Lyric:

geudaeneun cham areum daweon
bam haneure byeol bitboda bitnayo
jichin na-eh maeumeul ttatteuthage gamssa jul
geudae phumi na-eh jibijyo

sechan baram apheseo
kkajil deuthan nae sarangdo
jal hamgoseo igye nae jweosseoyo
jeongmal nun mul nadorok gomaun mam anayo
geudae nae gyeothe sarajweoseo

*saranghaeyo saranghaeyo
naega geudae ege bujokhan georal jiman
seweore geotda bomyeon jichil ttaedo ittjiman
geudae-eh swil gosi dwerira

**saranghaeyo gomaun nae sarang
phyeong saeng geudae maneul wihae bureul inorae
sarang norae hamkke bulleoyo
duriseo La La La

geudae chyeojin eokkaega nae mameul apheuge haeyo
jal haejun geotdo eopneun naraseo
geudae-eh goun soni sewweore byeon haesseoyo
motji khyeojweoseo mianhaeyo

Repeat * and **

gomaweoyo gomaweoyo
geudae ja sinboda nareul akkyejun sarang
sesangi deung dollyeodo nuga mweorago haedo
naega geudae jikhyeo julgeyo

saranghae sojunghan nae sarang
phyeong saeng geudae maneul wihae bureul inorae
sarang norae hamkke bulleoyo
duriseo La La La
geudae phumi na-eh jibijyo yeongweonhi La La La~~

Yezza!

Get off from work, belum apa-apa I tak tahan, terus tidur. Beauty sleep. Then I woke up, tengok TV. Dah  kenapa pulak iklan Robot Reka Tora ni ada lagi kat TV1?! Dah bertahunlah kan iklan tu!!! I felt old. 27 tua ek? I miss having Astro and the ability to choose what I want to watch. Randomly. Sometimes you will just be sitting around, and out of nowhere a thought will hit you, most of the time for me, a memory. And it just hurts. A soon-to-be project would be a nice transation since I'm not doing anything after October.

It's nothing personal. I miss my parents, it's just that, January is a long way to go and well, I am one of those freak in local issues, computer technology, surviving techniques and other weird stuff. OK I miss journalism, leave me alone! Sometimes it really freaks me out: I’m a cold-blooded and coffee-stoned computer/internet addict who loves writing, gossip and anything related to media studies.

Speaking of which, today is my school's Hari Kecemerlangan Pelajar (camne nak translate ni?). It's odd to see things you did 10, 15 years ago. Some things never change.Contrary to what some of my friends say… I find that to end this one, a little manifesto to remind some things not to get broken. You cannot please everyone. A scholar one said, that there is no key to success, but a key to failure is trying to please everyone else. As a teacher, students look up for you but there must be boundaries. Be very careful as it will eventually break, fall apart and rest in pieces if they don’t fix it someday. Another great acknowledgement: The lifetime of everything is passing by. Sweet. Still, this whole thing does have some irony within it.  I am glad the school does not practice nepotism, cronism (that I know of) and no such thing as clique between staffs.

The height that great men reach was not attain by sudden flight but they whiles their competers slept toiled upwards and downwards. Have I told you that my guidance teacher is soo nice, as I said before, she is so adorable, I'll buy her something soon, maybe some nice Kebaya attire. She told me that one cannot achieve all the things in life overnight, you need to put in more effort and work harder towards your achievements. Life is not an easy thing. She is too brilliant to be true.

I’m sorry this was so long, I didn’t mean for it to be. But, as I said, I have a tendency to ramble. Sorry.

But...

If you are stupid enough to read my posts you are no up to do any of these things, trust me. Sorry fellows, I nevertheless like you.

P/S - My besfriend, Juey has been admitted to the hospital! told you kena jmpa doktor! Degil!

MMM…

Pengen nulis tapi lagi nggak tahu harus nulis apa.

:)

Ya udah nyanyi aja yuk…

Close your eyes so you don’t fear feel them

They don’t need to see you cry

I can’t promise I will heal you

But if you want to I will try

I sing the summer serenade

The past is done, we’ve been betrayed

It’s true

Some one said the truth will out

I believe without a doubt, in you

You were there for summer dreaming

and you gave me what I need

And I hope you’ll find your freedom

for eternity, for eternity…

 Lagu rada tua tapi tetep enak bagi saya... 

…lirik kumplitnya ada di sini.

PS. Maaf belum BW.

Belum bales beberapa imel juga.

Sinyal mojok.

2. ...my garbage bin. He takes all my complains/emos in without speaking a word. What he returns is a colorful day, a day full of rainbows.

3. ...my support. He is always there whenever I need him. He shares his shoulder when I shed my tears. He collects my confidence on behalf of myself. When everyone lose hopes on me, he encourages and gives me courage.

4. ...my lighthouse. He thinks for me. He makes decision for me. Whenever there is darkness, he never fail to torch and show me the way to go. He gives me light of my life.

5. ...the remote control that restraints me from my bad habits. He stops me from biting my nails in day and night, 24/7.

6. ...my live entertainments. He couldn't afford to pronounce a wrong word/sing with a wrong tune because he knows I laugh at him. There was ONE and ONLY time when I farted (without his conscious), I asked him to inhaled and he actually did. Readers, you may want a deep inhale now. :p

7. ...idol. He paid part of his university fees by working part-times. He gets his car and home with his own savings. He afford 60% of Carrie's school fees. He support Carrie's and my livings. I probably cannot be him because he is too good to be one.

8. ...a best friend of mine. He is a secret garden that keeps all my darkest secret. He seeds my secrets in a garden, plant them and irrigate them with love. Honey, do you mind plucking me a lavender today?

anyways.. i hv postponed my flite back to the states so tht i cn take the JPJ test.. i'll do anythg to pass sbb like so malas aa nk repeat2 kn..

lagi2.. Dark Knight was awesome. especially since the Batman was sooo kacak kn.. uuuu uuuu.. haha.. so here's the recent update of MY ranking of superheros after watchg Dark Knight:

1. Batman (well, Clark Kent used to be at this rank)
2. Superman or should i say Clark Kent in Smallville
3. Superman dlm cite Superman
4. Spiderman ( ni last sbb x hensem.. double chin woo dlm the latest spiderman.. )

p/s: the ranking is based on ONLY fictional characters. real life heroes are not included in the rank for privacy reasons.. hehe

Pana atunci, dragi telespectatori, postez aici clipul unei piese pe care am ascultat-o d multe ori iarna asta: Cat Power - Cross Bones Style

update: tipa asta are o voce foarte frumoasa si niste maini de barbat. Look here. Remember Seinfeld si episodul asta cu tipa care avea manhands?

kk, starting off is Jaurim's 'Carnival Amour'

I'm extremely impressed how she can sing the voice at 1.52 with such a straight face. XD If I sang that I'd be laughing all over the floor XD

Next up, 'SG wannabe - La La La'! [Ok, so I'm kind of obsessed with them lately]

I really like the new singer and the style of the song is really cool. Btw, there's two MVs for this song and I chose this one 'cause it's really cute and happy and it shows the singers while the other one is like a creepy horror movie XD

Next~ 8:45 Heaven by Drunken Tiger!

This is a particularily awesome video because it's probably one of the cheapest MVs ever made. All Drunken Tiger did was rent out a studio and a video camera and recorded himself playing air instruments in the dark. Apparently someone was there smoking which is what gave the smokey effect. It's written for his grandma who died at 8:45 and it's pretty emotional.

Next: Uhm Jung Hwa's D.I.S.C.O. ft our beloved TOP XD

Why? Isn't it obvious =) It's just about the shiniest most colorful music video and it has TOP in it. What more could you ask for? =3

Kk, finishing music video of the day~ Epik High - Breakdown

Uhh, it's pretty heavy so don't watch if you don't wanna see Mithra Jin, Tablo or Tukutz (is that his name?) hurt. ^^ I love the ending though, it's really cool. [Wow, I didn't know he was rapping in English until I read the subs XD]

kk, wait, one more music video ^^ 'Circus' by MC Mong

I love the part in the dance where they make a shape of a gun and it goes BOOM XD well synchronised =3 *nod*

2. ...what causes Cancer? Is it too much exposure of the sun? The use of plastics with hot stuff? Instant noodles? Food choice? What is the actual cause of it and why is it must be Cancer? Well I guess probably cause is not important than the solution. Fellow intelligent scientists and doctors, please make that curable.

3. ...why do I always having very dry eyes? It makes me feel tired during work especially. I had an eye-drops but it has expired now. Hmmm, it's time to get a new one.

4. ...how to stop biting my nails. I bite my nails since my age of six, I think. What and who actually made me start biting nails ??? Rach, that must be you, always bully me when I was very young. Psychologist said people who bites nails have no confidence in themselves, which I think that could be true.

5. ...why must I drink coffee every work days. I am a coffeholic. I am proud to be one and never plan to stop drinking coffee. Woohoo.

6. ...which side is to prove someone has AIDS? Is it positive or negative? Okie...that might sounds that I am shallow but seriously I don't think I can figure that out. Hmmm, wait, I think I know... hmmm, is it negative? Fine, Yoppo has just proved me wrong! Okie, someone please come and kill me now. I am so da*n shallow!

7. ...when do I will start persuade myself to spend more on myself. I find that I am a lot thriftier than I was in Malaysia. But wait, isn't that good habit for girls?

8. ...if I still can play piano. I believe Yoppo still can do it very well. The other day I saw him playing guitar and it was really good. Well, that's what people called a talent and a non-talent (me!).

i am like the second mouse.

afraid of changes.

The second mouse didnt get his cheese. The first mouse did in the end.

Today i look at this.

It hit me that i have to make changes to my poster (left) again.

To be more precise, i have to change the swirls around the corner, to make it look like the swirls on the right image. My worst fear have come true. Need to change again.

Why am i wasting time changing things. again again.

its not ugly. its just that its not done out by the same person, thats why the style doesnt sync and i had learn how to follow other people style of drawing vectors.

doing out is not hard. in fact, making the changes in this case, IS NOT DIFFICULT.

having to learn to sync with another person style of vector is the difficult part. how to learn.

i want to say, " Jasmine, why not i pass you the source file, you help me change lah." but shes at a wake now. And i think i wont be seeing her till next monday.

Next tuesday meeting with Mentor Eric and Anita again. Our world revolve around this 2 fucking mentors. okay maybe one, not two. They say "change the corner vectors" means CHANGE THE CORNER VECTOR. Why cant i leave it. HUMAN dun look at thing so precisely fucker. The human look the same can already, fucker.

The last time i put in so much time in doing this,

It was not use at all because i anyhow do the legs. I wasnt unhappy. Infact i was more like relieve.

HURRAY~ no more of this fucking human pose, hands, fingers and legs.

BUT this time, i dunno why i snap just because i need to change the corner vector, which is, not hard. its just a line. a batch of LINES.

BUT i just fucking dun feel like changing it because i think this kind of swirls look nice with the poster. Change it to thinner swirls does not suit this poster.

why must i change my design to suits someone else design.

anyone tell me please.

i am so afraid of changes.

change the proposal, change the vectors, change myself for a better me.

can i change into her? one last change and i wont see the need to change anything anymore.

Joke of the day,

G8 leaders agree on halving emissions by 2050.

by 2050, the oil reserves will have run out in 10 or 20 years time.

by 2050, 3/4 of the people who make the agreement will have already be died.

by 2050, will anyone still remember this agreement?

by 2050, ...... probably there wont be 2050. because everyone one else is all died. Nuclear BOMB DOOMDAY might have erupted by then.

by 2050, i will be... errrm. 61 years old.

AHAHA old ah ma.