While studying for history, I am growing more and more to the inclination of the acceptance that this country has been fucked up for such a long time now. It appears in my readings that the country progresses indefinitely.

Why? Well because sometimes it doesn't. In fact, it appears that the only progress the country had for the longest time was Erap, which actually and really says more about the nation's social divide, process of thinking, and star preference rather than its growth as a nation-state. What amuses me though is that the basic premise of all these screw up-ness (corruption, etc.) has been long in existence and yet, no change is happening.

Are we that stupid?

But let's not be all too pessimistic. Maybe there is change happening, some sort of Machiavellian turn on the current system somewhere out there; something the tax was rightfully spent on as opposed to the new status quo of self-serving governance. After all, we managed to screw up this country thus far, maybe we can screw up on screwing this country too. Change has to come from somewhere, and by the looks of it screwing the screwed should not be passed up.

If the country does manage to do that, then let's "problematize" the obvious moral degradation it will need and cause. But with the way things are, how much moral really is there? But that's for a different day.

For now, I dare say, let's focus on screwing up the screwed way of things. Act right. I should probably start with stopping my procrastination right now.

Medyo Related: I am a Filipino! Who am I?

Dumating ang balita
Isang paanyaya
Kasalan at piging
Sa kahariang magiting

Ngunit ako'y atubili
Kung ako roon gagawi
Bakit ako nahirang
Hanap ang dahilan

Kasalanan ako'y alipin
Lalo rin ang gawain
Ako'y hindi kásamasamaan
Sagana sa katwiran

Tumugon at dumating
Sa paanyaya at sa piging
Sa dami ng tinawagan
Kakaunti ang nahirang

Mga Impluwensya ng mga Dayuhan sa Pilipinas, Makabayan 3

matapos ang mahigit dalawang buwan na di ko nakita ang pamilya at kaibigan sa pinas, ito na siguro ang pinakamagandang pagbati na narinig ko nung dumating ako ulit sa maynila.  well, ang sagot ko lang jan e, "mantakin mo ba namang, talong beses lang ako nakatikim ng baboy sa nakaraang dalawang buwan, isama mo pa ang stress at pressure sa trabaho at adjustment na rin na mamuhay mag-isa sa banyagang lugar - sino ba naman ang di papayat?!".

ganun pala ang pakiramdam maging balikbayan - sobrang masaya at exciting.  parang gusto mong wag na gumalaw ang oras para di matapos ang bakasyon mo.  walang tigil na kwentuhan at tawanan - akala ko dati, exaggerated yung nga eksena sa pelikula, pero hindi pala - iba talaga yung pakiramdam na makasama mo ulit yung mga mahal mo na sobrang na-miss mo!  usual stuff ang ginawa ko kasama sila, pero naging masaya ako:

day 1 (umaga): pagkasundo sa akin ni dad and mom sa naia 3, dumeretso kami sa jollibee!  wahahaha!  default order - 2pc. chickenjoy meal, extra rice, soup at large coke light!  tapos nun, nag-check in na kami
sa intercon, nagpahinga muna ng konti then lumabas na ulit para mag-mall.  nagpunta kami sa landmark para bumili ng barong na gagamitin ko sa wedding ng pinsan ko kinabukasan, tapos nun, nag-lunch na kami - gerry's naman this time!  sinigang, pata at bangus!  sarap!  ikot ulit sa mall, then nagpagupit ako.  nagulat ang favorite stylist ko na si aureo dahil nagpaalam ako sa kanya two months ago - told him na bakasyon lang ako, nakwento ko rin na nakapagpagupit na ko sa jakarta, kaso lang, iba pa rin ang nakasanayan ko ng gupit nya sa propaganda, so malamang ang next kong gupit e sa pasko na ulit pagbalik ko sa pinas!  balik hotel na ulit at andun na ang kapatid ko.  konting kwentuhan then nagbihis na ko.

day 1 (gabi): dinner with usual (but really longed-for) friends at gb5.  first time ko sa myron's place - ok naman, overpriced nga lang.  importante, masaya ang kwentuhan at tawanan naming lahat.  kahit pano, ang dating 9 e naging 5 ulit - kaso lang, bago matapos ang taon, may isa na ulit aalis papunta naman australia.  so, 3 na lang sila matitira sa pinas.  haaaay, kakalungkot, pero ganun ata talaga, kanya kanyang alisan, ang importante, magkakaibigan pa rin - who would have thought that after more than a decade e kami pa rin ang magkakasama?

day 2:  wedding day.  yung details and pictures nito is in the previous post.  after ng event, umuwi na kami ng laguna.

day 3:  home sweet home!  na-miss ko ang bahay namin - ang kama, ang kusina, ang dining room, ang magic sing, at kung anu-ano pa.  syempre, di pedeng hindi magluluto ang mommy ko ng food na gusto ko - so we had adobong manok sa gata, galunggong, bangus, chopseuy, etc.

day 4:  balik manila para i-meet ulit ang mga pinsan at ibang kaibigan for the last time since malapit na ko umalis.  nag-late lunch kami nila pau and joan sa sentro at nag-cofi sa figaro.  sayang, di nakasama si tony at vic for valid reasons.  sa pasko na lang siguro kami magkikita ulit.  after nun, mga pinsan ko naman ang mineet ko.  nag-dinner lang kami at nag-two rounds sa eastwood.  needless to say, pinoy food pa rin (since kasama sina kuyas aloy and jun na galing amerika) - dencio's this time.  after nun, konting inom lang - kurant 7 and bailey's for me.

day 5: huling araw kasama ang mga kaibigan.  eto ang naging mandatory glorietta day kung saan nag-dinner kami sa tgif, nag-kape sa starbucks at nanood ng movie na tagalog (request ko kasi - hehe!).  sinamantala ko na rin ang pagpunta sa sm para bumili ng mga pasalubong sa mga officemates ko - walang kamatayang dried mangoes, otap, rosquillios, sampaloc, t-shirts at bags na may "pilipinas", pearls, at kung anu-ano pa.  after nun, nag-overnight kami sa condo ni adrian - konting inom lang ng gran matador with coke (skwaks!  hahaha!) at isang masarap na umagahan courtesy of the gracious host!

day 6: balik laguna.   natulog lang ako maghapon.  nakakapagod din na magpuyat para magsaya.  lalo tuloy akong inubo.  bumili rin pala ko ng 100 tablets/capsules ng stresstabs at solmux - eto ang mga kakampi ko sa pagkakasakit at depresyon!  hahahaha!  bukod sa pagkain, nag-marathon lang din ako ng abs-cbn shows - simula wowowee hanggang bandila!

day 7:   after lunch with my folks, luwas na kami manila...  hinatid na nila ulit ako sa naia 3.  haaaay...

yan ang naging isang linggo ko sa pinas noong nakaraang linggo.  ngayon, andito na ulit ako sa jakarta.  magtatrabaho ulit sa susunod na more than 2 months at pagkatapos noon, uuwi ulit ng pinas para doon mag-pasko at bagong taon.

just wondering, sa december kaya, maririnig ko pa kaya ulit ang komentong "huy, pumayat ka!"?  :P

big event sa pamilya namin ito dahil si kuya jun na ang pinakamatanda kong pinsan - matapos nyang libutin ang mundo sa pagiging army ng amerika, gawin at i-accomplish lahat ng ginusto nya at magpayaman sa buhay, tama lang naman na mag-retire na sya sa pagiging single. buti na lang kahit huli na ang biyahe, may nakilala pa syang nasa parehong sitwasyon, si ate gemma - ang bagong pinsan ng pamilya.

bukod sa naging masaya ang wedding dahil parang naging reunion na rin ito - may mga pinsan akong umuwi mula amerika, nakaka-aliw ang reception (maayos ang program flow at content) at masarap ang pagkain (kahit talagang i'm not fond of hotel food, nagustuhan ko ito). kaya sulit na rin ang pagod ng pagmamadali ko ng uwi from jakarta para makapag-turok ng veil sa pinsan kong na-late pa sa simbahan! wahahaha!

]]> http://ebcano.wordpress.com/?p=545 Sat, 04 Oct 2008 12:21:31 +0000 ebcano http://ebcano.wordpress.com/2008/10/04/demand-side-management-practices/ The electric power system as driven by economic market forces experiences intensive utilization. To keep electric power systems continue to operate in a reliable and secured manner, resources aside from power generation are needed. Demand-side management has been taking its place in supporting power system operations and planning in the deregulated era. Significant reliability and financial benefits are derived in utilizing various forms of demand-side control.

Demand-side management or control types can be categorized in the order of contribution to power system security and electricity market efficiency.

• Time of Use Pricing (TOU) - this approach shifts power consumption from peak periods where the probability of high market prices and transmission congestion are obviously high and expected.

• Real Time Pricing (RTP) - this demand-side control strategy allows the load to reallocate energy utilization to lower market price hours and when power transmission usage is lower.

• Demand-side Bidding - this category assist the system operator for maintaining generation-load balance and in managing of zonal congestion. With this, it tends to lower the operating cost of the consumer and demand-side assists in alleviating generation resources shortage.

• Demand-side as Ancillary Services - demand-side is utilized as system reserves through emergencies especially when no other possible option provides solution to mitigate existing system-wide operating concerns. In this case, demand-side can be called to support the system operation as Responsive Reserve, Non-spinning Reserve, Regulating Reserve, or as a Replacement Reserve. Most often, the demand is reduced during periods of critical generation reserve margins and when electricity market prices are high due to generation shortage.

• Direct Load Control - this strategy employ the usage of automated control to reduce or curtail demand consumption during the occurrence of price spikes or during summer periods.

• Interruptible Load Program (ILP) - demand is reduced or cut-off from the grid to maintain secured system operation during emergencies where system continuous service can be put at risk. Some system operators utilize interruptible load for economic benefits and eliminating system operating constraints.

For complete article, please see this link - Balcony o orchestra?

Mata'y nawa laging nakatuon
Doon sa upuan ng Panginoon
Puso ko ay mangulila
Daig walang tubig na lawa

Sa kaitaasan tumingin
Itong mundo aking puwing
Nagnanakaw ng sulyap
Sa huwad na dilag

Bumangon sa pagka-idlip
Buhay ngayo'y Iyong kalakip
Ako'y magutom at maghanap
Sa mga bagay na di mahawak

Sidhi ng puso at isip ilagak
Walang lumbay, buong galak
Buong buhay, sanghi at hangad
Sa'yo lamang, sa Iyo ilapat

As you know, we have plenty of Koreans currently studying in the Philippines to take advantage of our cheaper tuition fees and learn English at the same time.

This is an essay written by a Korean student i want to share with you. (Never mind the grammar; it's the CONTENT that counts) Maybe it is timely to think about this in the midst of all the confusion at present.

(Ate Riette)

***

MY SHORT ESSAY ABOUT THE PHILIPPINES
Jaeyoun Kim

Filipinos always complain about the corruption in the Philippines. Do you really think the corruption is the problem of the Philippines ? I do not think so. I strongly believe that the problem is the lack of love for the Philippines .

Let me first talk about my country, Korea. It might help you understand my point. After the Korean War, South Korea was one of the poorest countries in the world. Koreans had to start from scratch because entire country was destroyed after the Korean War, and we had no natural resources.

Koreans used to talk about the Philippines, for Filipinos were very rich in Asia . We envy Filipinos.  Koreans really wanted to be well off like Filipinos. Many Koreans died of famine. My father & brother also died because of famine. Korean government was very corrupt and is still very corrupt beyond your imagination, but Korea was able to develop dramatically because Koreans really did their best for the common good with their heart burning with patriotism.

Koreans did not work just for themselves but also for their neighborhood and country. Education inspired young men with the spirit of patriotism.

40 years ago, President Park took over the government to reform Korea . He tried to borrow money from other countries, but it was not possible to get a loan and attract a foreign investment because the economic situation of South Korea was so bad. Korea had only three factories. So, President Park sent many mine workers and nurses to Germany so that they could send money to Korea to build a factory. They had to go through horrible experience.

In 1964, President Park visited Germany to borrow money. Hundred of Koreans in Germany came to the airport to welcome him and cried there as they saw the President Park . They asked to him, "President, when can we be well off?" That was the only question everyone asked to him. President Park cried with them and promised them that Korea would be well off if everyone works hard for Korea , and the President of Germany got the strong impression on them and lent money to Korea . So, President Park was able to build many factories in Korea. He always asked Koreans to love their country from their heart.

Many Korean scientists and engineers in the USA came back to Korea to help developing country  because they wanted their country to be well off. Though they received very small salary, they did their best for Korea . They always hoped that their children would live in well off country.

My parents always brought me to the places where poor and physically handicapped people live. They wanted me to understand their life and help them.. I also worked for Catholic Church when I was in the army.. The only thing I learned from Catholic Church was that we have to love our neighborhood. And, I have loved my neighborhood. Have you cried for the Philippines? I have cried for my country several times. I also cried for the Philippines because of so many poor people. I have been to the New Bilibid prison. What made me sad in the prison were the prisoners who do not have any love for their country. They go to mass and work for Church. They pray everyday.

However, they do not love the Philippines. I talked to two prisoners at the maximum-security compound, and both of them said that they would leave the Philippines right after they are released from the prison. They said that they would start a new life in other countries and never come back to the Philippines .

Many Koreans have a great love for Korea so that we were able to share our wealth with our neighborhood. The owners of factory and company were distributed their profit to their employees fairly so that employees could buy what they needed and saved money for the future and their children.

When I was in Korea , I had a very strong faith and wanted to be a priest. However, when I came to the Philippines, I completely lost my faith. I was very confused when I saw many unbelievable situations in the Philippines . Street kids always make me sad, and I see them everyday. The Philippines is the only Catholic country in Asia , but there are too many poor people here. People go to church every Sunday to pray, but nothing has been changed.

My parents came to the Philippines last week and saw this situation. They told me that Korea was much poorer than the present Philippines when they were young. They are so sorry that there are so many beggars and street kids. When we went to Pasangjan, I forced my parents to take a boat because it would fun. However, they were not happy after taking a boat. They said that they would not take the boat again because they were sympathized the boatmen, for the boatmen were very poor and had a small frame. Most of people just took a boat and enjoyed it. But, my parents did not enjoy it because of love for them.

My mother who has been working for Catholic Church since I was very young told me that if we just go to mass without changing ourselves, we are not Catholic indeed. Faith should come with action. She added that I have to love Filipinos and do good things for them because all of us are same and have received a great love from God. I want Filipinos to love their neighborhood and country as much as they love God so that the Philippines will be well off.

I am sure that love is the keyword, which Filipinos should remember. We cannot change the sinful structure at once. It should start from person. Love must start in everybody, in a small scale and have to grow. A lot of things happen if we open up to love. Let's put away our prejudices and look at our worries with our new eyes.

I discover that every person is worthy to be loved. Trust in love, because it makes changes possible.  Love changes you and me. It changes people, contexts and relationships. It changes the world. Please love your neighborhood and country.

Jesus Christ said that whatever we do to others we do to Him. In the Philippines , there is God for people who are abused and abandoned. There is God who is crying for love.  If you have a child, teach them how to love the Philippines . Teach them why they have to love their neighborhood and country. You already know that God also will be very happy if you love others.

That's all I really want to ask you Filipinos.

(FOR THE LOVE OF OUR COUNTRY PLEASE PASS THIS MESSAGE.)

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In my experience and some readings, I believe that non-technical losses can be minimized or mitigated by utilizing non-technical strategies.

1.    Modeling and benchmarking technical losses thru computer simulations - if a DU can measure the technical losses incurred in operating its distribution system with the variation of supply and demand using a computer program, then the DU is in a position to quantify and identify probable nodes of sources of non-technical losses in the system comparing power/energy output from electricity meters. This approach may take some technical challenges, especially with the database development, but if accomplished the DU will have in its hands a tool that can predict energy efficiency of its distribution system franchise.
2.    Installation of totalizing meters - the measurement of energy output from a certain distribution feeder and laterals thru totalizing meters can be an effective way to guard pilferage along the feeder or lateral. Some DUs even install totalizing meters after the distribution transformer feeding a secondary feeder.  The accuracy of these totalizing meters must be accounted when investigating or assessing energy input and output among electricity consumers.
3.    Statistical analysis of electricity meter readings - ample data from electricity meters can be analyzed statistically over time to estimate significant deviation from usual meter readings. This will help the DU to keep track the energy usage of its consumers and will have a benchmark in case significant meter reading deviation especially at the totalizing meters is observed. Statistical monitoring of energy consumption per sector, per class and geographical set-up must be employed and statistical evaluation of meter readings will be in vain if electricity meters are not up to the standard accuracy. Energy consumption bands must result from the statistical evaluation to confirm anomalous meter readings. Upgrading of electricity meters to meet standard accuracy must be conducted to support reduction of non-technical losses thru statistical analysis.
4.    Technical training of DU personnel must be given plus enhancing employees' loyalty and political will to eliminate pilferage in the distribution system must be considered. DU personnel who play an important role in mitigating non-technical losses must have deep loyalty to the company and must have ample technical knowledge in combating electricity pilferage.

In this section, the PDC points to the identification of a PQ problem in the distribution system by classifying presence of quality parameters. Going beyond this section are specified limits of the parameters stated above which clearly identifies the existence of a PQ problem. It is interesting that this PDC section identifies PQ problems where some of the classifications always exist in operating a distribution system. My rationale are the following:

• Power system frequency is seldom at its nominal value of 60 Hz. The continuous variation of loads impact the maintenance of frequency at 60 HZ. Item (a) of the said section implies that a PQ problem due to frequency deviation always exists.
• Harmonic frequencies always exist in distribution systems.  The issue if these harmonics are acceptable or not is another facet. But voltage harmonics and current harmonics are always present in a power system due to the popular usage of electronic-based devices and equipment. Item (c) of the said section above implies that a PQ problem exist due to the presence of harmonic frequencies, whether tolerable or not.
• Items (c) and (d) of the said section are combined definitions for voltage unbalance. In a practical distribution system, voltage unbalance exist at all nodes due to the two-phase and single-phase laterals in the three-phase distribution feeder and unequal loading of the three-phase distribution lines. If this unbalance in voltage is acceptable of not is about the magnitude of the unbalance. If we follow the thesis of the said items, then a PQ problem exist even at acceptable levels of voltage unbalance.

The PDC definition for the existence of a PQ problem, with respect with the section above, gives us an  understanding that a PQ problem exist not withstanding the magnitude of frequency deviations, harmonic frequencies and voltage unbalance magnitudes.

Puso ko'y balisa
Hanap ang Iyong mukha
Nanahan sa lugar na bundok
Nawa'y Ikaw ay aking matarok

Malakas na habagat
Sa akin ay humarap
Diwa'y hindi kumurap
Subalit ako'y bigo't salat

Lindol ay yumanig
Umasang aking marinig
Iyong matipunong tinig
Di rin nawari Iyong hiwatig

Lumalagablab na apoy
Akala'y Iyong panaghoy
Ngunit di naaninag ang anyo
Kahit man lang Iyong anino

Sa isang munting bulong
Nagisnan ka Panginoon
Sagisag na Ika'y karatig
Bisig ko'y sa'Yong dibdib

Unos at pagyanig maririnig
Dambuhalang apoy makakaniig
Suriin Ka sa munti't maliit
Pagkat narito ang Iyong kabig

Maybe mas maganda, panoorin niyo ang mga sinasabi kong ads.

Pero with wll these ads, I am still a PC user. Undeniably, may magandang mga nilabas na options ang mac. Pero undeniably din, umiikot ang buong mundo ngayun sa pagpapatakbo na nagagawa ng PC. Mac is telling us na when you buy their product, everything will be fine. Pero it is not. Its a lollipop advertisement. Of course PC has cons but PC has pros, so with Linux and so with Mac.

But still I am interested to get a MAC sa ilang buwang papadating. And so with Linux(Ubuntu) pero I would not be ashamed to be a PC user still. And if anyone would be so cocky to be a MAC user, then siguro harap tayo then paramihan tayo ng kayang gawin in terms of productivity and I bet di man lang siya mangangalahati sa kayang gawin ng isang PC User.

See... even with all these ads. Windows still dominate the world and Im sure on that.

Ang  GAT, sa mga hindi nakaaalam, ang dating pinakamalaki at pinakamasiglang samahan ng mga kabataang manunulat na Filipino, na ngayon ay pawang mga tanyag na.  Si P.T. Martin ang matiyagang gumawa ng transkripsiyon ng buong talakayan ng mga manunulat. Ang nasabing talakayan ay ginanap noong 7 Setyembre 1980, alas-tres ng hapon, sa Heritage Art Center ni Odette Alcantara, Kalye St. William, Cubao. Ang bahay ay dating pag-aari nina Manuel at Lydia Arguilla.

Pangunahing tagapagsalita si Adrian Cristobal na noon ay tagapangulo ng Writers' Union of the Philippines (na ngayon ay Unyon ng mga Manunulat sa Pilipinas), Social Security System, at Philippine Education Company. Kabilang sa mga panelista sina Bienvenido Lumbera (na ngayon ay Pambansang Alagad ng Sining), Francisco Arcellana (na yumaong Pambansang Alagad ng Sining), at Francisco Tatad (na noon ay Assemblyman, pagkaraan ay naging Ministro ng Publikong Impormasyon, at nang lumaon ay nahalal na Senador). Dumalo rin sa hapong iyon ang mga makata, manunulat, kuwentista, peryodista, nobelista, pintor, eskultor, estudyante, kolumnista, ahente, at iba pang miron. Namataan sa pagtitipon sina Carmen Guerrero Nakpil, Pacifico Aprieto, Andres Cristobal Cruz, Silvino V. Epistola, Doreen Fernandez, Gilda Cordero Fernando, Patcicia Melendres-Cruz, Virgilio S. Almario, Mike L. Bigornia, Teo T. Antonio, Lamberto E. Antonio, Mauro Avena, Nestor Mata, Arlene Babst, Conrado de Quirros, Alberto Florentino, Al Mendoza, Virgilio Vitug,  Lilia Quindoza Santiago, Ceres Alabado, Rodolfo Desuasido, at kung sino-sino pang may pangalan. Tanging si Francisco Sionil Jose, na mortal na kaaway ni Adrian, ang hindi nakadalo sa dahilang si Frankie lamang ang nakaaalam.

Magagamit na sanggunian ng mga kabataang estudyante ngayon ang papel na ito, na patunay kung sino ang mga tarikan at inmortal sa isang panig, at ang mga tagakapatagan at mortal, sa kabilang panig, sa larangan ng panitikang Filipinas. Pinaikli ko ang introduksiyon ni P.T. Martin.  Heto ang pambungad na talumpati ni Adrian Cristobal na may pamagat na "Ramblings on Literature and Freedom":

One of the dimly recognized refinements of human torture, a sly testament to man's inhumanity to man, is the public lecture. Its growing popularity may be gleaned, as men of goodwill might put it, in the circumstances of our times, but it is, nonetheless, a curious masochism that I would only infrequently indulge in, having addressed myself incessantly to our subject many, many years ago, long before martial law, as a seldom and reluctantly-published writer, without, I must confess, much success. But here I am again, trusting to the rifeness of the times.

Now, I would assume that, as more or less serious people, you are not interested in whether I could still recite the catechism, or cite the Constitution and repeat the sonorous sentences of the Areopagitica, and conclude, inevitably, that the flowering of literature, indeed, of the creative imagination depends on the permissible liberty of time and place. There can be no quarrel that freedom is good in itself and that to curtail it is very bad indeed, especially for literature, which makes gross, base man speak in the language of angels. There is, of course, no guarantee that freedom will make us write better, but at least we can write without fear of the police. No one, in brief, can be against motherhood.

What makes us concern ourselves with the relationship between literature and freedom—and of course, to the writer, the very act of writing itself is an act of liberation—is a certain urgency, which, at bottom, is very personal. If the intention now is merely to repeat the ritual of affirmation, then all that is needed to be said is, "Freedom, Yes!" to the sound of drums. Few writers were exercised about the issue before; now that many more are, then it must be noted. And then we must agree on the one thing immediately: freedom will not make a writer happy, prosperous, or bright, or even make him write better—it will simply make him free. And for many writers, the really agonizing issue is not freedom but Roget's Thesaurus.

In all of literary history, there is one obvious point which is almost embarrassing to underscore publicly and that is: whatever may be the prevalent condition of the age, the writer should be able to write—that is, survive long enough to write. This implies that Literature survives and that writers sometimes do, sometimes do not. That is, perhaps, the distinction between immortality and mortality, which is the profound anxiety of many a writer.

On the other hand, one could, according to Paul Tabori, rewrite and re-evaluate literary history according to whether a writer has or hasn't been in prison. He says:

The list of literary jailbirds is practically endless. Socrates shaped his final conception of the world in a deathcell; Plato was not only imprisoned by Dionysios the Tyrant but sold as a slave in Egina; Aristotle ‘did time' because of his alleged atheism; Mani, the founder of the Manichean faith; Boethius, founder of medieval Christian scholasticism, Machiavelli and Sir Thomas More, Cervantes and Sir Thomas Raleigh, Bacon and Grotius, Villon and Voltaire (twice the ‘guest' of the Bastille), Beaumarchais and Schiller, Beranger and Dostoevsky—the list is equally distinguished and practically endless. Prison has been the direct inspiration of some of the most striking and moving landmarks in literature—and continues to provide it only too frequently and enduringly.

But isn't prison the most brutal infringement of freedom for any man, let alone a writer? I do not think that Tabori is prescribing imprisonment as a path to literary excellence, and, indeed, there are not many writers who can hope to improve their style or deepen their insight under the most benign incarceration. Note too that Don Quixote did not, as the Gulag Archipelago does, portray prison conditions: it reads as if written by a Spanish Hidalgo enjoying the pleasures of the chase. But what prison gives the writer is suggested in the slang, "did time." Prison gives him time, a writer needs time, and under certain conditions, a stretch is equivalent to seclusion in a monastery. Time on your hands, leisure, if you want to call it that, is the writer's profound need, as Time is his natural tyrant. This simply and horribly means that time means not attending to the children, warding off creditors, not running from various forms of mindless dangers, not doing press releases and advertising copy—in short, the writer has to be, in order to write, like a monk in zazen, sitting still, his mind drawn to himself, shaping reveries, thoughts, feelings, sensations into significant form.

The artist Hernando Ocampo, himself a writer, once said, quite truly, that one must know one's tyrants and fight them.

The Tabori passage also suggests that the only way a true writer can be suppressed is to kill him before he could write. Simply denying him pen and ink will not work so effectively. I have in mind another writer, a friend, the late Georgy Paloczi-Horvath, who was placed in solitary confinement for three years. There, in his mind, he made translations and wrote books, so that when he was released, he simply wrote away as if from dictation. Do not object, please, that Horvath is an exception, that he was heroic. No, we dare not pass judgment in advance of any writer. We don't know what that fool will do at any given time.

There is a political note in Horvath which may have some relevance: upon release he was generously offered back by the authorities his communist party card; he refused it on the ground that he was the only communist left in Hungary and that the rest were nothing more than gangsters. Even as a communist, a writer is not a reliable party-man.

Which takes us to the unreliability of the writer, to why under the best of circumstances, he will always feel a kind of rejection, oppression, or "something like that." There is something about the writer which discomfits his tormentors. Society in the large has an instinctive distrust of writers; happily, society is a diversity of individuals, among whom the writer could find his friends, advocate, and well-wishers; otherwise, he wouldn't survive at all. But society in the large-or let me put it this way, in the classic words of a politician: "the trouble with that writer (or reporter, for sometimes reporters are also writers) is that he wouldn't stay bought." Good, bad, or indifferent, mediocre or excellent, a genuine writer is thoroughly unreliable. It does not mean that he is more or less corruptible than the next man, but somehow, when with some self-consciousness he writes seriously, not ten armalites can swerve his mysterious purpose. Of course, what he writes can be edited, or worse, burned, but it remains seared in his mind and you will haveto stand watch as it might come out again.

Oh, please, let no one jump up and smugly cite the hundreds of exceptions to Pasternak and Solzhenitsyn, the so-called enslaved and/or corrupted writers who pen paeans to their patrons and regimes. And that if the regimes were otherwise, they would be far more honorable to themselves and their calling. I am, quite frankly, rather cagey of this objection, for if it is not one form of coercion or corruption, it is another consider the celebrated case of Ezra Pound—and, in any case, in any calling, heroes are few, although writers have a bit more than their share. As a matter of fact, a writer who survives has scaled Mt. Everest and climbed back. Call this courage, since that is the usual word, but I would call it, "possession," although there are not a few writers who are possessed by something else. But it will be sanctimonious, in any case, shortsighted and pompous even, to sneer at the contemporary literary servitors of totalitarian and dictatorial regimes, as a closer scrutiny will show that they come and go, and who knows that the reason they have gone is precisely the "unreliability" of the writer, that he would not stay bought and so were quietly removed from the chorus? I am not speaking of hacks and propagandists, for they know what they are about and are not practitioners of Joyce's strategy of "silence, exile, cunning."

There is, of course, a dire consequence for national literature in periods of regimentation, the most recent example being Nazi Germany. With the Nazis in power, the true fatherland of German literature was transferred from Berlin to Amsterdam, London, New York and Stockholm. Franz Werfel and Thomas Mann, Alfred Neumann and Leon Feuchtwanger, Arnold Zweig and Bertolt Brecht, continued their work in exile. As Tabori put it, "the moment the collective demanded not only lip-service but regular offerings from the creative writer, his inspiration dried up and he became a hack or worse." Precisely, the writer is so frail a creature that he will not good-humoredly pay lip-service, but a regular offering is something else: however noble the cause, literature, and I mean, literature, is a poor servant.

Another thing worth noting in literary history is that the finest and best writing have been written during the most difficult times, particularly when writing is innovative and revolutionary. The difficulties may be economic, political, or social, or a general malaise. In a familiar vein, we need only to evoke the names D.H. Lawrence, Henry Miller, Steinbeck, and the father of them all, James Joyce, of whom we remember the shock waves of Anna Livia Plurabelle, which tempt me now out of perversity, to quote from a letter to his wife, to wit:

The smallest things give a great cockstand—a whorish movement of your mouth, a little brown stain on the seat of your white drawers... to feel your hot lecherous lips sucking away at me, to fuck between your two rosy-tipped bubbies, to come on your face and squirt it over your hot cheeks and eyes, to stick it up between the cheeks of your rump and bugger you.

The passage was published, with impunity, or immunity, only this year in the United States, and if you are shocked by it, then you are looking at the problem of literature and freedom in the very restricted political sense. With few exceptions, all societies have established laws against sexual expression in literature, putting up obscenity tests that cannot stand logical scrutiny. Interestingly enough, sexual and political repression seem to go hand-in-hand, but that complicated subject is for another occasion. There are no easy times for the writer, indeed.

To pursue the matter, the "piping times of peace" do not, in any case, produce interesting literature, so that for the serious reader—which also includes the writer—the preferred works are now by the South American rather than the North American writers. In the case of the former, it is as if the writer is taking his life in his hands with every word, phrase, or sentence. Which is, I feel, in the rare times of courage, the only way to write.

Now that we have recognized the reader, it should be clear that the relationship between literature and freedom is not exclusively the writer's affair: it embraces a larger universe, and it is no less than the human predicament. There are societies which punish readers or writers, burn books, and all that sort of crap. In this way do the readers become participants of the literary act, and so the writer is loaded with a heavy responsibility, for every time he utters his word, he exhorts men to their liberation, and, if unlucky, commends them no less than himself into the executioner's hands. We see then that freedom has the implacable face of absolute power. These words from Julio Cortazar may carry an odd familiarity:

... when the Chilean junta burned thousands of books in the streets of Santiago, they were burning much more than paper, much more than poems and novels; in a sinister way they burned the readers of these books and those for whom they had been written.

(Do you remember the book-burnings of pre-martial-law days in certain universities?)

But let us go back to Cortazar:

This precarious and anxious bridge between the Latin American reader and the writer, this evident hope of something beyond the mere literary, increases our bad conscience because today it is not enough to give the utmost of our potentialities as writers... In spite of those commissars of the intelligence who demand a "simple" literature for "simple people", the reader also expects from us other forms of communication. It would be easy to reply to this hope with a literary demagogy, with the paternalism of one who claims to be the spiritual pastor of his village, but the readers who expect us to be something more than storytellers and poets are not passive readers, they don't subscribe to Readers' Digest, they are not docile consumers of this month's bestseller; even the most ignorant and modest among them ask for something more in literature. The look for books which can astonish them, take them far away from home, set up new orbits of thought or of sensibility, and they want the authors of these works if they are their countrymen, to keep close to them on the historical level; their wish is a wish for brotherhood.

We in the Philippines are, perhaps, on the threshold of such a condition, in which case, the Filipino writer will be living in interesting times. "May you live in interesting times" may be a Chinese curse but it is a literary blessing.

Let us hear, finally, from André Brink:

Every writer chooses the particular way in which to set free his self, which is his word. To a large exten it may be a free act of choice, but in many ways, obviously, his temperament, his inclinations, his experience, even his millieu may determine that choice. Once one has made the necessary provision for the personality and situation of the writer, however, the nature of his choice can really be influences only by a consideration of the social and/or cultural climate in which he operates. In what may be vaguely termed an "open" society ("open" in terms of tradition, or sociopolitical structures, mores, or attitudes generally) practically all options are available to the writer. Whether he writes about the most private ache or the most public issue, and whether he chooses lyrical poetry or the theatre of commitment, the choice remains essentially his own. In this particular sense his freedom appears well-nigh limitless. But it is interesting to note that, in a society which tolerates the writer to the extent of leaving him free to write whatever he chooses, writing often tends to become either a process of self-indulgence or a deliberate striving after effect, through a variety of gimmicks. It is a very understandable phenomenon: a writer writes to be read, to be heard: but if he is really free to write anything or everything, chances that people will take him very seriously or pay special attention to what he says, are rather slim.

On the other hand, the writer in a "closed" or repressive society finds himself in a totally different position. And since I find myself in such a situation, my comment arise specifically from this experience.

At first sight, the writer in such a closed society—let us say, for argument's sake, the USSR, or any of a variety of Asian, South American or African countries, including my own South Africa—finds himself in a most unenviable position. Not only does he have to operate within a strict system of censorhip, but he may even find himself in grave physical danger should he dare to publish anything frowned upon by his society in general or his authorities in particular. Others tend to pity him as a captive of his situation. But there is a different notion of liberty operating in this case: that curious liberty which obtains when what a man wants to do coincides with what, not only morally but existentially, he ought to do. A Jew in the Warsaw ghetto during the Second World War was expected to revolt: in order to preserve not only his dignity but in fact his life he had no choice but to revolt-and being caught up in that particular situation as an individual his own personal priority, his own most ardent wish, would have been to revolt. The historical imperative and the individual urge coincided, determining a new and exhilirating experience in liberty. The same would apply to the suppressed Black man in South Africa. And it applies, too, to the writer who finds himself beleaguered in a state of oppression. When the conspiracy of lies surrounding me demands of me to silence the one word of truth given to me, that word becomes the one word I wish to utter above all others: and at the same time it is the word my metaphysical situation, my historical situation, and my own craft demand of me to utter.

It is the direct opposite to the notion of freedom often expressed—as most recently by a South African Cabinet Minister— in terms of the freedom allowed a fish: provided he stays in water, it is argued, he is perfectly free to swim as he pleases-but the moment he leaves the water dies. The essential flaw in this argument is, of course, very simple to detect: a man is not a fish. The fish cannot think about hiscondition; man can. And so I inevitably demand more for a man, and of a man, than for or of a fish. My liberty as a writer lies in not accepting the condition of water imposed on me. There is even an important advantage attached to writing in a closed system.

In a society which tolerates and "contains" the writer and leaves him totally free to "do his own thing," I have tried to indicate above, his efficacity in truly communicating with his audience is impaired. But in a situation where the word of the writer is not tolerated, everything he says acquires the impact of a deed. Words are no longer merely gestures but, in the full Sartrean sense, acts of commitment.

In such a situation the writer may be acclaimed by some and crucified by others: but whatever happens he is not being ignored. This, in turn, imposes a heavy responsibility on his conscience. For if everything he says is going to make some impact on his environment, he has to weigh doubly every word he utters in order to make as sure as is humanly possible that his perception and his account of the world is as true as he is able to render it. Accepting that words are masks of truth, he has to choose those masks so carefully and skillfully, with such a keen balance of pride and humility, that they reveal at least as much as they inevitably conceal.

What I have just said must trouble you; it is, in fact, troubling me. What? Repression in order for literature to flower? I hold quite sincerely that a writer must suffer to be worth anything at all—but I stop at the edge of doom: I will not want to suffer what I cannot endure. We live, on the other hand, in a kind of half-way road, and that is, possibly, our trouble as Filipino writers. But for the same reason that freedom is absolute power for the writer in times when words have the impact of a bullet between the eyes, I will hesitate to prescribe freedom here and repression there. Under such a condition, once a word is uttered, it can create an avalance for which we would not like to be personally responsible.

There is also that other matter of life-of simple folk in a certain situation, so that literature ceases to be a parlor pastime of bored housewives with English Lit. degrees. What, then, to do when suddenly literature becomes a very serious thing, a matter of life and death?

As writers, we can only find the answer in lonely solitude, knowing that at that precise moment in time, no one can write, as no one can rule, innocently.

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TALAKAYAN

FRANZ ARCELLANA: It's very complex, very nice. Let's drink to that. [laughter] The first responsibility of the writer is to write well, in whatever regime he's going to operate. A long time ago, when I was starting to read, I was very fond of an American writer... I'm talking about James T. Farrel. James T. Farrel was once asked what a young writer should do to be able to write. Then he said: Number one, keep away from women. [laughter] Number two, keep away from alcohol. [mild laughter]. Number three, keep away from politics. Now, may I retire?

MAURO AVENA: Is that all?

ARCELLANA: Yeah, to begin with. Bien, say something.

BIEN LUMBERA: I think the topic that Adrian [Cristobal] is talking about this afternoon, is something that can be viewed from the point of view of the writer, of the reader—which includes critics and literary historians like me—and also of the audience. Each time the point of view shifts, there is a difference in the emphasis. For instance, I think Adrian expressed freedom and literature from the point of view of the writer. And indeed, one can see that it is the writer who creates his freedom because after all, freedom is an abstraction until you decide to test it, you decide to assert it. And once the writer has this, then he begins to realize the boundaries within which he can operate as a writer. So, he might come up against the wall of conventional moralism, against the prison wall; he might come up against a wall setup by tradition by the previous writers. In such a situation, the writer who decides to continue to write will be constantly pushing against the walls that he finds himself confronted with.

Now, when we look at the matter from the point of view of the reader, I think he will want his freedom also a factor to be considered in evaluating what a writer has produced. For instance, the reader might have observed and experienced oppression. As a reader who comes to literature with certain expectations, he very frequently demands that the writer responds to his expectations. That the writer will talk about the problems he has encountered in his profession or in his life. He might want the writer to help him find the exits from the confining situation in which he finds himself.

And finally, from the point of view of the literary historian, he would want to find out how a given situation, a given historical period, affects the performance of the writer both as a craftsman and as a man who has something to say about the human condition. When the literary historian deals with a literary work therefore, he is thinking not of his personal concerns but of the concerns of society at large as these operate on the performance of the writer.

From the point of view of the writer, I suppose, he assumes that freedom is a good condition to the performance of the writer. He feels that all the conditions should be conducive to the production of a particular literary work. This obligates him to become aware of the conditions that operate on him as a writer. If the writer assumes that—as a writer—there are no laws that would bind him to a particular line of thinking, to a particular set of beliefs, then he is likely not to get anywhere. Above all, it is important that he be aware of the walls, as I said earlier, that he is going to come up against one time or another. And only by becoming aware of these walls will he know how he can operate as fully and with as much integrity as he can without having to bash his head against the wall. I am talking therefore of the conditions in a particular society that the writer will reckon with each time he writes a poem or a short story. The are writers whom we know who are not even aware that there are conditions that constrict his performance as a writer. I think Adrian is correct in pointing our that under any given system, there are always restrictions that the writer will have to recognize. He might choose to go against these restrictions to his own perdition or he may choose to surrender to these conditions and allow the conditions to shape him without any struggle on his part. I'm thinking, however, of a writer who knows the given conditions in his social setting and continues to perform as a writer. With the given limitations, he will be able to find out how he will be able to go around restrictions—if he has to—how he will be able to survive inspite of all restrictions that might put him out of existence. I think I have pontificated long enough here.

KIT TATAD: I think the lecture deserved to be written. The subject—Literature and Freedom—was, I believe, formulated by this very young crowd with the hope that this group will be able to relate this subject to the real conditions in the external world. It's the first time that I have been given the opportunity to take part in a discussion of this nature, very much the same subject, but the trouble is when one stays on the level of abstract idea, some—[someone said: Louder!]-I'm very soft-spoken and I'm suffering from a sore throat. What I'm saying... the trouble is when one stays on the level of abstract ideas, someone in the crowd usually stands up and say you have gone to a wake but you're not saying anything about the death. Now, I think that to have a more fruitful discussion of this subject, we can relate freedom and literature to the existing conditions of the writer in Philippine society today. I am not an expert on freedom or on literature. [laughter] I'm an authority on nothing except my own personal experience and my own personal experience is rather limited. My inclination or my limited training has been on literature but I do not dare proclaim myself as an active writer. The last few years I wrote some political pieces—forgettable ones—[laughter] and I will probably be writing equally forgettable political pieces in the future. As I said, I'm not an authority on either subject but I'm very much alive to complaints, observations and other remarks that have been made in the last few years concerning the freedom of the writer in our society.

I believe that there are several levels on which we can deal with this subject. Somebody says that the Filipino writer is not free today. That is a categorical statement which we often hear. Then one goes on saying that eight years ago, the outlets for literary publications were closed down. That's an illustration or proof that freedom has been restricted. The Free Press is no longer there, the Graphic is no longer there, the Women's Magazine is no longer there, so many other publications are no longer there. And this, to some writers, is resounding proof that freedom has been curtailed. But getting away from this physical evidence and trying to confront the issue of freedom for the writer in so far as it affects the Filipino writer trying to write today, I think it is a very real situation which you find here that you have writers and writers whose only complaint is that they are unable to write because they are not free.

I'd like to make a small point by saying that, to me, a writer is one who writes. A writer is not someone who has written abstractly or one who will write in the future but I think the writer is one who writes regardless of the condition. I will agree with Bien Lumbera here that a writer creates his own freedom. He is not the product of a society that is free. I think he produces literature inspite of less than ideal conditions in society and this is what Chairman Cristobal has earlier been saying. That one does not write innocently or without risks. It takes what we will provisionally call some courage to be able to assert oneself while conditions are far from ideal. But I think that the writer—in order to discharge his responsibility to literature, to himself and to his readers—must test every condition that exists. Even in the situation where the society is completely or absolutely free—in the sense that the bill of rights are well-enforced, in the sense that you need not fear that a sergeant or a corporal will give you a knock on the door after you've written a piece which seems controversial—I think the writer still has to take certain risks.  The very fact that one espouses an idea o seeks to introduce a proposition that would alter the hierarchy of propositions in that given society is, I think, a risk.

ADRIAN CRISTOBAL: Well, there's the case of Larry Flynt, the publisher of Hustler, who was shot and crippled for life. You know, if it's not the government which will kill you, it will be the Church, it will be some maniac, some fanatic. If you're going to write and you say, "Let me see, I'll write this but will I be free and if somebody reads this, will he not be angry?", you better work in a factory where you can find ideal conditions for work. You work with San Miguel [Corporation] or with Herdis Group and they will give you all the material rewards due to a professional worker. But the only guarantee when a writer writes is, there is even no guarantee that he is a writer when he is writing... There is no guarantee. Some writers are better off as something else. Writing's a kind of human perversity. You have to be crazy to be a writer. If you are going to be rational about it, get some very quiet profession like an accountant or a professor of English. [laughter] But you see, it can be both.

AVENA: What Mr. Adrian Cristobal has just said is an extension of a well-written, beautifully-phrased paper which he delivered today, which I think is a perfect apology for a writer as a self-repressed individual. I just want to ask if you are a man or a fish in the context of what you have just said about writing.

CRISTOBAL: I said we do not accept the condition of the water. I mean, if you are going to write and find out all the conditions so that you will not bang your head against the wall, then you're a fish. If that's the way you're going to write. If you want to find out all the guarantees, all the conditions so that you'll be free, comfortable, prosperous as a writer, then you're not doing any writing. You're probably doing a column or a—[laughter]

AVENA: I'm doing two columns right now. And I—[laughter]—I would like to go back to what we are discussing. You are aware or everyone has been made aware that the writer must take the risk in any regime.

CRISTOBAL: Exactly.

AVENA: Yes, but it seems to be quite hyprocritical of somebody like you to keep on risk-taking on the part of the writer when in fact there are writers like you who sit in powers which oppress the writers, restrict his freedom.

CRISTOBAL: Maybe, even before you learn to write, I was taking risks. Up to now, the military considers me a communist because of what I have written when you were not yet writing.

AVENA: But I don't think you are a communist.

CRISTOBAL: [inaudible]

ARCELLANA: Mauro, Mauro, the traditional question is not "Are you a man or a fish?" but "Are you a man or a mouse?" Well, I am a mouse!

MODERATOR: Chairman Cristobal mentioned about the painful kind of torture in the public lecture but oftentimes, moderating an open forum is also a torture. So please, if—

CRISTOBAL: Wait, I want to take exception. This is Mauro Avena.

AVENA: Yes.

CRISTOBAL: After what you've written, have you been arrested?

AVENA: No.

CRISTOBAL: So you're free.

AVENA: I'm free.

CRISTOBAL: But you're complaining that you're free. [laughter]

AVENA: I'm not complaining. I'm taking a risk.

CRISTOBAL: The fact that you're still here—

AVENA: I'm taking risk against people like you—

CRISTOBAL: Why, what have I done to you?

AVENA: People like you who sit in government-

CRISTOBAL: What, what have I done to you?

AVENA: What have you done to the P.E.N. Conference?

CRISTOBAL: What have I done to the P.E.N. Conference?

AVENA: I don't know. You tell me.

NESTOR MATA: This is not exactly a question, Mr. Chairman. I
listened to your lecture with interest.

CRISTOBAL: No, I stated the columnists' freedom, too.

MATA: Yes, It's not because you mentioned column-writing. [laughter] As I said, I listened to your lecture with interest. But I was amused by your quotation. I think you quoted Tabori.

CRISTOBAL: Yes.

MATA: Tabori is better known as a pornographer. [laughter]

CRISTOBAL: That is not literature? [laughter]

MATA: But he is better known as a pornographer.

CRISTOBAL: I don't know. Only two of his works were pornography.

MATA: But this is the question I wanted to ask you. I read somewhere—I think it was a remark made by a professor of English, as you put it—it was Franz who said it when he was asked this question in an interview and his answer was: while there are writers, referring of course to Filipino writers, who are trying not to be silenced and there are those who are silenced. The question, Adrian, is: Do you agree with Professor Arcellana?

CRISTOBAL: Those who are trying to be silenced and those who are silenced?

MATA: Those who are trying not to be silenced and those who are silenced.

CRISTOBAL: I always agree with Franz Arcellana. [laughter]

ARCELLANA: I should like to put the allusion in its proper context. It's something that I said in Patmos Magazine. I said in that interview that the writers derive a lot of inspiration from this quotation from S.P. Lopez who says "I'd rather be silenced than be silent." That's what he said.

CRISTOBAL: In other words, he'd rather die than stop speaking, because the only way to stop a writer is to kill him.

MATA: In the same context, in your [Arcellana's] reply to the question, you said that even Mrs. [Carmen Guerrero] Nakpil is trying not to be silenced. What exactly did you mean by that?

ARCELLANA: Well, she's writing. [laughter] Chitang is writing and she's writing very well.

CRISTOBAL: Let us not ponder on the illusion that when a writer is silent, something terrible has happened to him. For all you know, he's just fooling around. And he gives many reasons why he's no longer writing. There's no excuse for not writing except the excuse you give to yourself.

MATA: Referring to the remarks of Professor Lumbera, I quite agree with him that the writer must create his own freedom. And he must write within that freedom he makes for himself.

ARCELLANA: Mr. Mata, not just the writer. Every person must make his own freedom.

CRISTOBAL: Assemblyman Tatad said something which I would like to elaborate on. This creating your own freedom. With the writer, it is something else. It's trying to write well.

DORY ROBLES: Ninoy Aquino—[loud laughter] If I write something about Ninoy Aquino—a short story, a novel, or what—may I know if I will make him a hero o an anti-hero? [laughter]

CRISTOBAL: It depends on what you want. Where do you want to publish the novel? Ano ba ang tanong? Gagawin ba siyang bayani o bandido?

ROBLES: Bida o kontrabida?

CRISTOBAL: Piliin mo. Saan mo ipapalimbag ang libro? Kung sa Amerika, gawin mong hero. Kung dito, kontrabida. [laughter] Simple iyon. Ano sa palagay mo kung ano talaga siya?

ROBLES: Kung gagawin ko siyang hero, then I'll be against the policy of the government on subversion.

CRISTOBAL: Pero wala pang presidential decree na nagsasabing bandido si Ninoy.

ROBLES: Kung gagawin ko naman siyang kontrabida, hindi naman mananalo sa anumang timpalak sapagkat ang pinipili ng mga judges ay mga subversive entries lamang. [wild laughter]

CRISTOBAL: Gawin mong dalawa: hero at anti-hero. Mas moderno iyon.

ROBLES: Sapagkat sa karanasan ko, ang pinipili ng mga editor at hurado ay mga subversive materials. [laughter] Gagawin kong hero at anti-hero. Hindi ang isinusulat ay black and white. It must be black and it must be white.

CRISTOBAL: Gawin mo, black si Ninoy sa South Africa... [laughter] Alam ninyo, kaya maraming huradong pumipili ng tinatawag mong subversive plays, hindi dahil subversive kaya pinili iyon kundi dahil mas maganda ang pagkasulat. Nagkataon lang na tinatawag na "subversive". Alin ang pipiliin mo: iyong di-subversive na pangit ang pagkasulat o iyong maganda ang pagkasulat na ang akala mo ay subversive? Kung tunay na manunulat ka, pipiliin mo muna iyong literary value. Kung maganda ang pagkakasulat, ano pa man ang sinasabi niyan, iyan ang pipiliin mo.

VIRGILIO VITUG: Dr. Lumbera mentioned that it is the writer who creates his own freedom. And considering the situation today as specified by Assemblyman Tatad, there are physical manifestations of the restraints on writing. Now, my question is addressed to Chairman Cristobal. Can the writer truly express his freedom when he is directly under the employ of the government? Doesn't this somehow contradict... let's say, when you expose a certain kind of freedom in writing [inaudible] government a certain policy of the government. Doesn't the writer preempt his right to criticize, expose certain government anomalies when he is under its direct employ?

CRISTOBAL: Alright. You are telling me that if you are a writer, you cannot write anything else except politics, which I think is false. But you can. First, you can write what you want and not publish. You still write it. You can use a pen name. Or you can go ahead and publish with Who Magazine. [laughter] As to whether your superior might—for example you are a chief clerk or writing for the Bureau of Broadcast like Al Cuenca—I assure you that if you write for a literary magazine it is obscure enough your superior won't even hear about it let alone understand what you're writing. Do not dramatize the matter of freedom. Our restrictions here are nothing compared to the restrictions to the South American writers. Look at Cortazar, look at Marquez... these people know what they write, they don't know when they will be shot at. Our problem with Filipino writers—I've been saying this even before martial law—is this: write one or two short stories, we're already writers, we are famous, we are acclaimed, we are read in schools, and we really took no risk. There has been no revolution for the writers to engage in. There's not even a streetfight. How many of you have lived in Tondo? I would say if you're like Andy [Andres Cristobal Cruz] or Pic [Pacifico Aprieto] here, who have lived in Tondo during the Japanese times for three years, where you lived with constant terror, then you will know how it is to live as men. When you fight the government,do not expect it to tap you at the back. It will fight back. Make your choice. Don't be airconditioned revolutionaries.

CONRADO DE QUIROS: I think the problem of "Literature and Freedom" has two dimensions. The first one has to do with the problem of liberty and freedom. Anybody can postulate that every writer has freedom in the fundamental sense. Under certain conditions, we are not entirely possessed of the liberties one asks of liberal governments. Basically, when one writes, one makes a commitment, as one of the members of the panel point out. It is patently absurd to picture an order as repressive and then subsequently complain that one is being repressed. When one writes and pictures that particular order as repressive, one expects in fact to be repressed. But the fundamental freedom is that when one writes, one has to make that commitment, one has to take the responsibility for that.

The second one has to do with the exact meaning of freedom. When one says that a writer has a fundamental freedom, what does one mean? I think it is also an illusion to suppose that the writer is entirely free when he begins to write. Free in the sense that he can choose any subject he wants. That can be done by any writer. One can write about insects, about trees or about politics. When the whole problem of writing is simply to be able to produce, then what we have is an assortment of writing but one would not have a literature. In my view, the creation of literature—or if one wishes, a national literature—should be organized along certain lines. How the organization is to be done will depend on the criteria one uses. And this I think is where the problem lies.

CRISTOBAL: No one is going to applaud that? [laughter, a few applause]

AL MENDOZA: I have two questions for Assemblyman Tatad. Assemblyman Tatad mentioned about forgettable political pieces that he wrote. Now, my two questions are: What are the titles of these pieces? [laughter] The second one is: Why do you call them forgettable political pieces? [laughter again]

TATAD: Some friends of mine put together a collection of lectures, Prospects of the Filipino. Forgettable because... well, I'd like to forget about them. [laughter]

SOMEONE: Forgivable? [laughter]

CRISTOBAL: May I point out, Mr. Moderator, that when I was invited to lecture and when the panelists were invited to discuss the problems of literature and freedom, it was for a real discussion, not a trial. [laughter]

MODERATOR: Any question that will not try them?

AVENA: This is not an indictment of the Chairman of the SSS and the Writers' Union. I just want to comment that the subject, "Literature and Freedom", is rather broad. And it is good that Assemblyman—I forgot even his name [laughter], I was only kidding—Assemblyman Tatad directed the question to what is happening in the country now. When this subject comes up, the one thing that comes to your mind is that it will be related to our society because freedom is not just or does not only have personal connotation but a social one. When you relate the question of freedom and literature it will naturally draw in context writing in the Philippines in which writer exists. What I really want to say is this: If the writer takes the view that Mr. Cristobal has just taken—

CRISTOBAL: Wait a minute, what is my view? You have to tell me first.

AVENA: Your view is that as I said, alright, I'm not stating it but my question is that it is an apology for the writer to write or not to write within the context of the repressive regime—

CRISTOBAL: No, no, that's not what I said. My lecture has several points. I cited to you the number of great works which were written in prison. This is an illustration, to my mind, that imprisonment is not necessarily a restriction of the writers' freedom.That he is able to write even in prison. Second, do not accuse me of not applying my observations to the present context. I just used a different context. As a writer you should know that. But there are conditions in which to write is really to take your life in your own hands. I don't know if you agree with me but I think this is the only way to write.

AVENA: Quite well taken, as I've said. Anyway, my point is that if the writer isolates himself from the context of his time, I feel that the writer is doing a disservice not only to himself as a writer but also to his fellow human being living in the context of his time.

CRISTOBAL: Yes, I agree with you, yes.

AVENA: So that if the writer would take the position that his value as a writer resides only in himself, in his ability, in his ability to write within a very limited context conducive to his self-expression, then that writer will be guilty of isolating himself from the rest of the people in this society. In other words, if the writer will be an ivory tower dweller or a mouse or a fish he would necessarily be espousing values, causes, that do not bear on the problems of his society, on the realities of his society. If the writer will be an ivory tower dweller, he will write atop a tree, he will forget that there are writers who have been imprisoned and tortured, and other revolutionaries who have been imprisoned and tortured. He will forget that the greater poverty of the mass of society has not been risen to, much less paste up with, by the government. He will forget a number of realities that diminish the value of human beings in this country.

CRISTOBAL: Wait a minute. You are right of course because that is the convention of the time. The committed writer-

ARCELLANA: Look, Adrian, it's wrong.

CRISTOBAL: No, no, wait a minute. You [Avena] are right from that point of view. But where will you place Hans Christian Andersen? Where will you place the writers of fairy tales? What do you do with them? Because if you do away with them in the universe of literature, you are as much a fascist as any government that you hate. There's a place for these people.

AVENA: I think they're writers.

CRISTOBAL: Why do you say they are blind? They may not be blind. They may know who is suffering but that's not where their inclination lies. They may want something else.

AVENA: But writers who would write about the realities of their present situation are the ones being repressed.

CRISTOBAL: What will you tell the fairy tale writers to do?

ARCELLANA: Since I have proclaimed myself a mouse, I feel myself alluded to. [laughter] May I say something? Well, my quarrel with this thing... I've always insisted, I've always said, Mauro, that relevance is not necessarily reality. Now, I'd like to think I'm engaged with reality. I'd like to think that. So, you'd like to think that I'm an ivory towerist—

CRISTOBAL: Or a mouse...

ARCELLANA: Or a mouse. Well, it's alright if a mouse. I'm a self-proclaimed mouse. It's really all a matter of a difference in opinion. So you didn't want to keep me from writing or discourage me from writing or call me names, you're not going to do that.

AVENA: You call yourself that.

ARCELLANA: Right, right.

AVENA: I just want to ask you: why is relevance not reality?

ARCELLANA: It is not reality.

AVENA: Why?

ARCELLANA: You don't have to ask me why! Ha! Ha! Ha!

AVENA: I ask you why?

ARCELLANA: Look, Mauro, if you don't know it, you'll never know it. [laughter]

AMADOR BALA: I think I want to direct one question to all writers, Filipino writers. What should be the basic commitment of a Filipino writer in our contemporary, present situation?

ARCELLANA: I want to answer first. You must write well.

BALA: But what is to write well?

ARCELLANA: Ow, come on. If you don't know it, you'll never
know. [laughter]

LUMBERA: One reason why we've been going around in circles is that comments do not speak to mean. We've been talking as if—as I've pointed out in my brief comment—one can think of the topic in relation to the writer and in relation to the reader. Now, the question has been asked: What should the basic commitment of a Filipino writer be? To whom should he be committed? I think he should be committed to his reader. Unlike Franz, I would say that what is important above all is that the writer relates himself to his reader. Once he relates himself to his reader, he's going to write about what concerns his reader. Now, this is something the consideration of which is extra-literary. It has nothing to do with craft. It has something to do with a man performing a task and he is doing it for people. Now, once you commit yourself to people, you begin to ask the question: What am I going to write about? Am I going to write about things that interest the people? Or things that concern them deeply? The subject matter then can be classified from trivia to profundities, whichever. The writer should know the audience that he is writing for. That audience—with its concern, with its fear, with its lack of freedom, with its hunger—will tell the writer what he should be writing about? We've been talking about the writer and I assume that he is a writer, that he knows his craft. So it's no longer a question of writing well. It's a question of writing about things that matter. [applause]

TATAD: I think the question is related to the idea of individual perfection. I don't know if it is valid. It's a very big word which can mean a lot of things-

ARCELLANA: That's right, that's writing well.

TATAD: There are those who believe that writing is an act of intelligence. There are others who believe it is an act of imagination. I think the field of writing is large enough to accommodate either or both. Whichever it be, whether to write well or to write big, I believe, as an individual, that man is still perfectible and a writer is no different from the ordinary individual and writing is a vehicle in his search for his own perfection.

CRISTOBAL: I am torn between the aristocratic self-indulgence of Franz Arcellana—

ARCELLANA: It is not self-indulgence, Adrian.

CRISTOBAL: And the manufacturing-marketing approach of Bien Lumbera. I mean... I don't know. Why don't you ask yourself the question? Where should the writer be committed to? To an asylum, maybe... Writing is an evolution of your sensibility, of your intelligence. But not everybody would evolve that way. So if you ask me what's been the best...Go ahead, you want to write because you're crazy enough to want to write. And you didn't know whether you're going to say god, heaven, or hell and you found out later that you wanted to do more. So you cannot prescribe to what ideal or to what thing the writer should be committed to. It's a personal choice.

ANDRES CRISTOBAL CRUZ: Itatanong ko ito kay Bien. Sabi ni Bien kangina ay may tatlong level ‘yong diskusyon, iyong tema. Maaaring tingnan sa punto ng writer, ng literary historian, at ng mambabasa. Ano naman iyong tungkol sa isang writer reading another writer? Sa palagay ko'y ‘yan ang nangyayari ngayon.

LUMBERA: Palagay ko, kapag manunulat din ang bumabasa sa akda ng kapwa manunulat, ang hahanapin niya siyempre ay iyong kahusayan sa pagkakasulat dahil tinatantiya niya kung mahusay ba itong kapwa niya manunulat. Dahil bilang isang manunulat, meron siyang mga pamamaraan, mga pamantayang nabuo na sa pamamagitan ng praktis. Kaya hahanapin niya ito doon sa manunulat na kanyang babasahin. At wasto lamang na kapag nagusap silang dalawa, ang pag-uusapan nila ay iyong craft of writing dahil kapwa sila practitioners of writing. At iyon sa palagay nila kapwa ang mahalaga. Kaya gusto nilang matutuhan kung paano pa nila mapahuhusay ang pagsusulat. Ngayon, kung mambabasa ang makakausap ng writer, itatanong sa kanya: Ano ba ang sinabi mo sa akin? Ano ba ang sinasabi mo? Kapag itinanong iyon, nangangahulugan lamang na hindi nakarating sa mambabasa ang sinasabi ng manunulat. Ngayon, iyong critic ay para ring writer. Kaya nga binanggit ni Hemingway, sa isang context pa, na "the critic is the worm that crawls on the body of literature."

ARCELLANA: The lice... mouse... [laughter]

LUMBERA: "The lice that crawls..." Naririto ang isang manunulat na naniniwala na ang kanyang ginagawa ay naaayon sa kanyang panuntunan bilang isang manunulat. At nandito naman ang isang tao na nagsasabi sa kanyang "Hindi ganyan, ito ang sulatin mo, ganito ang pagsulat." Kaya parang lumalabas na iyong critic ay parang isang parasite na pumapasok lang dahil nagkaroon nga ng isang akdang isinulat. Pero meron ding papel ang critic. Dahil kung panay lang manunulat ang mag-uusap tungkol sa kanilang mga akda, ang mangyayari'y siraan o kaya'y purihan. Ang critic, kung tapat siya sa kanyang gawain bilang critic, ay gagamit ng mga pamantayang labas sa personal na kagustuhan o personal na praktis ng isang manunulat. Ngayon, siyempre, madalang ang  mahusay na critic—

CRISTOBAL: Wala!

LUMBERA: At dahil ganito ang nangyayari, nagkakaroon—lalo na sa hanay ng mga manunulat-ng mababang pagtingin sa critic. Hindi natin masisisi ang mga manunulat dahil sila ang nagpapraktis talaga. Iyong mga critic, karaniwa'y hindi sila nagpapraktis. Natututo lang sila kung paano ang pagsusulat, at ginagamit nila iyong kanilang pamantayan para mahusgahan ang isang manunulat.

CRISTOBAL: Mula nang ipinasok ang literatura sa university, nagkagulo-gulo. Ang ganda-gandang basahin ni Shakespeare pero pag pinag-aralan mo na sa university, ayaw mo nang basahin. Kung bakit masyado nilang pinahihirap. Sinasabi nilang kaya ka nagbabasa, tinitingnan mo ang hanay ng mga salita. Titingnan mo ang porma. E ang ordinaryong reader ay nagbabasa dahil maganda ang istorya. Natuwa siya sa sarili niya, nalungkot siya, nalibugan siya. Hindi niya iniisip kung alin ang mga simbolismo, kung alin ang nakita niya roon. Ngayon, nagkaroon ng professionalization, naging profession na ang literature.

Nagkaroon na ng critic. Me nagtuturo na. Hanapbuhay iyan. Kaya nagkaroon ng lateral organization. Eto ang produkto, nagkaroon na ng management expert sa ibabaw niyan. Di ko minamasama iyan. Iyan ang takbo ng panahon e. Ngunit alalahanin natin na literature is more fundamental than what the critics read into the work. I do not think that Shakespeare was counting the number of foot images in Troilus and Cressida. Pero kung di ko nabasa ang critic noon, di ko malalaman ‘yon. Kung ano ang tunay na kulay ni Othello. Hindi pala itim na itim. Mulatto si Othello. Me nakitang isang sentence doon, mulatto si Othello. Kung sa bagay, gawain ko noong araw iyon noong wala rin akong hanapbuhay. There is something a little bit dubious about overreading the work of art.

LUMBERA: Oo, tama ‘yan. Ako man ay naniniwala na may mga kritikong sa halip na makatulong sa manunulat at mambabasa ay lalo lamang ginugulo ang pagsusulat. Pero dapat din nating linawin na posibleng magkaroon ng ibang objective ang critic. Kung totoo na gustong linawin ng isang critic ang isang akda para sa mga mambabasa, kailangang maging mdaling maunawaan ng mambabasa ang kanyang pamamaraan at tumutulong siya sa pagsapol ng mambabasa sa isang akda. Kapag ang critic ay dumako na sa tulad ng sinabi mo-nagbibilang na ng mga images, metaphors—at ang tanging pinag-uukulan ng pansin ay yaong mga bagay-bagay na interesante lamang para sa isang manunulat o kapwa niya kritiko, hindi nga siya nakatutulong sa pagpapaunlad ng panitikan.

ALBERTO FLORENTINO: May nagsabi sa akin na ang mga writer daw as a group ay ang second government—

ARCELLANA: Third. Si Solzenitshyn, sinabi iyon.

FLORENTINO: The writer exists only if he exists against the government or establishment. Well, may nag-i-establish ng theory na dito raw sa ating gobyerno ngayon ay meron daw 193 writers. Is this something we should be proud of, I mean, for almost half of the writers skip to the other camp. Ang natitira lamang on the other camp are writers who are not writing.

CRISTOBAL: Alam mo ang maganda sa gobyerno, wala kang masyadong trabaho. Mga katulad ko! [laughter]

LILIA QUINDOZA SANTIAGO: I think we are now going into a consensus. I think there is a consensus among the panelists that the writer is free-as far as they can write, get a pen and... The problem arises when we examine the way in which this freedom is exercised. For instance, a writer like many of us here who are in the employ of government exercises that freedom to write memorandum [laughter] and others also who exercise freedom by writing for the underground papers. I think the problem again arises when we examine the nature of writing. Because I think that to a certain extent, writing is for self-expression. But I have reservations regarding that observation. Because once you start publishing, once you have your work published, the act of writing already becomes a social act and you have a social responsibility to those people who read what you write. In other words, when I write about insects and snails and dogs, probably my readers will admire what I write about dogs.

CRISTOBAL: Wait a minute, there are those who want to read about snails and dogs.

SANTIAGO: That's right. But the question now is: how far can I carry my social responsibility as a writer?

CRISTOBAL: That's the quantitative approach. Kasi, you cannot write for everybody. Impossible! You cannot write for all time. You can write for your time and maybe if it survives, it will be for all time. But you cannot say "I'll write for the entire humanity." It's impossible! We speak different languages for one thing. Translations are not easy to come by. And you cannot say you write for the entire Filipino people. You cannot. You cannot do that. There is no power in literature that can give you a formula by which you could write for the entire Filipino people. You write for the readers who need you. Most of the time, you just write and then you find out that there is a certain breed of readers who like you. Then if you like them, you begin writing for them.

ARCELLANA: In any case, Adrian, literature is never written from the formula.

CRISTOBAL: There is no formula. Accident iyan e. The meeting of the writer and the reader is like St. Paul in Damascus. You read to all. Me epiphany ‘yan. You like the reader, the reader likes you. Then you have a community. That is your universe.

SANTIAGO: I agree that a writer cannot write for all times and for all. However, we accept also that there is a difference in the consciousness of a writer so that when I was born in the 1950s perhaps and grew up in the 1970s or through the 80s, I am aware of three conditions existing in the social milieu. And I think that my consciousness should prod me to write about things within that span of time.

CRISTOBAL: Alright. Okay. So what's bugging you?

SANTIAGO: What's bugging me is the fact that given those conditions, given the situation in our society-from the 50s to the 70s—of which I am a part and in the 1980s I still write about dogs and insects. I think that should be tantamount to being a traitor to my time.

CRISTOBAL: No. The fact is that you don't want to. You don't want to do that, do you?

SANTIAGO: No... that's it.

CRISTOBAL: So what's the problem? If you think you don't want
to do it, don't do it!

CERES ALABADO: I write children's literature. I want to ask a question regarding writers of children's literature. Halimbawang iyong mga sinulat nina Hans Andersen, hindi mo mailalagay sa tinutukoy ni Mr. Avena dahil sa mga fairy tales ‘yon at mga fantasy. Ngunit maaari ko bang tanungin sa inyo kung hindi maaaring maisama ‘yon doon sapagkat ang ibang fairy tales kamukha ng kay Andersen ay mayroong mga mahahalagang kahulugan, may relevance ‘ika nga, sa present condition? For example, The Emperor's New Clothes.

CRISTOBAL: So kung sinulat ni Hans Andersen ang mga ‘yon in the relevant language of our times, makukulong siya sa mga stories niya.

ALABADO: Kaya nga, kahit na fairy tales o fantasy. Ang siguro lang na walang relevance o kaya hindi maaaring isama sa tinutukoy ni Mr. Avena ay kamukha halimbawa ng mga kuwentong pambata—maski na nakatatanda—na tungkol sa Forbes Park o sa Bel-Air na ipapabasa sa mga bata sa Tondo. Iyon, ‘ika nga, ay talagang fantastic.

CRISTOBAL: Ang defect ng formulation ng strictly social relevance, ang epekto noon is that hinaharap nila ang kalaban nang salpakan. He does not take account of satire. Ang satire kunwari ay iba ang pinag-uusapan pero meron kang tinutuligsa sa harapan mo. And that is the content of fairy tales.

ALABADO: That's it. Andersen belongs to that-

CRISTOBAL: That is the wonderful thing about repressive society—it tests your satirical power. [laughter] Kung wala niyan, kung lahat nasasabi mo, walang kuwenta sa writer ‘yan. Kailangang makalamang ka. But if you don't know satire, kawawa kang writer.

ALABADO: You can write about insects, bees... and still be political.
ARCELLANA: Exactly.

AVENA: Ang problema sa fairy tales, pag nagsulat ka nang nagsulat tungkol sa mga tuta, hindi lalabas. [laughter]

CRISTOBAL: Ang problema sa mga fairies na sumusulat, hindi maintindihan.

ALABADO: Kahit hindi maintindihan, lalabas ‘yon.

CRISTOBAL: Pag hindi maintindihan. Ang hirap sa ‘yo, gusto mo, maintindihan ka para matanghal ka. Hindi ganoon ang paglaban.

SOMEONE: I think one reason for our difficulty in defining the term "freedom" is because there is a feeling of distrust on the writers before who used to write freely and who have now become administration apologists. [laughter] Our mentors-

CRISTOBAL: Before you go on, have you read anything under my byline that apologizes for the government?

SAME ONE: I'm not referring to you. [laughter]

CRISTOBAL: No, no. Apologists are everywhere. You can apologize for a cause which you think is right. You do that, too. That's why my point is that literature is a poor servant. If you are serving a cause through literature, you are no damn writer, you are a propagandist. You should serve only the ends of literature.

SAME ONE: There is also no denying that there are some writers now—

CRISTOBAL: That is their choice. They become propagandists.

SAME ONE: Yeah, freedom is there. It involves what you choose as a writer. But the question is, you know, you look at a person, you look at a writer, who use to write enfettered and then all of a sudden, you see there is a shift in feeling and ideology and in principle perhaps, so would we ask ourselves: whatever happened to our mentors? Where should we go? Where should we stand?

CRISTOBAL: You mean writers are also heroes? Have you not written at anytime against your will or against your principle? Can you say that honestly to me? If you are writing for a private corporation, do you write freely? It's only when you write your own story that you're free.

SAME ONE: That's the point, ahh, Mr. Chairman. I think some writers have become more as public relations officers for private companies and the government.

CRISTOBAL: Yesss!!! So? It is an honorable calling. [laughter]

SAME ONE: That's it! That's it! While we used to see them before, you know, writing and saying something differently, now they—

CRISTOBAL: They are not going to change their minds after ten years?

SAME ONE: I don't know. I think—

CRISTOBAL: The tragedy of the writer is that he gets married. [laughter] Now, somebody there is writing revolutionary poems. Can he write against Menzi?

SAME ONE: I don't know but I know some writers who have no access to— 

[tape off]

CRISTOBAL: But under a free society, if you are writing for a publication, for an editor, you are not writing as freely as you think you are. The way to do it is to have your own printing press.

SOL MENDOZA: May iba akong tatanungin. Tungkol naman sa wika at ang kaugnayan nito sa "Literatura at Kalayaan". Siguro naman, alam nating lahat na halo-halo tayo rito. May Filipino writer. Kayo ay isang English writer, marami rin dito ang Filipino writer. Ang tanong ko: Sa palagay ko, ang literatura natin ngayon ay hindi ganap na malaya dahil sa ang pamahalaaan o ang mga nasa poder ay kumakandili sa English language. Iniisip ko na marahil, kung kakandiliin ng pamahalaan ang pagsusulat sa Filipino, ito ay magiging isang subersibong bagay dahil ito ay may maiintindihan ng maraming tao, ng mahihirap na tao, na maaaring maging dahilan ng maraming bagay. Palagay ko rin—

CRISTOBAL: Mali ka. Mali ang basa mo.

MENDOZA: Teka, hindi pa ‘ko tapos. Ito ay isang subersibong bagay pa rin sa inyo dahil kung lalaganap ang pagsusulat sa Filipino, at matatabunan ang pagsusulat sa Ingles, wala na kayo. Ano ang palagay ninyo dito sa—

ARCELLANA: That's not true either.

CRISTOBAL: Hindi. Walang comparison ang gobyerno. Nakita mo ‘yong awards ng CCP—may Tagalog, may Ilokano, may Pampango, may Ingles—hindi puro Ingles. Hinati ‘yan. Hindi mo masasabing inaalis ang Filipino. At kung kami ay wala na—matagal na naming alam na wala na kami. At kayo naman ngayon. [laughter]

MENDOZA: Hindi nga. Mas maraming bagay pa rin ngayon, ang tinatangkilik ay pagsusulat sa Ingles. Katulad ninyo.

CRISTOBAL: Hindi! Hindi totoo ‘yan. Hindi tinatangkilik ang panitikan, hindi lang pati Ingles o Tagalog.

MENDOZA: Bakit hindi? Sino ang babasa ng mga sinulat mo kung walang tatangkilik sa iyo?

CRISTOBAL: Problema mo na ‘yon. Gusto mong maging writer e.

MENDOZA: Itinatanong ko sa iyo, sagutin mo.

CRISTOBAL: Bakit ko sasagutin ‘yon para sa ‘yo?

MENDOZA: Okey ‘yong para sa akin, okey lang.

CRISTOBAL: I have my own solution. Sabi mo'y walang kuwenta ang Ingles, mawawala na? O sige, pasensiya.

MENDOZA: Magpasensiyahan tayo.

CRISTOBAL: Pero di kami makikipaglaban na magaling ang Ingles sa Tagalog.

CONRADO DE QUIROS: I would just like to present a perspective within which I hope to situate the many problems today. I am assuming in the first place that the purpose of writing is the creation of a literature-a literature which the community can subscribe to. On this assumption, I'm saying that the writer does not proceed from tabula rasa, that is to say, he is not at the time of writing purely free from the sources influencing him. Basically, many of our writers today come from the class we describe as petibourgeois. And these writers have been raised from the school system which are the purveyors of the culture which are

alienated. We all know of the concept of colonial mentality and this is the culture which pervades today in the Philippines. Because of this alienated culture, I think the writer must take a conscious effort to liberate himself as well as his readers in order to create a true community of writing, a literature. How this conscious effort should be taken, I think, is the problem. One may write explicit political tracts or one may not. In either case, one may also be exercising his conscious effort attacking colonial culture. I was thinking in particular of the comments related to fairy tales. When one attacks this colonial culture, one may do this in terms of purely political tracts or in other writings such as fairy tales. But nevertheless, this is something fundamentally different from writing about the sampaguitas or acacia trees, rather than fairy tales. So the point is that a conscious effort has to be taken.

FLORENTINO: I have a manuscript entitled Literature and the Freedom by a writer who wouldn't speak here this afternoon. Well, I told him we're ready to publish him and he said he refuses to submit it to the Print Media Council because that is a form of censorship. So I told him that President Marcos in an extemporaneous speech has exempted works of literature and that this need not be submitted for an imprimatur of the Council and must instead be submitted to the Writers' Union of the Philippines for certification that this is a work of literature. But he refuses to even write a letter to the Writers' Union because even this act of writing is a form of censorship or subservience. How free are we to write-maybe we are free to write—but how free are we to publish? Since martial law, some writers have been writing furiously and putting them under drawers, waiting for better times. Now we have to make distinction between those who write and those who publish. So, alright, I'll get them published. Is this a political act as writing and keeping them in drawers? How free are we to publish?

CRISTOBAL: The policy of the Print Media Council is that you should submit the manuscript to them, is that so? Alright now. We tried to relax this form of censorship by making the Writers' Union responsible, by formal certification. I grant this is a form of censorship in the sense that we will have to decide whether this is a work of art or not. If in the case of S.P. [Lopez], I suppose because of tradition and reverence for age, it will be automatically labelled as literature. But as I said, it's his personal feeling. I can understand why he thinks this is a form of censorship. From his point of view, yes, I agree with him. But from my point of view, it's better for the manuscript to come through me than to the Print Media Council.

TATAD: When I was Minister of Information, there was a time when I was chairman of the Mass Media Council. It was a time when there was actual censorship, meaning to say, we were passing upon copies before they got printed. Now, after the Mass Media Council, we have the Media Advisory Council and then this Print Media Council. The Print Media Council is supposed to be the implementation of liberalized policy. In my time, Renato Constantino came to me because he wanted to publish a book. I said: I do not want to read your book. I think you should go right ahead and publish it. Still Renato was hesitant to go right ahead without a note from me so I issued him a note saying I have no objection to publish it. What I'm saying at that time is that it does not look very good for a literary work to carry lengthy introduction saying "Passed upon and approved by the Print Media Council". So even then, the policy was to let these things go—scientific journals, literary works...

FLORENTINO: As it is now, the book is not being published because any publisher would want an imprimatur-he does not want to take the risk as publisher. Of course, S.P. is willing to take risk but not the publisher.

CRISTOBAL: But you are.

FLORENTINO: No. No. I'm not the publisher.

CRISTOBAL: A simple note saying "OK, go ahead." It should suffice. But I really think that S.P. is dramatizing this. If he is dramatizing it, he can go ahead and publish.

PATRICIA MELENDRES-CRUZ: Yes, but even a simple imprimatur will not necessarily absolve—

CRISTOBAL: No, there will be no imprimatur. But why do you want to write something that will be approved both?

MELENDRES-CRUZ: That's exactly what I'm trying to say. That even with this certification from the Print Media Council or from any government agency will not be a guarantee of the risk the writer is going to take eventually. So that he may or may not choose to submit the manuscript.

CRISTOBAL: Yes, that's right.

MELENDRES-CRUZ: If it's published, then he'll be passed judgment upon.

ANDRES CRISTOBAL CRUZ: Siguro, katulad din ng kaso ng isang presidente ng isang university. Well, nagkataon na ako ang direktor ng Bureau of Standards for Mass Media. Ito ay kilalang pangulo ng isang kilalang university. E meron siyang travel, mag-i-speech siya. Ipinadala ba naman sa akin at ang sabi'y bigyan kong imprimatur. Tinawagan ko at sinabi kong kayo naman ay Filipino. Siguro'y nasa hustong gulang naman tayo. E di sabihin mo ang gusto mong sabihin at panagutan mo ang gusto mong sabihin. E di isinoli ko ‘yung manuscript. Aba, nagalit! Dahil hindi raw ako marunong mag-comply sa ipinatutupad. E di interpretasyon niyan... ‘asa interpretasyon natin kung ano ang gusto mong gawin. Pero ang mas mahalaga, sabi ko sa kanya, huwag kang magalit sa akin. Pagalitan mo ang sarili mo dahil hindi ka makawala sa paniniwala na kailangan mo ang aking approval. Nakaalis din siya at nagsalita siya. Ewan ko lang kung maganda ‘yong kanyang ano, dahil sa pagkakabasa ko, hindi naman napaka... nangyayanig na ano ‘yong isinulat.

ARCELLANA: Ito ba ‘yung Dillingham Lecture?

CRUZ: Ha? Ito ay pangulo ng isang kilalang unibersidad.

SOMEONE: Huwag na nating sabihin...

MODERATOR: One last question.

ARCELLANA: Last, one last question.

CRISTOBAL: They have ran out of beer.

MODERATOR: No, we have more beer.

RODOLFO DESUASIDO: After listening to Mr. Cristobal's lecture, I had the impression that he was trying to justify repression since he mentioned that great masterpieces were written under extremely hard conditions. So by its own logic, repression is a good incentive for writers to be able to write great works of
literature. [laughter]

CRISTOBAL: I'm not justifying it. By means, good, yes. But I'm not saying we must be repressed. What I'm saying is good, yes.

DESUASIDO: Repression is always justifiable... since—

CRISTOBAL: No. I'm not justifying it. I have told you about a condition. Now, tama, you said you had the impression that I'm justifying it. It is only an impression because you were not listening to my speech. I said that I hesitate to prescribe this but this is the way it is. I said I am not prescribing because this is an individual choice for a writer. It doesn't mean that you cannot produce masterpieces if you are in an open society. How many masterpieces have been produced in the United States? It's an open society. But if you are here-narito ka na, you feel repressed, do the best you can. Ayaw mo rito, pumunta ka sa Amerika, kumuha ka ng green card, doon ka magsulat, dahil open society ‘yon. Kung ayaw mo ng closed society rito, if you feel you are repressed, you have two choices: you write as best as you can or you fight.

DESUASIDO: So what do you—

CRISTOBAL: Huwag kang hihingi sa akin ng advice. [laughter]

DESUASIDO: Then what is it?

CRISTOBAL: It's a policy guidance. It's not an advice. Kung ganito o ganoon. Kung ano ang gusto mong gawin. Alam mo kung saan ka pupunta.

DESUASIDO: I think the writers should know by now that they
should know better than holding lectures like this because-

CRISTOBAL: Tama! Tama rin ‘yon. Well, if you come to this lecture expecting the gospel, the truth, ano ang gagawin natin, huwag ka nang magpunta sa ganoong lecture. Dahil no one can live your life for you. If at any moment in your young, maturing life, aasa ka sa ibang tao, habambuhay mo, aasa ka na lang. The writer's craft is a lonely one-walang forms, walang formula. You hang or you survive by yourself.

ARCELLANA: One good thing about a thing like this is you get to see very nice pictures. Just look around you [referring to the paintings on the walls of the gallery].

CRISTOBAL: Ang problema mo, problema rin ng anak ko. I brought my daughter with me. Sabi rin niya sa akin after reading my speech: "Papa, wala ka namang resolution. Hindi mo ni-resolve ang question." How dare I? I cannot resolve this for many writers of many different temperaments. Kung magagawa ko iyan e di mag-a-Agpaoa na ako!

ARCELLANA: And besides, Adrian, you could do it, you could lecture.

CRISTOBAL: Oo, I would lecture again. [himself laughing]

ROBLES: This is in connection with your novel writing contest last year. May I know why the Board of Judges failed to select the winning entry?

CRISTOBAL: E naghahanap kami ng nobela e ang mga dumating pamphlets, short stories, mga... walang nobelang... hindi na magandang nobela-nobela na lang ang hinahanap namin, wala. So next year, ang prize P150,000 na in the hope na merong nobelang darating sa amin.

ROBLES: Susmaryosep! Ibig n'yong sabihin, ang mga manunulat na napakarami dito sa Metro Manila'y di nakakaintindi kung what is a novel? [laughter]

CRISTOBAL: ‘Yong mga nagbigay. Kung nagbigay ka-

ROBLES: ‘Yong nag-submit ng isang short story for a novel contest, that's incredible! [more laughter]

CRISTOBAL: Meron bang nobelang anim na pahina?

SOMEONE: Baka outline, gist.

CRISTOBAL: Well, maybe mali ako, maybe it's a revolutionary novel. Di ko lang maintindihan dahil aanim na pahina e.

VITUG: Doon sa artikulo ni Chairman Cristobal sa Panorama, sinabi niya na ang nagyari doon sa writers sa 70s ay parang the writers today. Nagbigay siya ng maraming halimbawa ng mga writer na napunta sa iba't ibang larangan. Halimbawa, may nagpunta sa peryodismo, ‘yong iba'y naging PR. Sa kaniya kayang pagsulat ng artikulong ‘yon, nasaliksik kaya niya kung bakit ‘yong mga writer na ‘yon ay huminto sa pagsusulat ng creative writing at pumunta sa ibang larangan? Is it merely a question of survival o talagang-

CRISTOBAL: Hindi ka kikita e. Background namin, fictionists, ‘no? [laughter] Paano ka kikita? How many short stories can you publish a month? E you cannot write every month. Or if you can write every month, hindi ka naman ipa-publish ng magazine every month. Ano'ng bigay? P300, P150. P300 a month, me pamilya ka, paano ‘yon? Ha? So it's simple economics. Ngayon, ang writer papasok sa alam niyang trabaho. Hindi ka puwedeng magabogado, mag-doktor... so pupunta ka doon sa linya mo. Magsusulat ka ng advertising copy, press releases, features sa gobyerno, wala ka, wala kang magagawa. Pagdating ng para sa iyo, wala ka nang panahon. Panahon talaga ang wala ka. Ang ideal na writer, sabi nga ni Baudelaire, maging manager ka ng isang casa-casa de puta. Nandoon, nakaupo ka lang maghapon, everybody calls you "Mister", wala kang masyadong trabaho, nakakasulat ka. Pero kung maghahanapbuhay ka bilang manunulat, purong creative na manunulat, talagang mapipilitan kang maghanap ng ibang hanapbuhay. At doon mag-uumpisa ang mga problema mo bilang isang manunulat-panahon, pressure sa iyo ng opisina. Masuwerte ka kung pag Sabado'y makakasulat ka. Kung ikaw naman ay sinusuwerte dahil sa kagalingan mo, kagitingan mo, o ano pa, nagkaroon ka ng maliit na bookstore, [laughter] naging English professor ka-pero maraming problema ang English professor dahil kung marami ang teaching load mo, wala ka ring panahon. So, kuwan lang ‘yan, it's really economics.

MELENDRES-CRUZ: Kangina, sinabi na ang freedom ay nasa individual and the individual extends to the image-

CRISTOBAL: I did not say it.

MELENDRES-CRUZ: A, nasa interpretasyon ‘yan. Na ang individual could extend the image of one's own freedom. So it becomes then an obligation on the part of the individual to assert and fight for that particular freedom. Kung lahat tayo ay may ganitong pananagutan, so could I ask the Assemblyman with us: As an Assemblyman, has the existing IBP [Interim Batasang Pambansa] in a way extended the limits of our freedom if this freedom is indeed circumscribed? Has there been an attempt to extend the limits of our freedom?

TATAD: What do you mean by "our freedom"?

MELENDRES-CRUZ: The social freedoms, the individual freedoms guaranteed by our Constitution. I would like to take a particular case wherein the Education Bill of 1980 seems to curtail rather than extend the very minimal freedom we are already enjoying.

TATAD: Well, the Assembly will be known for its acts, not on the pronouncements of its individual members. So with respect to the action of the Assembly on this particular bill, Education Act of 1980, it is too early to make any judgment because it's still under debate. What is very clear to