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Tripping over grief

Today, I stumbled and tripped over grief. It snuck up on me and took me by complete surprise. The funk started last night and really came to a head today. 385 more words


When The Rain Keeps Coming.

God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble. -Psalm 46:1

   I held the phone to my ear…listening in disbelief, as someone close to me called me with some hard news this morning. 456 more words

To cerclage...or not to cerclage?

On Monday we had our first OB appointment with the lady who will deliver our baby. I was terrified we were going to meet somebody who didn’t listen, or who didn’t try to understand what we have been through and what we want when it comes to this pregnancy. 777 more words


I have been falling in and out of sleep in the middle of the night, for several weeks.

This morning was no exception. When I rolled over and grabbed my phone, it read: 501 more words


Bathroom Confessional

Yes, you read that correctly. I’m sitting here in the bathroom at work, on my lunch break, about to bare my inner thoughts. No, I’m not doing… 555 more words

A ''New'' Normal.

The new normal is knowing that I will never get over this loss, in a day or in a million years. -Unknown

   I was holding Audrey’s lifeless body in my arms. 821 more words

Six Years.

Six years have passed since I last saw my son. Held him in my arms. Squished his perfect little cheek against my own and breathed in that baby smell I loved so much. 440 more words

Child Loss