. Ne serait ce me tenir devant cet homme le voir me déshabiller du regard, jugeant en tâtant mes rondeurs gracieuses, d'autres moins.. Sans mot dire... Palpant à travers mes vêtements mes seins en les prenant à pleine main, les malaxant...sans trop s'y attarder.
Puis tournant autour de moi de ses deux mains agrippant mes hanches comme pour vérifier la solidité...puis mes fesses les claquant à travers mon pantalon...revenant ensuite devant moi et empoignant toujours à travers mon pantalon ma chatte de façon forte ....
Une fois terminé le tour du propriétaire ...le voir se mettre assis sur le lit de la chambre d'hôtel un verre à la main me laissant devant lui sans cesser de me regarder ...debout devant lui...pas un mot.
Il se lève à nouveau et me tend un body en résille et des talons aiguilles (taille et pointure lors d'un échange via msn données à sa demande sans me dire réellement pourquoi), puis me dirige vers la salle de bain (bel hôtel, belle salle de bain) je pensais devoir m'y changer tranquillement..Mais j'ai vite saisi que cela ne serait pas le cas car une chaise était installée en plein devant la baignoire...(a sa demande sur msn il m'avait demandé d'avoir une hygiène parfaite et de me faire de ce fait un lavement, ce fut chose faites juste avant de partir à ce rdv) une bouteille de lait et une grosse seringue(sans aiguille) sur le bord du lavabo...j'ai je crois tout de suite compris.
Je pensais qu'il allait se mettre assis sur cette chaise mais non ...il fit couler, puis je le vois sortir de la salle de bain refermant la porte derrière lui...Je me suis déshabillée et commence à me laver ...j'avoue que cela était un peu étrange, je pensais plusieurs fois le voir arriver, mais rien...
Une fois terminé, je me suis vêtue du body et des cuissardes, puis je suis revenue à la chambre, mais là il me tend direct une trousse ... du maquillage rouge à lèvre très très rouge ( euh je l'aime pas trop d'ailleurs trop vif à mon goût..Mais bon.. Crayon noir ricils...fond de teint ..ok je vois ...) je m'exécute ..
J'allais pour ressortir mais il était là derrière la porte très grand cet homme assez large d'épaules pas beau pas moche mais un regard excitant doux étrangement , de très grandes mains et une alliance !
Il avance et se remet assis sur la chaise il m'attrape par le bras doucement mais fermement et me place devant lui. Il a posé son verre et là reste à me regarder comme satisfait. Je dois dire que je n'ai pas tardé à mouiller tellement troublée. Le body est juste ouvert laissant ma jolie chatte à l'air...pas les fesses ni les seins.
Les cuissardes avec des talons de 10 centimètres me vont vraiment bien. Mon maquillage assez outrageux mais mettant plus encore en valeur mes yeux..Quant à ma bouche ..; ben n'en parlons pas...lol
Il me fit avancer debout jusqu'a être au dessus de ses cuisses presque collée à son torse ; il me respire, me hume...là d'un coup il agrippe de ses mains fortement mes fesses et plaque de ce fait mes seins en me ramenant vers lui contre sa figure. Il écarte fortement mes fesses, tellement fortement que cela me fait tout de même un peu mal.
Puis finalement les lâche pour empoigner à présent mes seins toujours aussi fortement à travers le résille je vois mes seins rougir , il les serre, les malaxe ...quelques tremblements tellement mes seins sont sensibles..Finalement il prend dans une main un de mes seins et serre le téton très fort à m'arracher un cri de douleur mais il lâche tout de suite, puis passe à l'autre je tremble sachant la douleur que je vais à nouveau subir ...ce fut le cas . Mes seins étaient tendus les pointes durcies et ma chatte totalement trempée...
Il se met alors debout et me met face à lui là sans prévenir il attrape le résille au niveau de mes seins et le déchire violemment, j'avoue que j'étais pas fière...mais excitée aussi comme une folle, je me sentais tremblante mais ...hmm!!!
Là il prend un sein dans sa main et de l'autre lui donne quelque claques de plus en plus forte... je gémis lui me fixe du regard, je le sens excité... perdant un peu son calme apparent ;
Je ne me suis pas trompée, il me retourne met mes mains sur le bord de la baignoire et aussitôt déchire le résille à présent sur mes fesses laissant du coup un large trou entre le devant et derrière ne formant qu’un du coup....Il écarte mes fesses toujours aussi largement se baisse et je le sens regarder, il lâche mes fesses et délicatement écarte mes lèvres et je sens cette langue humide me lécher hmmmmmm!!!!! Il se débrouille vraiment bien et je sens qu'il adore ça, cette façon de faire me fait mouiller....je crois qu'il a tellement aimer qu'il en a laissé tomber son programme car il me fit sortir de la salle de bain me dirigea au bord du lit, il se mit allonger la tête dans le vide de ses mains me fit tourner dos à lui, je devais m'asseoir sur sa bouche ....hmmmmmmm j'adore ça !!!!! OUIIIII !!! Cette langue me lèche, c'est si bon. Et puis je me suis retrouvée sur le lit en levrette il écartait et s'approchait pour regarder comme s'il regardait à l'intérieur. J'adore me faire mater de cette façon, c'est difficile à expliquer se que j'aime ça... Je dégoulinais littéralement!
Il entreprend à présent de laper mon anus, j'en raffole!!! Sa langue experte c'est manifeste lape puis ensuite titille de la pointe et s'enfonce peu à peu, s'est hummmmm!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Il me ramène à la salle de bain me penche un peu plus impatient, et verse un lubrifiant sur mon anus ...c'est froid !
Là , il prend la bouteille de lait et y met le bout de la seringue pour la remplir ...je sais se qui m'attend , et je dois avouer que je suis curieuse....il me la présente à mon anus et enfonce le bout pour y faire pénétrer le lait là j'entends enfin sa voix , pour la première fois avec un fort accent " tu te retiens!" je sens le lait me remplir doucement il est à genoux derrière mon cul tendu , remplie à nouveau bien que déjà des gouttes perlaient sur mes cuisses , et j'avais déjà du mal à contenir le lait en moi mais il m'ordonna à nouveau de me retenir ...se que je fis tant bien que mal...il enfouit un doigt dans mon anus se qui me fit me courber plus encore...mais la gêne est intenable et je crois qu'il le sais car il me demande alors de rentrer dans la baignoire les mains sur le mur au dessus des robinets, dans la longueur de la baignoire il me fait me cambrer le lait coule déjà ....et là " pousse sur ton anus et vide toi en jet!" aussitôt dit aussitôt fait car je n'en pouvais plus ......c'était hmm terriblement excitant et tout aussi humiliant , mais je le dis là car j'avoue que je ne pensais pas à la honte une seconde lol
Il caressait mes fesses ne loupant rien du spectacle et enfin je le vois sortir sa queue terriblement raide , pas grande mais bien large...il se branlait d'une main tout en caressant doucement mon anus qui finissait de vider quelques gouttes...Puis fait sortir de la baignoire se met sur la chaise me met à genoux et enfin je me met à le sucer ......il enfonce ma bouche jusqu'aux couilles maintenant ma tête , j'adore ça et je le lui avais dis , j'entends ses râles de plaisir , je léchais ses belles grosses couilles et le suçais encore et encore , sa queue a un goût délicieux , mais terminé nous allons jusqu'au lit , il m'y allonge et enfile un préservatif , là sans plus attendre il bourre ma chatte de sa grosse queue , j'adore il la sors à plusieurs reprises jusqu'au gland , puis s'enfonce brutalement ensuite et ce , à plusieurs reprises....il se retire et part à la salle de bain pour revenir avec le lubrifiant (j'aime le lubrifiant .....Mais la salive aussi mais bon...)
Le lubrifiant coule sur mon anus qu'il doigte doucement, un doigt puis deux...pour finalement sentir son gland s'enfoncer m'arrachant des gémissements tant sa queue est large...il claque mon cul de ses mains tout en me mettant des assauts bien profonds de sa grosse queue hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm!!!!!!!! se que j'aime ça , j'adore la sodomie , sentir ses couilles claquer ...mais il n'a pas tarder à venir , il retire son préservatif et gicle sur mes fesses rougies de ses mains...Puis vient se présenter à ma bouche pour que je le lèche , le nettoie....ce fut agréable...
Ce rdv a fini après une douche et un verre sympa en discutant de façon sympa...voilà voilà....
Qu'en avez vous pensé ???
Avez vous appréciez sa façon de faire ? Moi j'ai adoré et voilà en gros se que je cherche...a vivre des moments aussi troublants.
Bises
demoiselle-s

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Seoul, Korea, June 12 – Palbee today announced the release of a new version of its online video conference service, Palbee.com. The new service includes several significant improvements, including support for up to ten conference participants and the ability to resize the white board or video display window. The design of the window and the layout of the interface and control buttons have been streamlined to be more intuitive as well. The new features and service remain freely offered to anyone who registers, making virtual meetings with Palbee a tempting alternative to business travel.

The new version of the Palbee service includes support for up to ten conference participants to speak together in real time. The previous version of Palbee supported only five participants by default, with the option for expanding the conference to nine. The latest version of Palbee includes support for ten participants natively. All ten participants can use the collaboration tools to draw, write, color, and type in the white board area and display photos, graphics, or PowerPoint presentations.

The newest Palbee also includes the ability to customize the conference window to suit the needs of the conference. If the host would rather focus on the video chat capabilities of the conference, it is now possible to maximize the video display area and minimize other areas of the conference interface. Or, if it is more convenient to focus on the whiteboard area, the whiteboard can be maximized to take up most of the conference window.

Finally, the new layout of the conference interface groups the various tools and slide controls in a more intuitive arrangement. Similar buttons have been layered together and arranged along the bottom of the interface to be less intrusive. The tools should be familiar to users of popular photo editing and presentation programs.

The changes are the first stage in a more comprehensive overhaul of Palbee.com. Additional changes are scheduled for later on in June. As always, the service is free to those who sign up at Palbee.com.

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On my daily excursion to Engadget this morning i could not have help but be intrigued at some findings on this weeks WWDC keynote. What was it? Screen shots of what looked to be a front-mounted camera on a demo 3G iPhone. I watched this video over and over and it was quite exciting to think of the possibility. Then I glanced at my iPhone. I noticed that i have the same "camera!" This being a clumsy mistake on putting on my screen protector. Photos are blurry but you can get the idea.

note: I have privacy film with my iSkin Revo, so there are just top and bottom pieces on the phone, thats why it looks like crap.

-Jake

My iPhone

Phil Schiller's iPhone @ WWDC