Sapelah yang rajin nak study awal-awal ni kan, kak?

Oh huh... Yang dean's list rai. *note to self, study oitttt*

Yesterday was my music day, means that my headphone and my ears were totally attached. Ahaks!

Hebat tak?

Rindu nak dengar all my fav songs, since yesterday was ooooober boring for me.

There are no guarantees in life
Not for the present,
Nor for the future.
All I know is
That I'm here;
Don't know for how long.
I love the way
You live so intensely
Enjoy every minute of life
With space to swing
Your arms around
Laughing loudly

Unlike me
Unlike me
Do you think I'm strange?
Unlike you
Unlike you
I am not pretending... (Kate havnevik)

So its day four without coffee. Not as bad as i thought, though i do miss the activity of going to the coffee shop and smelling that lovely aroma. I have been drinking some black tea in place of coffee to take some of the caffeine edge off, but its not nearly as satisfying.

The first day off i had intermittent headaches but thankfully we were out camping in the woods, so its not like i could run to a Starbucks. Plus we had plenty of beer, so i just drank some of that. Not being pressured to go anywhere or do anything was a nice help for those first two days. Now the real challenge will be sitting here at work bored, when what i usually do is go around the corner to the coffee shop. Perhaps i can go around the corner and get some meth instead. Haha.

Today is Day 1 of my Coffee-Free Existence.  I decided on Sunday (after my third espresso drink in under two hours) that I'm way too addicted to coffee and it's costing me a ton of moolah on a monthly basis. At an average of $3.00 per espresso drink, once a day, seven days a week, it costs me a minimum of $93.00 per month on this habit. During the weekends, I sometimes average three espresso drinks per day, which adds another $24.00 to my average monthly espresso expenditure. That's $117.00 that I could be spending on something else (or putting in my savings account).

And, to top it off, I drink decaf (because I can't do caffeine, medically speaking). So, what the hell's the point?! No, "drip coffee" just doesn't cut it for me so don't even try to steer me in that direction.  Besides, there are traces of caffeine even in decaffeinated coffee, so I'm actually doing my health a favor by giving up the java.

Oh, but it was so difficult today. It was all I could do to stay away from the espresso bar. This morning, I poured myself a cup of herbal tea. Mint Medley, it was. I think I had twelve cups of Mint Medley by the time five o'clock rolled around. Sigh...am I going to survive this?

And to top it all off..

I'm out of coffee.