Now for the God stuff.....

Carrison said she wanted to get a doughnut after the doctor's visit. As many of you know, I am powerless over Krispy Kreme so that was not a hard sell. We went there right after we left the doctor's office. Carrison didn't want to pick anything up, she wanted to eat in the restaurant. That's something we almost never do, but we did today. While we were in there, there were maybe 4 tables with people eating. An older gentleman was spread out on one table with a backpack and began to pack up a few minutes after we sat down to eat. As he got up, he surveyed the room. He chose me to speak to, just a cordial conversation about the neighborhood. He said "have a good day" and so did I. Then he left. Or so I thought.

When Carrison finished her doughnut, I cleaned her up and took her to the car. As I was buckling her in her carseat, the gentleman walked up to me again. On the side of my car is a magnet from my church, that says Love God, Love People. The gentleman asked me if I believed in my magnet. I said certainly. He then asked if I believed in guardian angels. A cool chill ran over me. I said yes. He said "I'm a real life guardian angel. I've been paralyzed from the waist down, been in a coma, and had a variety of other illnesses, and now I have no illness at all." I said that's incredible (boy, I'm a real wordsmith, huh), and he smiled and again said Have a Good Day. Then he walked off down the street.

Was there a reason I went to that Krispy Kreme today? Was there a reason we went inside instead of taking it home? Was there a reason that man spoke to me instead of the other folks in the store? I think so.

I think He is hearing us. God knows me well, and He knows that I prefer tangible signs. Proof if you will. So often we pray without a clear response from Him. I think this guy today at Krispy Kreme was God's way of saying He's listening.

We thank you all for the kind words and comments, the prayers and the emails. We are humbled by the response and hope you stay on this bandwagon as we roll on to victory.

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Thoughts

This is the 17^th Thought/Thoughts17

06/08/2008 00:23AM

I have made a note which link Thoughts15, Thoughts16 and Thoughts17 to one another to display to me, after 6 years of questioning, who it is that is giving me my information and organizing all the synchronicities.

05/08/2008 10:37Pm and 1 + 37 = 38, the CH from my dog Charlie, Chihuahua, China (Earthquake), Chinese People (Typhoon Myanmar) and Chile (volcano) – all happened at same time my dog died on 7/5 of 2008.

“The Rose”

That morning when I felt so terrible where I saw the head of the Sphinx being resurrected (as it was seemingly on the ground), I phoned a friend and told him about these “vision/insight” I got.  But this friend is friends with the friend who phoned me 60km from Bloemfontein to ask about an aerial that has to be fetched for the White Lions of Timbavati.

But “The Rose” can be the one that rose from the ground – like that head of the Sphinx I saw being rose from the ground in my mind’s eye.  And another word for this “rose from the ground” is that it has been “rise(n)” from the ground where “o” and “i” are in the same places and that “rise” only have an extra “n”.  And “n” the 14^th letter of English Alphabet .

But “o” is naught (the symbol for naught – Thoughts15) and “i” is the 9^th letter of the English Alphabet and 9 the number where it all comes together (Thoughts15 and Thoughts16).

And see how Origin (0) and the point where all come together, the “whole point” or 9 or “i”, is one and the same.

So whether it “rose” from the ground by being pulled to “rise” from the ground with ropes (in my mind’s eye), it is the head of the Sphinx being resurrected – so “The Rose” is the Resurrected Head of the Sphinx.

05/08/2008 10:46PM and 1 + 46 = 47, the number associated with PI/8^th Thought and Golden Paved Middle Way.  But the 4^th letter is “D” and the 7^th letter is “G”.  So from PI (22/7 – from 4/7), we get that the 47 and 74 combination gives DG and GD.  But as 0 is 0, we add that 0 and we get DOG and GOD.

When we look at our school years, we got the words the following way to learn how the present, past words looked like.  Like for instance with “rise”, you would have learnt:

Rise and rose; walk and walked; or see and saw, etc.  (Why do we get taught this way anyway?  As if it did not happen this way, it would not have been possible to show the following):

So in this case the FIRST position is “rise”.  But as we have that the past happened before the present, we get therefore that “rose” happened before “rise”, so it should be in the FIRST position as well.

But now “rise” and “rose” are in a FIRST position and “rose” and “rise” in the LAST position.  So “o” and “I” both in First and Last position which makes them linked to the same thing and therefore they’re equal or share equality.

So the Origin (“o”) as well as (“I”) the point where everything comes together, share equality.  So “origin” is also the point where everything comes together.  So present and past share equality as one and the same thing.

And this besides the conclusion of Who and What is the Source of my information – the 0(ne) where present and past comes together in one point – the balance point or {0;0}, as these two, the “o” and “I”, share equality.  So this 0(ne) is beyond the state of mind of the world of opposites – therefore from the NO-thingness.  So the information are all coming from the NO-thingness.

So this Thoughts17 is just another confirmation that I am dealing with a once Dying God that is linked to be “The Rose” or then, the Resurrected Head of the Sphinx.  And no information in Thoughts17 is new information – as all of it has been written down in another version in the Thoughts so far.  But Thoughts17,  just makes all the information in Thoughts17, the “whole” of it all.

And 1 + 7 = 8, and 8 is The Weaver of Fate.

This is the End of Thoughts17.

06/08/2008 00:43AM – and for some or other reason the 43 is coming up all the time lately – I will probably find the reason for that soon.  And the minutes have now changed to 44 – which is linked to the number combination of 17 or 71.

Thoughts

This is the 17^th Thought/Thoughts17

06/08/2008 00:23AM

I have made a note which link Thoughts15, Thoughts16 and Thoughts17 to one another to display to me, after 6 years of questioning, who it is that is giving me my information and organizing all the synchronicities.

05/08/2008 10:37Pm and 1 + 37 = 38, the CH from my dog Charlie, Chihuahua, China (Earthquake), Chinese People (Typhoon Myanmar) and Chile (volcano) – all happened at same time my dog died on 7/5 of 2008.

“The Rose”

That morning when I felt so terrible where I saw the head of the Sphinx being resurrected (as it was seemingly on the ground), I phoned a friend and told him about these “vision/insight” I got.  But this friend is friends with the friend who phoned me 60km from Bloemfontein to ask about an aerial that has to be fetched for the White Lions of Timbavati.

But “The Rose” can be the one that rose from the ground – like that head of the Sphinx I saw being rose from the ground in my mind’s eye.  And another word for this “rose from the ground” is that it has been “rise(n)” from the ground where “o” and “i” are in the same places and that “rise” only have an extra “n”.  And “n” the 14^th letter of English Alphabet .

But “o” is naught (the symbol for naught – Thoughts15) and “i” is the 9^th letter of the English Alphabet and 9 the number where it all comes together (Thoughts15 and Thoughts16).

And see how Origin (0) and the point where all come together, the “whole point” or 9 or “i”, is one and the same.

So whether it “rose” from the ground by being pulled to “rise” from the ground with ropes (in my mind’s eye), it is the head of the Sphinx being resurrected – so “The Rose” is the Resurrected Head of the Sphinx.

05/08/2008 10:46PM and 1 + 46 = 47, the number associated with PI/8^th Thought and Golden Paved Middle Way.  But the 4^th letter is “D” and the 7^th letter is “G”.  So from PI (22/7 – from 4/7), we get that the 47 and 74 combination gives DG and GD.  But as 0 is 0, we add that 0 and we get DOG and GOD.

When we look at our school years, we got the words the following way to learn how the present, past words looked like.  Like for instance with “rise”, you would have learnt:

Rise and rose; walk and walked; or see and saw, etc.  (Why do we get taught this way anyway?  As if it did not happen this way, it would not have been possible to show the following):

So in this case the FIRST position is “rise”.  But as we have that the past happened before the present, we get therefore that “rose” happened before “rise”, so it should be in the FIRST position as well.

But now “rise” and “rose” are in a FIRST position and “rose” and “rise” in the LAST position.  So “o” and “I” both in First and Last position which makes them linked to the same thing and therefore they’re equal or share equality.

So the Origin (“o”) as well as (“I”) the point where everything comes together, share equality.  So “origin” is also the point where everything comes together.  So present and past share equality as one and the same thing.

And this besides the conclusion of Who and What is the Source of my information – the 0(ne) where present and past comes together in one point – the balance point or {0;0}, as these two, the “o” and “I”, share equality.  So this 0(ne) is beyond the state of mind of the world of opposites – therefore from the NO-thingness.  So the information are all coming from the NO-thingness.

So this Thoughts17 is just another confirmation that I am dealing with a once Dying God that is linked to be “The Rose” or then, the Resurrected Head of the Sphinx.  And no information in Thoughts17 is new information – as all of it has been written down in another version in the Thoughts so far.  But Thoughts17,  just makes all the information in Thoughts17, the “whole” of it all.

And 1 + 7 = 8, and 8 is The Weaver of Fate.

This is the End of Thoughts17.

06/08/2008 00:43AM – and for some or other reason the 43 is coming up all the time lately – I will probably find the reason for that soon.  And the minutes have now changed to 44 – which is linked to the number combination of 17 or 71.

Thoughts

This is the 17^th Thought/Thoughts17

06/08/2008 00:23AM

I have made a note which link Thoughts15, Thoughts16 and Thoughts17 to one another to display to me, after 6 years of questioning, who it is that is giving me my information and organizing all the synchronicities.

05/08/2008 10:37Pm and 1 + 37 = 38, the CH from my dog Charlie, Chihuahua, China (Earthquake), Chinese People (Typhoon Myanmar) and Chile (volcano) – all happened at same time my dog died on 7/5 of 2008.

“The Rose”

That morning when I felt so terrible where I saw the head of the Sphinx being resurrected (as it was seemingly on the ground), I phoned a friend and told him about these “vision/insight” I got.  But this friend is friends with the friend who phoned me 60km from Bloemfontein to ask about an aerial that has to be fetched for the White Lions of Timbavati.

But “The Rose” can be the one that rose from the ground – like that head of the Sphinx I saw being rose from the ground in my mind’s eye.  And another word for this “rose from the ground” is that it has been “rise(n)” from the ground where “o” and “i” are in the same places and that “rise” only have an extra “n”.  And “n” the 14^th letter of English Alphabet .

But “o” is naught (the symbol for naught – Thoughts15) and “i” is the 9^th letter of the English Alphabet and 9 the number where it all comes together (Thoughts15 and Thoughts16).

And see how Origin (0) and the point where all come together, the “whole point” or 9 or “i”, is one and the same.

So whether it “rose” from the ground by being pulled to “rise” from the ground with ropes (in my mind’s eye), it is the head of the Sphinx being resurrected – so “The Rose” is the Resurrected Head of the Sphinx.

05/08/2008 10:46PM and 1 + 46 = 47, the number associated with PI/8^th Thought and Golden Paved Middle Way.  But the 4^th letter is “D” and the 7^th letter is “G”.  So from PI (22/7 – from 4/7), we get that the 47 and 74 combination gives DG and GD.  But as 0 is 0, we add that 0 and we get DOG and GOD.

When we look at our school years, we got the words the following way to learn how the present, past words looked like.  Like for instance with “rise”, you would have learnt:

Rise and rose; walk and walked; or see and saw, etc.  (Why do we get taught this way anyway?  As if it did not happen this way, it would not have been possible to show the following):

So in this case the FIRST position is “rise”.  But as we have that the past happened before the present, we get therefore that “rose” happened before “rise”, so it should be in the FIRST position as well.

But now “rise” and “rose” are in a FIRST position and “rose” and “rise” in the LAST position.  So “o” and “I” both in First and Last position which makes them linked to the same thing and therefore they’re equal or share equality.

So the Origin (“o”) as well as (“I”) the point where everything comes together, share equality.  So “origin” is also the point where everything comes together.  So present and past share equality as one and the same thing.

And this besides the conclusion of Who and What is the Source of my information – the 0(ne) where present and past comes together in one point – the balance point or {0;0}, as these two, the “o” and “I”, share equality.  So this 0(ne) is beyond the state of mind of the world of opposites – therefore from the NO-thingness.  So the information are all coming from the NO-thingness.

So this Thoughts17 is just another confirmation that I am dealing with a once Dying God that is linked to be “The Rose” or then, the Resurrected Head of the Sphinx.  And no information in Thoughts17 is new information – as all of it has been written down in another version in the Thoughts so far.  But Thoughts17,  just makes all the information in Thoughts17, the “whole” of it all.

And 1 + 7 = 8, and 8 is The Weaver of Fate.

This is the End of Thoughts17.

06/08/2008 00:43AM – and for some or other reason the 43 is coming up all the time lately – I will probably find the reason for that soon.  And the minutes have now changed to 44 – which is linked to the number combination of 17 or 71.

Thoughts

This is the 17^th Thought/Thoughts17

06/08/2008 00:23AM

I have made a note which link Thoughts15, Thoughts16 and Thoughts17 to one another to display to me, after 6 years of questioning, who it is that is giving me my information and organizing all the synchronicities.

05/08/2008 10:37Pm and 1 + 37 = 38, the CH from my dog Charlie, Chihuahua, China (Earthquake), Chinese People (Typhoon Myanmar) and Chile (volcano) – all happened at same time my dog died on 7/5 of 2008.

“The Rose”

That morning when I felt so terrible where I saw the head of the Sphinx being resurrected (as it was seemingly on the ground), I phoned a friend and told him about these “vision/insight” I got.  But this friend is friends with the friend who phoned me 60km from Bloemfontein to ask about an aerial that has to be fetched for the White Lions of Timbavati.

But “The Rose” can be the one that rose from the ground – like that head of the Sphinx I saw being rose from the ground in my mind’s eye.  And another word for this “rose from the ground” is that it has been “rise(n)” from the ground where “o” and “i” are in the same places and that “rise” only have an extra “n”.  And “n” the 14^th letter of English Alphabet .

But “o” is naught (the symbol for naught – Thoughts15) and “i” is the 9^th letter of the English Alphabet and 9 the number where it all comes together (Thoughts15 and Thoughts16).

And see how Origin (0) and the point where all come together, the “whole point” or 9 or “i”, is one and the same.

So whether it “rose” from the ground by being pulled to “rise” from the ground with ropes (in my mind’s eye), it is the head of the Sphinx being resurrected – so “The Rose” is the Resurrected Head of the Sphinx.

05/08/2008 10:46PM and 1 + 46 = 47, the number associated with PI/8^th Thought and Golden Paved Middle Way.  But the 4^th letter is “D” and the 7^th letter is “G”.  So from PI (22/7 – from 4/7), we get that the 47 and 74 combination gives DG and GD.  But as 0 is 0, we add that 0 and we get DOG and GOD.

When we look at our school years, we got the words the following way to learn how the present, past words looked like.  Like for instance with “rise”, you would have learnt:

Rise and rose; walk and walked; or see and saw, etc.  (Why do we get taught this way anyway?  As if it did not happen this way, it would not have been possible to show the following):

So in this case the FIRST position is “rise”.  But as we have that the past happened before the present, we get therefore that “rose” happened before “rise”, so it should be in the FIRST position as well.

But now “rise” and “rose” are in a FIRST position and “rose” and “rise” in the LAST position.  So “o” and “I” both in First and Last position which makes them linked to the same thing and therefore they’re equal or share equality.

So the Origin (“o”) as well as (“I”) the point where everything comes together, share equality.  So “origin” is also the point where everything comes together.  So present and past share equality as one and the same thing.

And this besides the conclusion of Who and What is the Source of my information – the 0(ne) where present and past comes together in one point – the balance point or {0;0}, as these two, the “o” and “I”, share equality.  So this 0(ne) is beyond the state of mind of the world of opposites – therefore from the NO-thingness.  So the information are all coming from the NO-thingness.

So this Thoughts17 is just another confirmation that I am dealing with a once Dying God that is linked to be “The Rose” or then, the Resurrected Head of the Sphinx.  And no information in Thoughts17 is new information – as all of it has been written down in another version in the Thoughts so far.  But Thoughts17,  just makes all the information in Thoughts17, the “whole” of it all.

And 1 + 7 = 8, and 8 is The Weaver of Fate.

This is the End of Thoughts17.

06/08/2008 00:43AM – and for some or other reason the 43 is coming up all the time lately – I will probably find the reason for that soon.  And the minutes have now changed to 44 – which is linked to the number combination of 17 or 71.

Thoughts

This is the 17^th Thought/Thoughts17

06/08/2008 00:23AM

I have made a note which link Thoughts15, Thoughts16 and Thoughts17 to one another to display to me, after 6 years of questioning, who it is that is giving me my information and organizing all the synchronicities.

05/08/2008 10:37Pm and 1 + 37 = 38, the CH from my dog Charlie, Chihuahua, China (Earthquake), Chinese People (Typhoon Myanmar) and Chile (volcano) – all happened at same time my dog died on 7/5 of 2008.

“The Rose”

That morning when I felt so terrible where I saw the head of the Sphinx being resurrected (as it was seemingly on the ground), I phoned a friend and told him about these “vision/insight” I got.  But this friend is friends with the friend who phoned me 60km from Bloemfontein to ask about an aerial that has to be fetched for the White Lions of Timbavati.

But “The Rose” can be the one that rose from the ground – like that head of the Sphinx I saw being rose from the ground in my mind’s eye.  And another word for this “rose from the ground” is that it has been “rise(n)” from the ground where “o” and “i” are in the same places and that “rise” only have an extra “n”.  And “n” the 14^th letter of English Alphabet .

But “o” is naught (the symbol for naught – Thoughts15) and “i” is the 9^th letter of the English Alphabet and 9 the number where it all comes together (Thoughts15 and Thoughts16).

And see how Origin (0) and the point where all come together, the “whole point” or 9 or “i”, is one and the same.

So whether it “rose” from the ground by being pulled to “rise” from the ground with ropes (in my mind’s eye), it is the head of the Sphinx being resurrected – so “The Rose” is the Resurrected Head of the Sphinx.

05/08/2008 10:46PM and 1 + 46 = 47, the number associated with PI/8^th Thought and Golden Paved Middle Way.  But the 4^th letter is “D” and the 7^th letter is “G”.  So from PI (22/7 – from 4/7), we get that the 47 and 74 combination gives DG and GD.  But as 0 is 0, we add that 0 and we get DOG and GOD.

When we look at our school years, we got the words the following way to learn how the present, past words looked like.  Like for instance with “rise”, you would have learnt:

Rise and rose; walk and walked; or see and saw, etc.  (Why do we get taught this way anyway?  As if it did not happen this way, it would not have been possible to show the following):

So in this case the FIRST position is “rise”.  But as we have that the past happened before the present, we get therefore that “rose” happened before “rise”, so it should be in the FIRST position as well.

But now “rise” and “rose” are in a FIRST position and “rose” and “rise” in the LAST position.  So “o” and “I” both in First and Last position which makes them linked to the same thing and therefore they’re equal or share equality.

So the Origin (“o”) as well as (“I”) the point where everything comes together, share equality.  So “origin” is also the point where everything comes together.  So present and past share equality as one and the same thing.

And this besides the conclusion of Who and What is the Source of my information – the 0(ne) where present and past comes together in one point – the balance point or {0;0}, as these two, the “o” and “I”, share equality.  So this 0(ne) is beyond the state of mind of the world of opposites – therefore from the NO-thingness.  So the information are all coming from the NO-thingness.

So this Thoughts17 is just another confirmation that I am dealing with a once Dying God that is linked to be “The Rose” or then, the Resurrected Head of the Sphinx.  And no information in Thoughts17 is new information – as all of it has been written down in another version in the Thoughts so far.  But Thoughts17,  just makes all the information in Thoughts17, the “whole” of it all.

And 1 + 7 = 8, and 8 is The Weaver of Fate.

This is the End of Thoughts17.

06/08/2008 00:43AM – and for some or other reason the 43 is coming up all the time lately – I will probably find the reason for that soon.  And the minutes have now changed to 44 – which is linked to the number combination of 17 or 71.

Thoughts

This is the 17^th Thought/Thoughts17

06/08/2008 00:23AM

I have made a note which link Thoughts15, Thoughts16 and Thoughts17 to one another to display to me, after 6 years of questioning, who it is that is giving me my information and organizing all the synchronicities.

05/08/2008 10:37Pm and 1 + 37 = 38, the CH from my dog Charlie, Chihuahua, China (Earthquake), Chinese People (Typhoon Myanmar) and Chile (volcano) – all happened at same time my dog died on 7/5 of 2008.

“The Rose”

That morning when I felt so terrible where I saw the head of the Sphinx being resurrected (as it was seemingly on the ground), I phoned a friend and told him about these “vision/insight” I got.  But this friend is friends with the friend who phoned me 60km from Bloemfontein to ask about an aerial that has to be fetched for the White Lions of Timbavati.

But “The Rose” can be the one that rose from the ground – like that head of the Sphinx I saw being rose from the ground in my mind’s eye.  And another word for this “rose from the ground” is that it has been “rise(n)” from the ground where “o” and “i” are in the same places and that “rise” only have an extra “n”.  And “n” the 14^th letter of English Alphabet .

But “o” is naught (the symbol for naught – Thoughts15) and “i” is the 9^th letter of the English Alphabet and 9 the number where it all comes together (Thoughts15 and Thoughts16).

And see how Origin (0) and the point where all come together, the “whole point” or 9 or “i”, is one and the same.

So whether it “rose” from the ground by being pulled to “rise” from the ground with ropes (in my mind’s eye), it is the head of the Sphinx being resurrected – so “The Rose” is the Resurrected Head of the Sphinx.

05/08/2008 10:46PM and 1 + 46 = 47, the number associated with PI/8^th Thought and Golden Paved Middle Way.  But the 4^th letter is “D” and the 7^th letter is “G”.  So from PI (22/7 – from 4/7), we get that the 47 and 74 combination gives DG and GD.  But as 0 is 0, we add that 0 and we get DOG and GOD.

When we look at our school years, we got the words the following way to learn how the present, past words looked like.  Like for instance with “rise”, you would have learnt:

Rise and rose; walk and walked; or see and saw, etc.  (Why do we get taught this way anyway?  As if it did not happen this way, it would not have been possible to show the following):

So in this case the FIRST position is “rise”.  But as we have that the past happened before the present, we get therefore that “rose” happened before “rise”, so it should be in the FIRST position as well.

But now “rise” and “rose” are in a FIRST position and “rose” and “rise” in the LAST position.  So “o” and “I” both in First and Last position which makes them linked to the same thing and therefore they’re equal or share equality.

So the Origin (“o”) as well as (“I”) the point where everything comes together, share equality.  So “origin” is also the point where everything comes together.  So present and past share equality as one and the same thing.

And this besides the conclusion of Who and What is the Source of my information – the 0(ne) where present and past comes together in one point – the balance point or {0;0}, as these two, the “o” and “I”, share equality.  So this 0(ne) is beyond the state of mind of the world of opposites – therefore from the NO-thingness.  So the information are all coming from the NO-thingness.

So this Thoughts17 is just another confirmation that I am dealing with a once Dying God that is linked to be “The Rose” or then, the Resurrected Head of the Sphinx.  And no information in Thoughts17 is new information – as all of it has been written down in another version in the Thoughts so far.  But Thoughts17,  just makes all the information in Thoughts17, the “whole” of it all.

And 1 + 7 = 8, and 8 is The Weaver of Fate.

This is the End of Thoughts17.

06/08/2008 00:43AM – and for some or other reason the 43 is coming up all the time lately – I will probably find the reason for that soon.  And the minutes have now changed to 44 – which is linked to the number combination of 17 or 71.

Thoughts

This is the 17^th Thought/Thoughts17

06/08/2008 00:23AM

I have made a note which link Thoughts15, Thoughts16 and Thoughts17 to one another to display to me, after 6 years of questioning, who it is that is giving me my information and organizing all the synchronicities.

05/08/2008 10:37Pm and 1 + 37 = 38, the CH from my dog Charlie, Chihuahua, China (Earthquake), Chinese People (Typhoon Myanmar) and Chile (volcano) – all happened at same time my dog died on 7/5 of 2008.

“The Rose”

That morning when I felt so terrible where I saw the head of the Sphinx being resurrected (as it was seemingly on the ground), I phoned a friend and told him about these “vision/insight” I got.  But this friend is friends with the friend who phoned me 60km from Bloemfontein to ask about an aerial that has to be fetched for the White Lions of Timbavati.

But “The Rose” can be the one that rose from the ground – like that head of the Sphinx I saw being rose from the ground in my mind’s eye.  And another word for this “rose from the ground” is that it has been “rise(n)” from the ground where “o” and “i” are in the same places and that “rise” only have an extra “n”.  And “n” the 14^th letter of English Alphabet .

But “o” is naught (the symbol for naught – Thoughts15) and “i” is the 9^th letter of the English Alphabet and 9 the number where it all comes together (Thoughts15 and Thoughts16).

And see how Origin (0) and the point where all come together, the “whole point” or 9 or “i”, is one and the same.

So whether it “rose” from the ground by being pulled to “rise” from the ground with ropes (in my mind’s eye), it is the head of the Sphinx being resurrected – so “The Rose” is the Resurrected Head of the Sphinx.

05/08/2008 10:46PM and 1 + 46 = 47, the number associated with PI/8^th Thought and Golden Paved Middle Way.  But the 4^th letter is “D” and the 7^th letter is “G”.  So from PI (22/7 – from 4/7), we get that the 47 and 74 combination gives DG and GD.  But as 0 is 0, we add that 0 and we get DOG and GOD.

When we look at our school years, we got the words the following way to learn how the present, past words looked like.  Like for instance with “rise”, you would have learnt:

Rise and rose; walk and walked; or see and saw, etc.  (Why do we get taught this way anyway?  As if it did not happen this way, it would not have been possible to show the following):

So in this case the FIRST position is “rise”.  But as we have that the past happened before the present, we get therefore that “rose” happened before “rise”, so it should be in the FIRST position as well.

But now “rise” and “rose” are in a FIRST position and “rose” and “rise” in the LAST position.  So “o” and “I” both in First and Last position which makes them linked to the same thing and therefore they’re equal or share equality.

So the Origin (“o”) as well as (“I”) the point where everything comes together, share equality.  So “origin” is also the point where everything comes together.  So present and past share equality as one and the same thing.

And this besides the conclusion of Who and What is the Source of my information – the 0(ne) where present and past comes together in one point – the balance point or {0;0}, as these two, the “o” and “I”, share equality.  So this 0(ne) is beyond the state of mind of the world of opposites – therefore from the NO-thingness.  So the information are all coming from the NO-thingness.

So this Thoughts17 is just another confirmation that I am dealing with a once Dying God that is linked to be “The Rose” or then, the Resurrected Head of the Sphinx.  And no information in Thoughts17 is new information – as all of it has been written down in another version in the Thoughts so far.  But Thoughts17,  just makes all the information in Thoughts17, the “whole” of it all.

And 1 + 7 = 8, and 8 is The Weaver of Fate.

This is the End of Thoughts17.

06/08/2008 00:43AM – and for some or other reason the 43 is coming up all the time lately – I will probably find the reason for that soon.  And the minutes have now changed to 44 – which is linked to the number combination of 17 or 71.

Those that read me know I've just come back from a huge blessing in my vacation. I hadn't been home in 12 long years to Oahu, and hadn't visited Maui since I was 5. The fact that my son is now five and I took him and my husband to my home was HUGE for me. The obvious blessing was being in a tropical low key, laid back, beautiful environment. Who couldn't see the blessing in that and thank God for His creation? The not so obvious blessing and the main one for me was to experience it all again as a 5 year old through my son, which really took me home ten-fold. The fact that my auntis, uncles, and cousins got to meet my family is a huge blessing.

Today as I look toward this past week my heart is somewhat heavy as I know I've not treated my husband as well as I should have this week. The phrase, submit to your husband keeps going through my mind. This is often a inflammatory biblical instruction for a lot of female liberals. What does it mean...submit? To me, it's not letting a man walk all over me, as some people like to twist it. To me, it's having compassion for the man God has chosen for me...letting go of some of my own control and giving my husband his way more than I choose my own.

I've been very controlling this week and I don't feel good about it. What is the blessing in this? That I have a wonderful husband!! He puts up with me and loves me...frustrated or not. I know I need to make it up to him and I'm blessed that he sticks around so I can.

I've had no job this whole month...I'm unemployed! HA! How cool is it that this is NOT stressing me out. <----(blessings right there) This whole month is the only month, before my son starts Kindergarten that I'll have had all this time with him. I had no one calling me for work...well not for most of the month....so my time was truly "MY" time with my family with no interruptions. I've never experienced that freedom before, so this has been a huge blessing.

Now that it's back to reality and the bills need two incomes...what am I going to do?? I've been wondering how I'm going to supplement our household income since I quit my sales career. I have my photography business that I started last October, but that's not going to take off overnight.

This week my son's school hired me as a substitute teacher. I turned my new hire packet in this week. I was told that it my be pretty infrequent for the first couple of months, but after that get ready for it to get crazy. I'm not sure how it's going to pay, but I know God will provide. I've also run across a couple of jobs to pay the bills for the next couple of months until teaching kicks in. I'm not sure if they'd be something I'd be interested in, but it's what they provide that counts. This is the first time in my life that I didn't have to have something 'professional' working that went along with my degree. I finally realize....MY JOB DOESN'T DEFINE ME! I do...being a Christian mom, wife, daughter, sister, niece, grand-daughter, and friend defines me. This has been a blessing to get this.

Today would have been my Grandfather's 100th birthday. If you've not read about him, you should...because he was and is still, to me, an amazing human being. He died in my arms, and I saw him see the Lord first hand. Seeing his pupils dialate, his breathe quicken, and his head pop up after being in a coma scared me at first. Hearing the monitors scream at me that his heart rate was bottoming out freaked me out. BUT seeing the look on his face when he saw angels come for him...there's no way I could doubt that he saw the face of Jesus. And even though terrifying for me at the age of 19 or 20, I know this is a blessing now. For one because they say, those that have come back from the dead, that they see their surroundings when they leave their bodies...so this means my papa knew I was with him too.

You see I got there too late to see him before he went into his coma. He went into his comatose state asking for Kimmy and wanted me. I was selfishly on Spring Break in Texas...but took the first flight out as soon as I heard he went into the hospital. I was just too late in saying my goodbye. I have the peace and blessing of today, his 100th birthday, of that lovely man and his love for me. He was my role model growing up, in what to look for in a man. He was truly one of a kind. Please honor his memory today and go read this post about him and my wonderful grandmother, as she too, was truly one amazing lady. For those that don't know, he was a photographer and the reason the love of photography is in my blood and heart. I hope he'd be proud that I'm trying to make a living at it.

Lastly the fact that we all came home from a long strenuous trip unharmed and well is a huge blessing. Other than my husband's small fall, which we think he cracked something...we're all fared well. My son is an amazing traveler! And no one got sick. Praise God for that!

Thank you for tuning in to my little corner of the web world. Next week is the last week of this contest. You can view the video at the post below to see who's almost winning. If it stays this close in the running, I may have to extend this by another week to get a clear defined winner. I pray you'll consider counting your blessings...it truly IS life changing. Just ask Terri...you can read why it's changed her outlook, here.

I think I'll leave you with a pic I took of my husband and son, on Maui. Have a great weekend all!

So says Chen Si, a self-appointed lifeguard on the so-called Chinese bridge of death.  He's spent every weekend for the last 5 years patrolling Nanjing Bridge looking for people about to commit suicide.  So far he's saved 144 lives.

Read Chen's inspiring, touching stories of some lives saved, and the difficulties and sacrifices that come from this kind of special volunteerism.  You'll be grateful for the problems in your life, all so minor compared to what many people suffer.  You may even be inspired to make someone smile, and that just could make the difference between life and death.

The best way to find yourself is to lose yourself in the service of others.  -Mahatma Gandhi

(via LA Times)

As she came upon the traffic light at the next corner, it had been green so long that she was sure she would now hit it on the red, losing even more time on her rush to work. In her mind she was blaming the cop for messing up her timing. Then, as she neared the light, it continued to stay green. Not quite to the light yet, she was hoping to make it thru. Just then a semi plowed right thru the intersection completely running the red light. Had she been in the intersection 6 to 8 seconds earlier, she would have been in a tangle with a truck. As she told me the story, she was aware that the very issue (the police officer making her slow down) that irritated her had actually saved her from harm.

I love it when that happens; the times when we actually realize that we are taken care of are so awesome. Deep down inside, I believe that it is happening all the time. God is watching over each one of us, in the best way for us each minute.  That police officer looked like a cop, but he was really a guardian angel in disguise.

The damage was done.  Those 3 visits opened a flood of repressed feelings and thoughts, all of which I had desperately tossed to a deeply embedded back burner.  I didn't have the time, working two jobs, raising three demanding children, and keeping a zombie at bay while keeping him abreast of our lives as much as his drugged mind would allow.  With so much on my plate, I lost track of hours and days, and lost track of me.  My flavor of PTSD... fighting the daily despair that my life would never ever be any different.

I turned to music, working in dirt, crafts, my kids activities...  and an affair.   We both knew it wouldn't last.  We both simply needed a distraction and a sense of direction. 

The counselor's words came back to me then.  It took a few years longer, but I got to the point where doing it all was no longer necessary, nor healthy.    I slowly stopped being dependant on finding ways to keep busy, learned how to relax a little at a time, and enjoyed my creative side as often as I could.

A guardian angel saved me from extinction.  It is now my time, and I am regaining my space.

Number 2: We All Have Fluffy Bunny Days

This one doesn't even need a description, really. It's the little things - we can't all be perfect. At the end of a long day, you may just be chanting to turn a red light into a green one, or to turn someone into a frog. Or maybe you're around other witches, those who lean towards the Fluffy Bunny path, and suddenly you're spouting the wisdom of the Divinity of Creativity (which isn't a bad concept!) and then comes your downfall: you, or someone else, suddenly has an astral pet.

Hopefully, it won't go as far as you claiming that you've had sex with a god and had an astral baby that you care for while you sleep that will become a demi-god and rule the earth. That's pushing it.

But it may be as simple as looking a little too closely at blobs on a picture and deciding you've found your guardian angel. (Don't you see it? It's that blob just above my shoulder!)

Just remember. Your soul is not like a toaster.

Blessed Be!

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Paratech: pennylaurakey 387

Randomly-Generated Numbers: 171, 289, 184 (Flavor): 387

Analogues From The Complete HATCHERY::

171: Guardian Angel – An angel believed to protect the individual.  See also Guide. (Guide – A spirit who is believed to assist a person's spiritual journey.)

289: "If a man is to do something more than human, he must have more than human powers" – Tribe Unknown   (This quote put me in mind of Theodore Sturgeon's classic sci-fi novel, More Than Human.)

184:  Mysticism – Religious or spiritual doctrines which argue that the human mind or soul can directly experience the Divine. 

FROG: Superhumans in our current mythology act as Guardian Angels to us lesser mortals, and may even hold a numinous quality for our youth, facilitating their experience of the Divine.  Maybe it's time to move past the concept of the "Guardian" and develop our own personal power to protect, guide and directly engage divinity without the necessity of a mediator.  To be more than human, we perhaps need a "Gardening" Angel to help us grow down, in addition to growing up.  A Gardening Angel for nurturing the inner seed of our daimon (inner soul urge) and for encouraging "green power" within us like the power of tree roots breaking urban concrete.

B:  What it might mean for the wellbeing of tarot/psych? In both disciplines, we guide clients toward a deeper experience of themselves, and to perhaps experience themselves as more than human in a transpersonal way.  Tarot and transpersonal psychology, in particular, are growing closer together and I think Art's work, along with our collective experiments, is showing how close they really are...

387 – Thin. Lacking body and flavor: Ouch!  Maybe I need to go back and fertilize?  Maybe compost the above and start over?  Was it the comment about Peter Tork that sent our oracle over the edge?

Boom Boom Boom - let me hear you say way-yo!

I drank a few glasses of vodka tonic, and then I opened the bottle of wine.  As usual I was watching TV, reading, and drinking.  Evidentially, I would fall asleep, and then I would wake up again, and pour another drink.  I did that all the way up to 5:30am this morning.  I put the booze up and made some coffee and read my Sunday paper.  But, I didn't stop drinking the coffee until I ran out of cigarettes.  Is this a compulsive habit or an addict habit?    I want touch neither the rest of today. 

Before I broke my promise what I really really wanted to do was go home, fix a nice meal, write, read and maybe make a few jewelry pieces.  My mind keeps saying I'll never quit, but my heart wants to.  I have a grandson that I want to watch grow and I don't understand all of this.  What can I do?  I hate it!  I want to be normal whatever that is.

I need to stop this madness so that I can get on with my live and my business. I enjoy my photography, writing , making and designing my jewelry.  I'm good at it and with this madness it puts it all on the back burner.  I could have been making jewelry all night instead of the drinking.  Maybe somewhere inside of me I'm feeling down because business hasn't been good.  The economy is putting a halt on people wanting to buy.  I hate what is going on and I HATE what I'm doing.

I need to feel successful.  But would that make me stop the madness?  I seem to live in a world of unconsciousness.  I don't think before I leap. I just do it.  Sometimes I feel like a hypocrite, because I say I'm doing great, but then it's not.

I'm rambling, because I have been up all night.  But I had to get this off my chest.  For those out there that do the same thing - this is not fun.  This is not the way to live your life.  I may not live to see my grandchildren grow, because I'm making stupid decisions.  I need help.  I need a friend.  Are there any friends out there?  Is there a guardian angel that would like to be in my ear and whisper that I can do it just be stronger?  I spent a lot of time in rehab, but it didn't work. I just couldn't wait to get out.  I thought I was okay, but when I felt lonely I would go astray.  I think that might be part of the problem, I'm lonely.  I'm a great person in a sad women's body.  HELP!

I must remind you.  I have been up all night and my writing stinks!