CONDICIONES PARA REALIZAR EL CURSO DE TAROT EVOLUTIVO

El precio es de 15 € cada clase.

Las clases son: 1 semanal por email o messenger de 1 hora.

A través de mi correo: tarotevolutivo@gmail.com

El total de clases son 23 + las que necesites si quieres ir más allá con tiradas o arcanos menores, y sola no quieres hacerlo.

Trataremos con los arcanos mayores ya que se trata de que actives en ti los arquetipos que hay en ellos.

El pago es antes de cada clase a traves de enlaces a paypal que te envio a tu correo. (por lo que deberás crearte una cuenta paypal y tener fondos en ella para abonarlo).

El tarot que se usa es el de crowley, ya que a mi parecer esconde la profundidad que tenemos en nuestra naturaleza, sin adornos.

Te enviaré un cuarzo natural que será tu guia y amigo en este camino de crecimiento (estará programado para ello), el precio es de 50 €

Te haré la carta astral (necesitaré tus datos, con fecha, hora y lugar de nacimiento).

Canalizaré a tus guias personales al darte el curso, para que mi guia sea lo más personalizada posible. Mensajes recibidos para ti y sólo lo que a ti te concierne sin más implicaciones mias o influencias externas.
Deberás llevar un diario-bitácora del viaje que inicias..... ahi anotarás sueños, cambios, procesos y todo lo que tenga sentido para ti a partir del comienzo del curso.
Eso va a ser en lo que "trabajaremos" realmente ya que nos basaremos en tu propio proceso interno y en la ayuda que te puedo dar para que llegues al entendimiento de tu parte intuitiva. Esto te llevará a conectar con ella para así hacer tu propia interpretación y visión desde el nivel en el que estás, evolutivamente hablando, de los arcanos y arquetipos del tarot. Además de que asi conviertes al tarot en un compañero de camino para ti, que aunque está bien ayudar a otros, llegó el momento de ayudarnos 1º a nosotros mismos y superar nuestras limitaciones. Ya que si no lo hacemos asi... ¿como saber si tenemos el nivel y la responsabilidad adecuadas para hacerlo a otros?. El Ego y las necesidades o limitaciones propias no dejan ver esas cosas..... y por eso hemos de comprometernos con nosotros mismos y "ayudarnos" a crecer y evolucionar, para despues poder hacerlo a/con otros.
Desde esa perspectiva, lo usamos para nuestro crecimiento personal, espiritual, emocional, mental y lo haremos para nuestros semejantes de igual forma.

Bueno, espero que tus dudas estén resueltas pero si tienes algo que necesites saber, estaré encantada de responderte.......
Realmente un curso de tarot no hay que hacerlo muy complicado ya que se trata de despertár en ti tu propia visión del tarot y tu propia interpretacion, con lo que iniciamos en este curso, un viaje interno en el que tú activas, desarrollas y trabajas con tu hemisferio derecho para llegar a ello..... yo sólo te guio según lo que en cada momento ocurra o como se desarrollen las cosas.

YO SOY LIKA

Tomorrow I will blog about the upcoming Premier League season (English soccer league) and College Football Season, so be prepared....

Also,  I mentioned in a post last week about how Kelly Clarkson came into the store, well I found this gem on youtube through Deadspin that occurred a couple hours after she ventured into my workplace...

I love it.  Not only can you see her, but you can also see her friends who are far more attractive than her singing a horrible rendition of Sweet Caroline...yes, this chick won American Idol, I'll bet she just couldn't wait for a moment like this.

That is all. 

Go Sox.

The animation isn't the end unto itself. Crowley has visually mapped it out to help researchers eventually bioengineer a version of Cel7A that could be useful for cellulosic biofuel production. In nature, Cel7A turns cellulose into simple sugars at a pace that's good enough for plants, but not quite fast enough for an industry that wants to pump gallons of the end product into our fuel tanks. Engineering the enzyme could deliver an efficient way to churn out biofuels from cellulosic -- and more importantly, non-food feedstocks.

Crowley's research is being funded by the NREL to the tune of $1 million a year over five years. He's working with researchers from Oak Ridge National Laboratory, Cornell University, Forest Products Research Lab, Scripps Research Institute and the University of California at San Diego. The work could not only help deliver innovations for biofuels, but will likely produce computer science work in the form of codes and algorithms that will help researchers do similarly complex supercomputer-based modeling.

 I love the Red Sox.  

I was brought up to love the Red Sox, and throughout my formative years the Red Sox showed up at my house unannounced, woke me up from a peaceful nap and slapped me across the face (figuratively, of course [editor's note: Will Cordero did break into Crowley's home and slap him across the face]).  

I remember Mo Vaughn riding on a horse after the Sox won the AL East in 1995 just as vividly as watching Time Wakefield give up the Boone shot in 2003.  1999 and 2001 postseason failure also helped fuel a "why does God hate me?" look at life.  2004 brought the Sox to the promised land and 2007 rekindled some great 04 memories.  

The ups and downs, the peaks and valleys of a sports fan help build character and can in some ways define them.  That sounds incredibly lame, but it is true.  I pour my time, money and allegiance with a group of individuals who do not know nor care if I exist.  I've dealt with that.  I don't care, I still love these guys.  I am excited to bring you this list and explain myself in hopes of conjuring up some memories and discussion.  

Without further ado:

5. Marty Barrett-#17-2B-Red Sox (1982-1990)

Yes, I do realize I was only 3 and barely capable of using the toilet properly during Barrett's last season, but I have done a good deal of research and have heard my family talk about this guy for a long time.  I guess when I was 3 someone in my family bought me a Marty Barrett pin and gave me a couple Barrett baseball cards.  One of the reasons for this was due to his number being the same as my birth date, 17.  I have no further information on why I still have his pin anda variety of his baseball cards throughout the years.  As you will see later in the list, I have a thing for undersized second basemen who went to Arizona State.  My mom tells me that I would always watch his at-bats, but I think that's kind of bullshit.  Still, I love the type of player that Barrett was, and since he was the first player whose cards I collected, although it was unknown to me at the time, I feel as though he deserves to be on the list.

4. John Valentin-#13-SS/2B/3B-Red Sox (1992-2001)

Valentin had a monster year in 1995, the first year that I fully remember falling totally in love with baseball.  I loved watching him play.  Playing youth baseball, I was always number 13 because of John Valentin.  Seeing his knee injury ranks among the most disgusting things I've seen, only behind Bryce Florie's eye pretty much exploding and seeing the SI cover of Tony Congliaro after taking a pitch to the eye.  He also had the same initials as me, and was a team player when phenom Nomar came up.  Nomar is to be covered later, but John Valentin was a class act a one of my first Sox heroes.

3. Dustin Pedroia-#15-2B-Red Sox(2006-present)

Dustin Pedroia is the next big thing in baseball.  An undersized, balding 24 year old man has already accomplished so much.  I remember hearing about him coming up through the minors and looking into him and then writing him off completely...that is until I saw him play towards the end of the year in 2006.  They screwed the pooch down the stretch and ended up finishing 3rd in the AL East, but Pedroia made his mark on me (in a non-ARod/Will Cordero sort of way).  I remember getting shit from all angles from my friends in April of 2007 when Pedroia was barely hitting his weight, and then in May the hits started dropping and then came pouring out.  I love watching him play.  His swing looks violent and you can see the energy coming from his feet up, but it's so pretty when he pulls one over the Monster or slaps it into a gap.  He will not hit the most home runs in Red Sox history, but the bomb to lead off the 2007 World Series will certainly always be remembered.  He is married to a smoke show and a half, won the Rookie of the Year, was in integral part to the 2007 WS win, has a cult-like following, started the All-Star Game in his 2nd full season in the Majors and is in the top 5 in league in hits.  His range is surprising for a little guy and he plays the game the right way.  He is going to be bald by 30, but hopefully will still be producing at the 2B position for the Sox.  It is great to watch him play everyday.  He turns 25 in a couple weeks and has accomplished more in his life already than I will.

2. Mo Vaughn-#42-1B-Red Sox (1991-1998)

As I said earlier, one of the happiest moments of my young life was watching Mo ride around Fenway on a horse smoking a cigar in 1995 after winning the AL East.  During my first Fenway trip/Sox game I met Mo and got his autograph, always a special moment in a young baseball fan's life.  I emulated Mo's swing, his hulk-like presence and catlike reflexes at first.  Mo hit BOMBS at Fenway.  He was probably my first hero.  Everybody loved Mo.  When the MLB decided to retire Jackie Robinson's #42, they let Mo keep wearing it because his family enjoyed watching Mo play and had a relationship with him.  Mo wore the number in honor of Jackie, just like Mo Rivera, who was also allowed to keep wearing the number until he retires (sidenote, please retire Rivera..we get it, your cutter makes baseball's best look like amateurs, enough).  Even though some of the stories surrounding Mo involved nightclub violence, I refused to believe he could do anything wrong.  One of my saddest memories is watching Mo go to Anaheim just as Nomar was hitting his stride.  Mo and then GM Dan Duquette did not have the best relationship, leading to a premature departure from the Red Sox for the Hit Dog.  I still kept my MoMentum poster up in my room and refused to believe the Red Sox made the right decision.  Mo was in an inspiration to me, and watching him hit the shit out of the ball as a big husky lefty made me feel like I could do it too...I was wrong, but I still love Mo.

1. Nomar Garciaparra-#5-SS-Red Sox (1996-2004)

I saw Nomar play for the PawSox in 1996 and fell in love.  I forget the stats, but he had an absolute monster game, and I can remember waiting with anticipation for him to get called up to the big leagues.  Watching Nomar at bat was amazing.  From his stance to his inability to lay off the first pitch and have so much success offensively and defensively(some of his errors were on balls no other shortstop would even come near), there was not much to dislike about the guy.  I loved Nomar.  He filled the void when Mo left.  He was the superstar the Sox needed and at the time I couldn't imagine him playing anywhere else.  His friendship with Ted Williams was beautiful, his smile was electric and his bat was hot.  I went to his baseball camp in 1999, during the All-Star Break and got to meet him and have my picture taken with him.  That was the first time I think I was awestruck, and I was by no means the only one.  I still have the picture and signed 8x10 framed.

I remember having the news on in 2004 and hearing about a Boston superhero having a weird injury.  Sure enough, Nomar was the player who had tendinitis.  Looking back, Nomar was possibly [editor's note: Almost DEFINITELY] on steroids and this was a common injury.  I mean he was a little guy and was JACKED...just look at the SI cover, but I still refuse to believe it was true.

Nomar had sort of gone on a decline in 2003, but I didn't care.  I remember July 31, 2004 just like it was yesterday.  I remember hearing rumors of a Nomar trade, but nothing had surfaced by the time I headed into work at the local sports bar as a dishwasher/fry cook.  I walked into the building and saw no news...ten minutes later I headed out and saw the breaking news.  Nomar was now a Cub.  I walked back into the kitchen and cried.  Sure, the Red Sox had broken my heart in 2001 and 2003, and they did again on July 31, 2004.  I couldn't believe it actually happened, and to add insult to injury Orlando Cabrera, Nomar's replacement hit a home run in his first at bat.  Nomar was the poster boy for Boston, and turned into chopped liver during the 2004 season after accusations of not trying and rifts with upper management.  

Looking back, the deal had to be done and if it hadn't I don't see the Sox winning in 2004, but it still hurts that Nomar hasn't won a World Series (I mean counting on the Cubs to win the World Series is never the safest bet, same with the Dodgers to an extent).  I hope he does win at least one.  His career was sort of like Mo's.  After he left, he had some success, but then has led an injury plagued life.  He is still my favorite Sox player and the only player who has come close to eclipsing him for me is little Dustin.  I miss you Nomie, you were the best.

So there it is..my top 5 with commentary.  I enjoyed writing it, whether or not you enjoyed reading it.  Baseball has been a huge part of my life for as long as I can remember andI don't see much changing in the future.  Even though soccer( my second favorite sport) is the Beautiful Game, baseball is a beautiful game as well and has provided me with a lot of smiles and frustration.  Let's Go Sox!

It was a calm but fast-paced three weeks spent on Canada's "South Coast" (Crystal Beach, on Lake Erie, about 15 minutes from Buffalo, NY and 25 minutes from the Canadian side of Niagara Falls). Genya and I made a brief foray into Buffalo and a slightly longer one into Rochester but, besides that, we stayed put, beaching, playing cards, playing with the dog, and mostly reading.

Writing was something I just didn't want to do. I wanted to swallow words, not spit them out. Of course, I felt I should be writing, and I sat at the computer, frustrated dry fountain facing impassive page/screen, until I finally just went with the flow, and read. And read, and read.

I'm not the fastest reader in the world, but on the other hand John Crowley's books do not reward light skimming. Last summer, I read his classic novel Little, Big in Canada. This July/August, I returned to the same author, reading from his Aegypt series. (I had started the first book in the series directly after reading Little, Big last year, and quickly got into a "pick-it-up, put-it-down" rut, only finishing it just before leaving for this summer's Canada trip.) In Canada, I began Crowley's second book in the series, Love & Sleep, and finished it after about a week.

Crowley's Aegypt series deals with a lot of lofty topics, most of which I won't get into here, but I will say that much ofLove & Sleep addresses the concepts of history and memory (both personal and universal). A firm believer in the non-existence of coincidence, I found that I was reading the book at precisely the right time. A year ago, just prior to 2007's Canada trip, I got in touch with an old, close friend, a mentor, from my undergraduate days, who played a pivotal role in altering the course of my life by getting me to consider the difference between vocation and avocation. The cycle repeated this year: shortly before leaving for Canada, another old friend from the same time-period found me through the Internet, and we have reconnected, figuring out who each other is now and rekindling our friendship. The time in my life that both these friends initially were a part of was a time of intense self-discovery, not always easy, but absolutely exhilarating. I often refer to it as my "head-on-fire" year.

For many years I have tried to return to this "head-on-fire" way of experiencing and interacting with the world, without the ultimate incendiary self-destruction that I was headed for twenty years ago. Crowley's Love & Sleep seemed to serve as a sort of instruction manual for remembering many events that I have (of necessity, probably), forgotten. Every night during the time I read this book I would wake, both during the middle of the night, and again in the morning, with the remnants of dreams, still hyper-clear in my mind. They would all contain or refer to people and events from my past (most, but not all, from the period of time mentioned above), and they would stay in my head all day.

It doesn't get much more "inner" than this, and yet, as Crowley has said through the voices of many characters in both Little, Big and the Aegypt series, the universe which contains everything is itself contained within the littlest mote, and likewise can be contained within the human mind. The inner is the new outer!

(to be continued...)

I, personally, am a follower of Crowley's laws.  Instead of trying to convince you to do things for your common man, he instead points out that becoming the best that you can be is far more important.  That doesn't mean that you should kill people, do negative magick for no reason, or even insult people.  These things break his law quite quickly because they do not put you further on the path to finding your True Will.  They actually create road blocks by creating enemies.  On the other hand, if someone is doing something that is keeping you from becoming a better and more full you, then you should absolutely do what you need to to remove that negative influence from your life.  That doesn't mean to kill them because, again, you are simply creating more obstacles for yourself.

On the other hand, the Rule of Three and Karma are based on a system of right and wrong.  It feels a little too reminiscent of heaven and hell style ideas.  I don't think that there's any reason why you can do something that is wrong if it's your soul's true path, yet that may mean that you have to banish someone who is continuously interferring with your life.  In the Rule of Three and Karma world, you should let the Universe take care of bringing the problems back to bite them in the ass.  In the mean time, they are interferring in your life.  Yes, you could put up protection spells, but at the same time, pushing them out of your life completely (and usually displacing them by some strange coincidence...) is usually much more effective.  Some people will argue that you won't get bad Karma because of this, but you're moving a person out of the area they enjoy, you could be moving a parent out of the life of his/her child, or you could be moving a teacher out of the life of a student.  You aren't just giving someone what they deserve and protecting yourself; you're also causing a lot of negative effects for a lot of people.  So you should be getting some bad Karma on this one.  Yet I'd do it if it was necessary, and I don't think that I should have negative outcomes because of it.  If that's the case, there's negative outcomes to everything we do.

What is the big draw to the Rule of Three and Karma then?  Is it that people have experienced the effects of it?  Couldn't that just as well be the effects of not living out your soul's desire?  The world could be trying its hardest to push you away from these unnecessary actions that are pushing other people off of their soul's paths as well.

So the next question is, "What's my soul's path then?"  I really don't have an answer for you on that except to ask other questions, "What have you ever done that made you feel ecstatically happy?" and "What makes you want to be awake rather than be sleeping?"

Oh yeah, and I'm pretty sure it doesn't involve TV.

I'm going to preface this post by saying I'm very anti-Notre Dame Fightin' Irish.  

I think that out of all of the bandwagons in sports, Notre Dame leads by a long shot.  For some reason people LOVE Notre Dame.  A lot of these people cannot name a single athlete on any of their sports teams (other than maybe Brady Quinn, who will get his chance at the NFL level soon, and will have a TD:Interception ratio of about 1:5).  

The Notre Dame bandwagon really pisses me off.  

The only thing that pisses me off more is when I see someone in a BC hat and Notre Dame shirt, or vice versa.  

Sports bigamy is disgusting, let alone wearing two rivals gear...I put this on the level of wearing a Cubs hat and White Sox shirt.

 Anyways, the Anti-Notre Dame rant could go on for hours, but I will save your eyes for the time being.

The Chicago Tribune ran a story today about how pictures have surfaced of Jimmy Clausen, current Notre Dame QB, and other teammates allegedly drinking.  Supposedly the athletes were participating in "Beer Olympics" and are underage.  This is Clausen's second accusation of underage alcohol consumption and is apparently a big deal.

I feel like Nore Dame just needs to let go of it.  We all know that no matter what Clausen will be starting all year at Quarterback and this will just get negative press for the school.

The fact that they were competing in Beer Olympics is pretty hilarious, as I like to imagine top D1 athletes as getting whatever they want, not having to go to class and banging the top 50 hottest girls on campus before the end of their freshmen year...not as losers who got dressed up in red jackets and competed in Beer Olympics. 

I have never competed in Beer Olympics and probably never will, that shit is just weak.  I can think of no more bro-like activity than busting out a 30 of Nady Light and creating stupid beer games, which is actually sort of how I picture a typical Notre Dame party anyways, so maybe this is just par for the course.  

Irregardless (yes, i realize that's not a word), the fact that Notre Dame is undergoing an investigation about this is incredibly lame, and they have other things they should be focussing on...like the fact that they won three games last year and were projected as a top 5 team in the preseason polls.

Because Notre Dame sucks almost as bad as all the bandwagon losers who jock their shit, please just let Jimmy Clausen and his bros do whatever they please...they were going for the gold!

*When "famous" people enter, be it a celebrity, player, anyone of any fame, people always act like it's the end of the world and they witnessed God themselves (apologies to the non-believers).   People literally freak out.  Kelly Clarkson was in yesterday and I thought a co-worker was going to blow his load even though she looked like a trainwreck on a walk of shame (and I'm guilty of being a Kelly Clarkson fan, both musically and assets wise).  I'm unsure of why people flip out like this...they're just people, nothing more, nothing less...they may excel at one or two things that you don't, but other than that they're just regular people.  It really pisses me off when people lose their minds over a "celeb/player" sighting.  With that said, I can pick Kelli Pedroia out of a crowd of 200 people easy..but that's different.  (Also, the * followed by an italicized rant has been stolen from the blog of Joe Posnanski, one of the most knowledgeable, intelligent and entertaining writers i've ever read..if you don't read joeposnanski.joeblog.com, you are an idiot.)

The interesting part of the story comes when it came time to ring him up.  My manager chose me to handle him and he was very low key and a seemingly overall class act.  When he realize that we were selling Manny merch for 50% off, he made a comment like, "oh, wow Manny stuff if half off..maybe I should pick some up" followed by my manager saying, "oh, I think you payed enough for him over the years" and a general awkward laughter between the three of us..however, you could tell that he wanted to say something to the effect of "yeah, seriously".  It was kind of an awkward and entertaining experience, and with that said, signing Jason Bay was one of the best moves made in baseball in the past ten years only behind the Rays getting Scott Kazmir for Victor Zambrano...the fact that ESPN allows Steve Phillips to comment and asses baseball moves is laughable.  I will discuss why the Jason Bay deal needed to be done if I am challenged.

In 1988. Although I did not obtain functional operating procedure until 10 years later.

Early in Junior High I became interested in the occult. At first nothing seemed to work. I wanted to believe in magick. But my mind operates in a way that unless I see something first hand there is no way that I can believe in it. Coming from a strong Christian background I often prayed for power with magick. At that time I was more into Solomonic magick. Because I felt Yahweh / Jehovah approved of such works. However Yahweh / Jesus never seemed to answer my prayers. This coming in a very troubling time period of my life. After repeated misfortune I ended up denouncing God. I cursed Jehovah / Jesus. I then committed the one sin that the Bible says is unforgivable. To ensure that in the afterlife my soul would be separated from the spirit of the God I had come to hate. I blasphemed the Holy Spirit. Spiritually I was dead.

This hour of spiritual darkness came at a time when my life was in great danger. I do not claim to be a saint and have done many things in life that I now regret. The foolishness of my youth had led me to a life filled with violence. This climaxed when a rival gang declared war on me. My own forces had been decimated. I was absolutely certain that when the sun rose up in the morning that it would be the day of my death.

My soul was so wretched at the time that death seemed sweet relief. I had a severe case of Doc Holiday syndrome. That night was the lowest / darkest night of my life. My heart was empty of anything other than hate.

That night a spirit appeared to me. It offered to make everything I wanted come true. It told me that if I worshiped it then the next day I would live. That I would finally develop the magickal power I had so hard sought. It also offered the love and peace that I so desperately at that time needed. At the time I questioned my sanity. What I was seeing / hearing was not supposedly possible by any previous known standard of realism. That voice has many times since whispered in my ear. I have come to trust and believe in that voice completely.

Not wanting to die I made a pact with this at the time unidentified spirit. I performed a blood oath in which I cut an x over my heart. That scar I have until this day. The spirit then offered me three wishes. Suddenly this reminded me of something I had experienced in childhood. A vision that at the time my father had accounted to sunstroke. I already knew what my wishes would be because I had wished for them many times before. Wisdom. Strength. Power.

The next day as the sun rose I felt like I was being raised from the dead. Something in my heart changed. True to the spirits word everything that I wanted began to come true. And indeed I finally started to develop some power. The spirit identified itself as Enki. This led me to at that time drop all other magick systems and immerse myself into the Necronomicon.

Looking back at this time in my youth it is as if looking at a different person. Who I am now and what I was then separated only by spiritual awakening. I include this sordid tale of my past only to illustrate that at the time I began my journey I was immersed in darkness. Yet in the center of that darkness I found the light.

3- I have seen a copy of your wife's Simon Necronomicon in Turkish. I
was unaware that the Simon Necronomicon is a universal book. Would you
mind giving us your opinion on how that came about?

Regardless of its dubious origins the Necronomicon has gained a vast following in relatively a short period of time. Doubtless this is not because of the contents of the book but rather the powers behind the book. Anyone can use it as a tool. Fewer people take it as a spiritual path. However those who do become a disciple attain a much greater result.

It would be wise to establish the Federal Governments recognition of the Neo – Sumerians spirituality. My problem with established religions is that they eventually just become a business. A money making organization. I have no doubts that Enki has a plan and that in the future people will step forward on his behalf to accomplish the founding of a Temple to the Elder Gods. I do hope that these people keep in mind the goal is to help others. Not to make a profit.

6-In your opinion, what is the most effective way to work with the Simon
Necronomicon?

The astral experiences have been greatly rewarding. I only share those things on a personal basis. However the things that stick out in my mind as the most significant from Gatewalking are the developments in the physical world as a result. The most memorable being lives that were saved of people who were sick and near death. To me there can be no greater reward than being a part of changing someone’s future from the graveyard to endless possibilities. Keeping in mind we have no true power of our own and that we are just instruments of the divine. I do want it to be known that those in search of such miracles can with the use of the book become instruments of the power, and perform the miraculous. We would all like to save a loved one of course. However saving a stranger can bring a great sense of peace and be very rewarding in itself. Instead of being selfish we should strive to be selfless.

For the sake of those interested in the astral experiences of gatewalking I will tell of one such vision.

I said “Enki, Enki teach me magick.” Enki said. I am teaching you as fast as you can learn it.” I said “Enki, Enki give me power.” Enki said I am giving you power as fast as you can contain it.” I said Master Enki master Enki make me one with you. A great blood vessel reached down from the sky and enveloped me. I felt myself racing through the energy I can only describe as the blood of the master.

I found myself in floating in a sea of darkness as if in outer space. Far away I saw a tiny light. A voice whispered to me. “Enter into the center of the light. “ I began to run towards the light. No matter how hard I ran I never seemed to get any closer. Then I began to move at a speed that can not be described. I heard the voices of spirits talking to each other. “Do you think this one will make it?” “He might make it.” Commanding my will I pushed even harder until finally I entered the light. I heard a voice calling to me. “Come to me in the center of the light.” It seemed as if I ran forever without reaching the center until finally I was suddenly there. In the center of the light it was dark and I was confused. I knew Enki to be there with me although I could not see him. I said “Master. Master why is there darkness in the center of the light.” He replied to me. “We are the light makers.” I awoke. Upon returning to the physical from this experience I had gained an Epiphany.

8-What message would you like to leave for those who are interested in
the process of self-initiation, as described in the Simon Necronomicon?

I do not have much advice for anyone who wishes to work the book as a Magician other than follow its instructions to the letter. For those who are interested in becoming disciples of the master I can promise the experience to be a birth by fire. The journey will not be easy. The mental and spiritual stress will be great. However nothing worth having ever comes easy. After you have passed Adar you will look back at the person you were in the beginning in utter amazement. The crown of your achievement will be the new way in which you regard the world around you. This in truth is the heart of power. I trust that if you reach this point or if you have been allowed to reach this point spiritually you will be developed so that with the power you do the right thing.

Let me add a warning for those who seek power for selfish reasons and have plans to abuse the system. You are much more likely to end up in a mental institution with this selfish type approach than to ever gain even a basic understanding of the system.

My goal with this blog is to, like all blogs, express myself through the dissemination of information to others, as well as give people some insight into what life is like as a practicing Thelemite who sleeps, eats, and lives in a Thelemic abbey.  I'll let you know now, that it is stated very clearly via what is known as "the powers of the sphinx" that it should be the intent of a magician "to know, to will, to dare, and to keep silent".  I will be keeping silent about a lot of things.  I have signed an oath of secrecy, and I intend to keep that oath.  Thus, there will be no names, perhaps other than my own, given out on this blog, nor shall I make the location of my abbey, or the rituals that i practice known to people.  Just the nature of the game i suppose!

Speaking of rituals, I've got to do some now, so I'll leave you all with this entry, and continue to document my experiences on here as often as I can!

However, it's still one of the biggest issues of the round, if not the year so what do we think?? Fair?? Unfair? Post your thoughts in the comments below and click read more for all the other tribunal news including West Coast Star Onballer Daniel Kerr and Freo's other infamous tagger Ryan Crowley!

Ryan Crowley has been charged with a Level Two striking offence against Gary Ablett, Geelong, during the first quarter of the Round 15 match between Fremantle and Geelong. He was going to get away with a reprimand but due to his bad record in the past he has been been offered a one match suspension. However he won his case and is free to play this weekend.

Daniel Pratt has been charged with a Level Two misconduct offence after he made unnecessary contact to the face of Brett Ebert, during the third quarter against Port Adelaide. Like Crowley he won his case and can play this week rather than do his suspension which was to be two matches. 

Richard Douglas has accepted a $1950 sanction for making negligent contact with umpire Stephen McBurney during the second quarter of the match between Adelaide and Collingwood.

Amon Buchanan has accepted a four-match suspension for engaging in rough conduct offence against Luke Hodge at the MCG last Sunday.

Colin Sylvia has accepted a reprimand and 93.75 points towards his future record for striking Dale Morris, Western Bulldogs, during the second quarter of the match between Melbourne and the Western Bulldogs, played at Telstra Dome last Sunday.

Daniel Kerr has accepted a three-match ban for striking Matthew White, Richmond, during the third quarter against Richmond. He's no in trouble with the West Coast Leadership group.

Unde poate fi gasit Necronomicon?

Nu se stie nimic despre aceasta problema, este cel mai simplu si mai scurt raspuns. Din nou, se suspecteaza ca Crowley a avut un rol in aceasta. In 1912 Crowley l-a cunoscut pe Theodor Reuss, conducatorul Ordo Templi Orientis (OTO) din Germania si a lucrat in acel ordin pentru cativa ani pana cand in 1922 Reuss a demisionat pentru a lasa conducerea lui Crowley. Astfel, il avem pe Crowley fiind in stransa legatura pentru zece ani cu un un conducator al unui grup masonic german. Intre anii 1933 si 1938 cele cateva copii cunoscute ale Necronomicon au disparut pur si simplu; cineva din guvernul german al lui Adolf Hitler a devenit interesat de literatura obscura oculta si a inceput sa incerce sa obtina toate copiile prin orice mijloace.

Traducerea lui Dee a disparut de la Bodleian dupa un jaf in 1934. Muzeul Britanic a suferit de asemenea niste jafuri, iar editia Wormius a Necronomiconului a fost stearsa din catalog si pastrata intr-o camera sub pamant intr-o mina convertita din Wales - unde au fost pastrate si Bijuteriile Coroanei in timpul celui de al doilea razboi mondial. Alte librarii si-au pierdut copiile si in ziua de azi nu exista nici o librarie care sa aiba listat in vreun catalog Necronomiconul. Locatia prezenta a copiilor dupa Necronomicon este necunoscuta, dar exista o poveste despre o colectie de documente magice si oculte alcatuita in timpul razboului in aria muntoasa Osterhorn de langa Salzburg - aceasta poveste ar putea fi legata de zvonul recurent cum ca exista o copie legata cu pielea victimele unui lagar de concentrare.

Concluzie

Mitul acestei carti ma fascineaza. Legendele care s-au construit in jurul ideii propuse de aceasta - si de alte carti asemanatoare - nu sunt de natura sa linisteasca spiritul uman. Nu propun un viitor luminos, in care lumina triumfa. Dimpotriva. Nu stiu daca este adevarata cartea sau doar o fabulatie a unor minti de geniu din acea perioada, ca cele ale lui Dee si Crowley - sau chiar Lovecraft - care au pus cap la cap anumite coincidente din folclorul mai multor popoare si au faurit aceasta poveste. Nici nu vreau sa stiu. POVESTEA si REACTIILE pe care le trezeste in fiecare conteaza. Majoritatea reactionam diferit: unii sunt dezgustati, altii isi doresc sa ajute la revenirea "Celor vechi", in timp ce unii vor puterea acestor fiinte mitice pentru ei. Multi devin obsedati de studiul acestor legende. TU?

Neil Gaiman despre Lovecraft, despre mitul Necronomicon/Cthulhu pe care acesta se presupune ca l-a creat:

Magick Without Tears by Aleister Crowley
There are hundreds and probably thousands of introductory books about Magick and they all seem to be full of the same stuff.  They talk about after doing these 5 visualizations that everything in your life will change dramatically and that this is all you have to do to do Magick.  I'm not saying that visualizations aren't important, but I am saying that an introduction to magick should have a broader range of things it introduces you to.  And this book does exactly that.  It touches on over 50 topics ranging from "What is Magick" to duality to qabalah and it does so in a very comprehensive yet short series of chapters.  This book will definitely not teach you how to DO very much Magick, but it will definitely tell you where you should go next, and I think that that's exactly what an introductory book should do.

The Only Astrology Book You'll Ever Need by Joanna Martine Woolfolk
Okay, I'm going to start out by saying that I have not adequately perused the astrology sections of the world to make too many criticisms about any other books, but I do know that this book has helped me immensely to understand astrology and that's simply amazing, because I originally thought of it as a very complicated art/science.  There's actually not a lot I feel confident about saying on this subject other than the fact that I learned a good deal from this book about astrology that I've found to be extremely useful in my life.

The Three Books of Occult Philosophy by Henry Agrippa
Granted, this is a Llewellyn book, but it was also written in the 16th century so it's public domain...  Now, this book is what most of the Golden Dawn and Crowley's OTO were based heavily on, and since these secret societies seem to be the earliest and best managed groups of modern Magick I believe that this book may have a few keys that could be extremely useful to a practicing magician.  I have not read very much of it truthfully, but I just recently found it and it should be arriving at my doorstep within the next couple days.

I also would like to speak to the fact that there really aren't any other books that are available to the public that are as old or as comprehensive as this book is.  I've looked and looked for books that were written at the time of the old alchemists and magicians and have been extremely unsuccessful.  However, this book was written at that time and I'm completely excited to get a glimpse into the ideas of the time.  I'm sure that much of it will be silly and they'll talk about diseases as spiritual issues entirely, but they had to have something right or no one would have believed that they could do Magick.

The Complete Magician's Tables by Stephen Skinner
One of those great stereotypes for Pagans is that they love their reference books...and I'm no exception to this one.  This book is kind of an expanded Liber 777.  It's got planetary symbolism, numerological symbolism, brief descriptions of many gods, gemstones, herbs, elemental associations, metals, the tree of life, tarot symbolisms, and many many other tables.  Half of the book is tables and half is commentary.  I really haven't found any other book that has all of this information in a single source other than Liber 777.  Not only does this book have more information, but it also is far better organized which is a key thing when you're talking about a reference book.

The Alchemist by Paolo Coelho
This book is fiction and has no true Magickal significance, but I've never met a person who's life isn't changed for the better by this book.  In truth, the story is incredibly simple.  It's about a boy who dreams the same dream twice and goes to Egypt in search of the pyramids because in the dream he is said to find a great treasure there.  He is robbed, works at a small shop in a country he's never been to before, falls in love, meets an Alchemist and all in search for this treasure.  This book is about the fact that life is a journey and that everyone must spend their life in search for their treasure because you can never be unhappy while searching for it.  I've reread this book at least 40-50 times and will continue to reread it every time my life is confusing.  Everyone should own this book and it will show you that you truly should believe in dreams whether they be while you are sleeping or while you are daydreaming.

Oh yes ... we have a LOT of musical projects on mySpace ...  But what are they?

Here's the low down on what's going on where... and a bit of the backstory to our continuing adventures

GL1TCHG0R3
This is our main page. It features songs from our album GEARBALL available on Some Bizzare and other new tunes from our ongoing projects. If you are here, then you should have this page added because we post and mirror all our bulletins and news here. GL1TCHG0R3 was formed in an effort to make contact with the Goddess Eris. After awakening to the sound of GL1TCHG0R3's ode in her honor, she plucked out her right eye, had it cloned a thousand times and equipped with the most powerful technology known to her universe in an effort to seek out the origins of this music. Thus Mister Twinkles was born - the fist and greatest of the gearballs. Over the centuries and throughout human history, the gearballs have been a spectre watching us ... waiting ... searching ... for the truth. Countless civilizations and galaxies have been vaporized in their gaze ... and now the last and greatest among them ... is here ... making music ... mecause he got bored being a weapon of mass destruction. So if you are reading this, you can thank us you are still alive because if it weren't for our music to entertain Mister Twinkles ... our planet would be vaporized. It's always a good idea to keep Mister Twinkles happy ... so listen to his music.

GL1TCHG0R3 TEST LAB
This page is devoted to all our new works in progress and tunes looking for a home in our many sub-projects. However, we are now updating ALL our pages with new music these days. Music from Mister Twinkles occasionaly shows up here and it's always best to humor him, lest we all perish.

THE SPACE MONKEY CAFE
A project devoted to all things related to Wilbur the Cyber Monkey, Mr.Twinkles, and other strange experimental stuff. Eventually the site will feature the complete story arc of our band mascots, who they are, where they come from and what significance they have to our life here on this tiny speck of dust we call Earth. Wilbur started out life as a normal simeon, but ended up as a top secret military project after Dr.Tedley implanted a prototype electronic brain into the bad little monkey. With Wilbur's banana sucking days gone, and most of his body replaced with 1950's high tech gadgetry, he was transformed into the ultimate bionic chimp of the cold war ... the kamikaze doomsday monkey. The unhappy chimp was hard wired into his control chair, plugged into the orbital nuclear weapons platform and sent into orbit to wait for the order that may or may not come. Funding was cut, the black ops project was disbanded, Dr.Tedley's team forgot all about him, and the platform was presumed lost or destroyed when it sped off past the orbit of Jupiter ... or so they thought. Wilbur had other plans and had no intention of going up on a puff of radioactive light, and thanks to his vacuum tube enhanced intellect ... decided to call it quits. Decades pass, and the semi-mummified cyborg was propelled at vast speed into a sling shot orbit around the sun that put him face to face (or face to eye rather) with a strange alien artifact ... Mr.Twinkles. Wilbur was Mister Twinkles first point of contact with our civilization, and he told the cyclopean emissary from Eris all about our wretched little planet. The two have become inseparable friends ever since, and enjoy playing music which is frequently posted here on this page.

DTKO - DR.TEDLEY'S KINETIC ORCHESTRA
Dr.Tedley, aka. Ted Bell is our resident mad professor responsible for half of the insanity known as GL1TCHG0R3. This page is devoted to Dr.Tedley's solo music and other collaborations outside of the GL1TCHG0R3 universe. If you are a GL1TCHG0R3 fan, then you should add it. Dr.Tedley is an alien from a parallel dimension that frequently visited this world over the centuries ... but for reasons not fully explained or understood has been trapped here on earth since the late 1800's. Having met the immortal Rev.Spook in the mid 1500's, he sought him out and after decades of searching the two we're reunited. Both the mad professor and the reverend share a keen interest in mysticism, science and the study of chaos .. and thus they began their musical research. However, little did they know to what effect invoking the interest of the Goddess of chaos would have on the fate of their world ... let alone the entire multiverse.

REV.SPOOK
Rev.Spook aka. Patrick Chauncey, resident mystic and sonic metaphysician is the other half of GL1TCHG0R3. This page is devoted to his solo 'glitch-hop' album BIGSPIRIT soon to be released on Some Bizzare. Also appearing on this page are Rev.Spook's collaborations with other musicians outside of GL1TCHG0R3. If you are a GL1TCHG0R3 fan, then it should be in your friends list. Rev.Spook is an ancient soul who achieved immortality in the late 1300's thanks to his alchemical research, and a pissed off determination to get the bastards that screwed him over. Having met Dr.Tedley in the mid 1500's while living discretely at a monastery in Transylvania, the two became friends for a while until the Doctor had to return to his own dimension. Fascinated with the possibility of life in other dimensions Rev.Spook devoted his life to exploring the vastness of the multiverse and the black arts from all over the globe ... and soon saw a pattern at work, a pattern that pointed to the ancient and little known Goddess Eris. Making direct contact with her ... might solve a lot of problems in the universe ... or as it would turn out - could possibly do the opposite.

HEARTFUCT
This is Rev.Spook's solo experimental-emotronic project probing the depths of the human psyche, and the battlefield of the heart and soul. Living life as an immoral immortal reverend revenant has it's challenges to be sure.

CHURCH.OV.ILL
Behold Rev.Spooks platform for his Daily Excrement blog, as well as the forum for discussing all things discordian and philosophical. Music featured here is all about chaos, awareness and spirituality. The Church ov Ill was once an abandoned monastery in the Transylvanian mountains ... moved block by block over the course of a few centuries into a disused electrical power plant. The immortal and immoral revenant reverend was kind enough to allow Dr.Tedley to set up his lab within the premises, and together they probe the mysteries of life, death and chaos. Also residing within the confines of the church are a congregation of fellow chaos worshipers, Mr.Twinkles, Wilbur, Bubbles, and an army of zombies and mutants kept locked within the catacombs and dungeons beneath the structure.

THE RESONANT VOID
This is another Dr.Tedley solo project featuring his ambient, soundtrack, space-jazz and other metaphysical emotronic inspired works that fall outside the boundaries of other ongoing musical projects and collaborations.

THE BUBBLE CHAMBER
This is a collaborative project between Dr.Tedley and 'Bubbles' our resident poetic lolita-esque catgirl and laboratory technician extraodinaire, with Rev.Spook adding his magic to the mix from time to time. When not wrangling the zombies in our dungeons with her coy wiles, Bubbles keeps Wilbur's mind on other things besides plotting to destroy the world. Bubbles started out as a clone using the same experimental processes made possible by Dr.Tedley's former colleague Dr. Moreau ... with a few improvements. Thanks to modern science and the miricales of his perfected transplant serums, Bubbles enjoys her tenure as a semi-domesticated hybrid human-feline research assitant devoted to furthering the prolification of chaos and passion in Dr.Tedley's work, with a particular emphasis on tapping the terrors, trauma, drama and passions of the young feminine psyche - with a dash of quantum mechanics. All in all, a perfect match for our quest to make contact with the Goddess Eris. Content here has a devilishly perverse twist to it not unlike a Trevor Brown of Mark Ryden painting set to music, or Alice wandering through wonderland on acid wielding a chainsaw and an atomic powered dildo.

THE SCREAMING DARKBOX
Horror. Terror. Ambient creepiness and strangeness to make you look over your shoulder when the lights are off at night. The DARKBOX is an experiment we run in the lab to help condition the electro-zombies into submission ... and so frequently there are many screams that come from it when you subject them to electric shock and other brainwashing techniques ... including making them listen to our music for hours on end. This experiment frequently features music from our soundtrack project for the movie "The Hatman", currently in development.

RAZORBLADE NIMBUS
Ah yes... we are dark souls indeed, but mostly harmless unless provoked. This page chronicles the darker side of life in the universe and the evil deeds that humanity can do ... or not so evil ... depending upon your point of view.

THE MYSTERIOUS PLASTIC SCUM
Another biotechnological terror originally designed by Dr.Tedley in the late 1960's for yet another TOP SECRET military endeavor. Funding for time experiments is always hard to come by so you have to do these side gigs from time to time to pay for stuff mad scientists are always running out of ... corpses, radioactive material, those machines that make those cool BZZZZZZ sounds. As the story goes, the mysterious plastic scum was supposed to be a multipurpose nanotech substance for use as a defoliant on poppy fields during the Vietnam war ... as well as a low cost car wax and desert topping. However, the CIA had other plans for the poppy fields ... and the substance was unpredictable. Sometime you could eat it ... other times it would eat you ... or turn you into a zombie. There's been a few close calls over the decades as chemical spills turn small towns into a puddle of goo, or brain eating monsters. Fortunately Mr.Twinkles likes the taste of it so it's fairly easy to contain now.

THE HATMAN
This is a soundtrack project for a movie currently in development. The Hatman is a VERY creepy guy Dr.Tedley once ran into during his first decade being marooned on this planet. As the story goes, back in the late 1900's when the Hatman was alive, he sold snake oil at a circus sideshow, that turned people into raving lunatics and zombies .... or just killed them. He wore a hat six sizes too large for him ... to cover his face and conceal his identity, and moved from town to town all over the wild west spreading mayhem and destruction. When he was finally shot and killed, his damned and cursed soul was trapped between worlds where, like any respectable bogeyman, he set up shop to collect souls for furthering his own power and survival. If your not careful ... you can see him in the corner of your eye from time to time when you haven't got enough sleep. Cross him at your own peril and invoke him at the risk of losing your mind. More to come here so check back.

THE ALEISTER CHRIST PROJECT
Another from a long list of projects and research endeavors spearheaded by Rev.Spook into the nature of chaos, life, death and the mysteries of the soul. Using the latest technology and mystic arts from around the Church Ov ILL base of operations, we've set out to make a cyborg enhanced prophet and visionary using tissue samples from the master of the occult (since his plan for reincarnation was fnored by Eris we took pity on his devilsh little soul and decided to resurrect him ourselves.) The music chronicles this quest into the ultimate marriage of science and mysticism within the mind and flesh.

ELECTROZOMBIECIRCUS
The NEXT GL1TCHG0R3 album, still a work in progress. And as always there is a story and symbolism at work here. Are you to be an electro-zombie in this media circus of life ... or are you one of the clowns ... or are you the ringmaster? The choice is yours ... and it's not always an easy one to make.

PARAPLEGIC THEATRE
Yes ... nothing is too low or tasteless for us. But this is really more a commentary on the state of the theater itself ... and our captive audience of electro-zombies. Mr.Twinkles from time to time needs to shed his gear-mechanism for calibration and cleaning ... or that's the story we tell him so we can reverse engineer the alien technology. So during those moments that the great eyeball of Eris is gearless, we set him up like any kid with a bunch of videos to keep him busy while the grown ups talk. There's the occasional dramatic performance by Wilbur featuring live sex shows, torture and snuff flicks, and other fringe snippets he finds of interest while surfing the net with the computer embedded in his monkey brain. If it's naughty, illegal or twisted ... chances are Wilbur posted it on the net with one of his 2 billion hacked accounts. The Nigerian Bank scam? Wilbur. Enhance the size of your penis? Wilbur again. Faulty CIA intelligence? Yup ... that was Wilbur. The propaganda you hear on the news? Guess who. Gasoline at $4 a gallon? Nope that wasn't Wilbur .... but he's pretty sure it's one of the other later generation cyber-monkey's out there trying to run the planet in the whitehouse. A place where we encourage you to talk and smoke during the presentation ... stop by and say hello - you never know who might be there.

THE QUEEN'S BASEMENT
Did you know that many museums have artifacts and art deemed "inappropriate" for the general public. Yup. They keep it in their basement. Same goes with the queen's collection of art and erotic etchings from the 1800's. So in the spirit of blowing the doors of off censorship, we present many perverse and twisted works of art here.

RADIUM DAISIES
Ah ... many don't know this but Madame Curie was a real spunky nymphet. The proverbial kinky librarian type with a drive to compete with the big boys, daring to dream and do and say what most women of her day woudln't imagine. Thus in the spirit of glowing nymphets, toxic candy and daring to go where others fear to tread despite whatever scandel may come ... more music from the Bubble Chamber is presented here.

ROOM 23
Room 23 is one of the holding cells in the dungeon beneath the Church.Ov.Ill we seldom open ... and if we do open the door ... we never do it alone. Until Bubbles came along, we lost too many lab assistants either to insanity ... or to hungry zombies ... or we just plain lost them. There's crazy scary things in there. Enter if you dare.

SONIC FINGERBANG
We are an icepick in your brain, and a chainsaw powered dildo rammed into a place two sizes two small for it to fit ... without making a lot of noise. Yup. Noise ... lots and lots of noise. If your ready to pop the cherry on your virgin ears ... this is the place to go for a real mindfuck.

THE OUBLIETTE
We had something to say about this ... but we forgot it. Hehe. Oh yeah ... more creepiness and ambiance from the catacombs lurk here. A place of foreboding terror and grim inevitability. Nice place for tea or a game pin the ear on the zombie.

Cine a fost Nathan din Gaza?

Nathan din Gaza a grabit unul dintre cele mai profunde evenimente din istoria iudaismului. In 1665, cand avea doar 21 sau 22 de ani, el sustinea ca Sabbatai Tzevi era Mesia. Acest fapt nu ar fi extraordnar penttru ca fusesera si alte idei de acest gen legate de alti oameni in trecut, dar datorita personalitatilor extraordinare ale lui Nathan si Sabbatai Tzevi, stirile despre venirea lui Mesia s-au imprastiat ca focul in toata Europa. Repercusiunile acestui eveniment s-au intins pe secole, iudaismul nemaifiind niciodata la fel.

Nathan s-a nascut in Ierusalem in 1643 sau 1644. S-a insurat cu fata unui negustor bogat din Gaza si s-a mutat acolo. A fost un student stralucit al Torah si Talmud si a inceput studiul Cabalei in 1664. Atmosfera la acel timp era tensionata in asteptarea noului Mesia. Cabalistul geniu si carismatic Isaac Luria sugerase ca procesul revenirii era aproape de terminare si ca timpul mantuirii si al lui Mesia era aproape. Unul dintre atributele cheie ale Cabalei lui Luria era credinta ca, datorita unui catastrofe primordiale in timpul crearii Universului, sufletele fiintelor umane s-au murdarit cu o lume materiala grosolana care era aproape de taramul lui Klippoth. Klippoth erau o sursa de rau. Cuvantul inseamna carapace si se sugereaza ca Klippoth erau carapace sau vesele ale materialitatii care inlantuiesc spiritul.

Cabala lui Luria era bazata pe traditii foarte vechi. Una dintre aceste traditii spune ca Dumnezeu a creat alte cateva lumi inainte de aceasta, dar care nu erau in armornie, erau instabile si s-au dezintegrat. Rabii Abbahu a scris in secolul al III-lea:"Dumnezeu a facut multe lumi si le-a distrus pana cand a reusit sa faca acest Univers." Aceasta era combinata cu legenda biblica a regilor Edomului care au fost, dar nu mai sunt, pentru a produce un mit extrem de elaborat privind crearea Universului. Calitatea pe care cabalistii o numeau Din, sau judecata, este calitatea care separa un lucru de altul. Klippoth reprezinta o intrupare extrema a acestei trasaturi. Crearea Universului a fost in esenta un proces al definitiei si separarii, si deci o expresie a Din, dar puterile Din erau prea concentrate pentru un univers viabil si au trebuit sa fie separate pentru o secunda, astfel incat creatia adevarata sa poate fi terminata. Aceste cioburi concentrate ale creatiei originale, Din pur, au cazut in abis. Din pacate cateva scantei de lumina au cazut impreuna cu ele, astfel incat Klippoth au devenit mai mult decat carcase goale. Aveau viata. Nu prea multe, dar indeajuns. Pacatele oamenilor ii fac pe Klippoth mai puternici pentru ca transfera ceva din viata noastra in ei. Daca eu sunt egoista, de exemplu, creez o separare intre mine si alt om, deci Klippoth devin mai puternici datorita egoismului meu.

Dorinta de a elibera scanteile de lumina din Klippoth a fost una dintre temele dominante ale Cabalei. Se credea ca daca traiesti conform poruncilor din Torah si combini aceasta cu studiul mistic, concentratie si intentie, poti ajuta sa eliberezi scanteile, dar daca traiesti pacatos vei ajuta Klippoth. In dezvoltari ulterioare Klippoth erau priviti ca puteri demoonice, primordiale, cu sapte regi, facand referire la cele sapte lumi distruse ale creatiei originale.

Klippoth exercitau o fascinatie puternica asupra lui Nathan din Gaza. Sabbatai Tzevi se parre ca a fost un maniac depresiv. In starile sale maniacale avea o extraordinara forta a personalitatii si sunt multe rapoarte care spun ca fata sa stralucea ca si soarele, la propriu. In starile ecstatice facea lucruri pe care nici un evreu pios nu le-ar fi facut. Nathan a scris un document numit Tratat despre dragoni - dragonii find Klippoth - care era o tentativa de a mitologiza comportamentul lui Tsevi, explicandu-l ca nevoia lui Mesia de a cobori in lumea lui Klippoth pentru a salva scanteile ramase prizoniere - asa cum Hristos se spune ca a vizitat iadul, iar Orpheus a coborat in Lumea de Jos pentru a isi salva iubirea. Referintele mitice din Tratatul despre dragoni sunt impecabile.

Inainte de publicarea tratatului, Nathan a imprastiat un document ciudat, Sepher ha-Sha'are ha-Daath. El a descris acest document ca fiind un comentariu la doua dintre capitolele Cartii lui Alhazred, o veche istorie a lumii. Titlul inseamna Cartea portilor cunoasterii. Cuvantul pentru "cunoastere", da'ath, are si un inteles tehnic. Cand Biblia a fost transcrisa in greceste, cuvantul da'ath a fost tradus ca gnosis. Da'ath are un statut curios in Cabala, fiind un fel de non-existenta, de nimic. In Cabala moderna ermetica este cateodata reprezentat ca o gaura sau o poarta in abisul constiintei. Experimentele lui Crowley cu Chemarea celor treizeci de Aethyrs l-au dus deci in abis.

Da'ath are un aspect dual: pe de o parte este cunoasterea noastra a lumii concrete, majoritatea faptelor date care constituie credintele noastre si care alcatuiesc iluzia identitatii, a ego-ului si a unicitatii, iar pe de alta parte este revelatie, cunoastere obiectiva, gnosis. Tranzitia intre cunoasterea lumii concrete si revelatie implica experimentarea abisului, abolirea ego-ului, negatia identitatii. Din abis orice identitate este posibila. Este haos nemodelat. Putem spune ca de fapt contine semintele identitatii. Din acest punct o infinitate de porti se deschid, fiecare o legatura catre un mod de a fi. La aceasta se refera Nathan ca Porti ale cunoasterii.

Scopul lui Nathan se pare ca a fost sa dezvolte o metodologie pentru a expplora sitematic taramurile Klippoth, ca parte a misiunii sale de a salva scanteile, folosind unele dintre tehnicile lui Alhazred. Este o continuare extraordinara a lucrarii lui Alhazred, identificandu-i pe Klippoth cu Cei vechi. Are si o interpretare moderna in Partea intunecata a Edenului a lui Kenneth Grant.

Nathan a avut multi credinciosi si pentru multi ani iudaismul a fost plin de acuzari de erezie. Multi rabbi proeminenti si lideri de comunitati s-au alaturat lui Nathan, si a luat mai mult de un secol pentru ca miscarea sa fie aparent oprita. Intr-un final, miscarea Sabbateana a devenit retrasa, ascunsa, si, desi este foarte probabil ca o copie a Sepher ha-Sha'are ha-Daath exista undeva intr-o bibleoteca privata, nimeni nu vrea sa admita ca o detine.

Nathan din Gaza si Sabbatai Tzevi:

(Image credit 1 & 2)

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230-17-280

Analogues From The Complete HATCHERY::

230  "A good soldier is a poor scout".  Cheyenne

 17  The Star card

 280 "It is no longer good enough to cry peace, we must act peace, live peace and live in peace".  Shenandoah

Frog (Excerpt)

 I see similarities between a scout and drone bees. Since I prefer to think of myself as the Queen bee, I'd prefer to be a leader or guide and since  I also understand that in order to be a true warrior (spiritual?) one must follow one's own instincts and dictates which makes it very difficult to follow the orders of others. For me this means following my inner voice of both wisdom and intuition...

"Every man and woman is a Star"  A Crowley quote.  We all have the gift or responsibility to shine our light and as brightly as we can. We are also all made of the same stuff as everything else in the Universe.  We guide each other to the truth and  self-realization by remembering our interconnectedness and similarities instead of differences. We are all healers.  The message in this card is hope because there is always hope. 

I have a favorite saying: "Peace begins at home"  True peace begins inside and only someone with a peaceful heart can practice a peaceful life which fosters an environment of peace in other living being. (TP Member: Rima).  See Archives for whole frog:--TAROTPSYCH Join Our Free Yahoo Discussion Group here:

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Cum sunt invocati "Cei vechi"?

Toti carturarii oculti sunt in general acum de acord ca sistemul Enochian al lui Dee si Kelly a fost inspirat direct de acele parti ale Necronomicon care se ocupa cu tehnicile lui Alhazred pentru a ii invoca pe "Cei vechi". Trebuie tinut minte ca Necronomicon este in primul rand o culegere istorica, si desi ofera cateva idei si formule practice, nu este deloc un ghid al incepatorului pas cu pas pentru a invoca inteligente supra-umane. Dee si Kelly au trebuit sa inventeze multe detalii de unii singuri, asa ca sistemul lor este un hibrid de idei luate din Necronomicon si de tehnici inventate chiar de ei. Par sa nu existe indoieli ca Sigellum Dei Aemeth, limba Enochiana si cheile/chemarile Enochiene sunt imprumuturi "autentice" si trebuie sa ne indoim de afirmatia lui Dee conform careia Kelly le-a primit de la arhanghelul Uriel. Bulwer Lytton, care a studiat manuscrisul Necronomiconului al lui Dee in ultimul secol, presupune fara echivoc ca acesta a fost transcris direct dupa carte si ca, daca ar fi fost primite de la Uriel, atunci Alhazred le-a primit, nu Kelly.

Chiar numele sistemului, "Enochian", este un indiciu ca sistemul fusese inspirat de traditiile extrem de vechi inregistrate in Cartea lui Enoch si ca intentia lui Dee si al lui Kelly era sa ii contacteze pe Nephilim sau pe "Cei vechi". Manuscrisul Cartii lui Enoch a fost pierdut pana la sfarsitul secolului al XVII-lea, iar Dee ar fi avut acces la doar cateva fragmente citate in alte manuscrise, asa ca numele sistemului lor era cat de cat enigmatic daca nu stiam ca ei au avut acces si la compilatia lui Alhazred de legende privind caderea si sfarsitul lumii. Nu exista nici un dubiu ca Alhazred a avut acces la Cartea lui Enoch pentru ca era binecunoscuta in Estul Mijlociu in secolul al IX-lea.

Un alt indiciu poate fi gasit in "Chemarea celor 30 de Aethyrs", cartea a19a dintre chemarile/cheile Enochiene. Aleister Crowley a numit aceasta chemare "blestemul original al creatiei". Este scrisa ca din punctul de vedere al lui Dumnezeu si este un blestem ingrozitor - si perfect corect din punct de vedere gramatical :) - asupra omenirii si a tuturor creaturilor lumii, incheindu-se asa: "Si de ce toate acestea? Pentru ca regret ca am creat Omul".

Aceasta parte este identica cu ideea transmisa de Geneza: "Si Dumnezeu regreta ca a facut omul pe pamant, si amaraciunea sa ii ajungea pana la inima.". Aceste verset este imediat urmat de versatele care descriu raul provocat de Nephilim si de pacatuirea rezultanta a lumii, totul fiind urmat de hotararea lui Dumnezeu de a distruge toata viata de pe pamant cu un mare potop. Aleister Crowley, folosindu-si cunostintele temeinice despre Biblie, a recunoscut "Chemarea celor 30 de Aethyrs" drept ce era: blestemul lui Dumnezeu asupra Nephilim si asupra raului pe care l-au cauzat. Acest blestem i-a alungat de pe pamant si i-a aruncat in Abis.

Este greu sa ignori acest indiciu. Sa facem un rezumat: cheia sau poarta pentru a explora cele 30 de Aethyrs este o "chemare" in limba enochiana, Dee considerand ca aceasta este limba ingerilor; si aceasta "Chemare" este un blestem prin care Nephilim au fost aruncati in Abis. Aceasta este in concordanta cu o practica extrem de veche de a controla puteri demonice: orice mijloace au fost folosite pentru a domina o entitate in trecut poate fi folosita de un magician ca o metoda de control. Aceasta formula este folosita in aproape orice compendiu magic medieval. In unele cazuri magicianul este destul de explicit si numeste exact acele ocazii in care entitatea a fost controlata de o anumita formula. Introducerea celor "30 de Aethyrs" incepe cu un blestem divin pentru ca este un mijloc de a controla entitatile pe care le invoca: Nephilim, Cei cazuti, Cei vechi. Aceasta stabileste fara indoiala faptul ca sistemul Enochian al lui Dee si Kelly era identic in esenta, dar si in practica, sistemului lui Alhazred, asa cum este descris in Necronomicon.

Crowley stia. Una dintre cele mai importante opere magice ale sale - denumita "Viziunea si vocea" -  a fost incercarea lui de a penetra Aethyrs folosind "Chemarile Enochiene". A facut aceasta in timp ce traversa desertul Nord African in compania poetului Victor Neuberg. De ce desertul? Crowley spune ca "nu avea nici un scop special magic" pentru a se duce acolo, si ca doar "s-a intamplat" sa aiba "Chemarile Enochiene" in rucsac. El a ales desertul prentu opera sa pentru ca avea dificultati sa intre cel de-al 28-lea Aethyr in timpul investigatiilor sale initiale din Mexic si dorea sa reproduca calatoria lui Alhazred cat de indeaproape era posibil. Alhazred a facut investigatiile cele mai importante in timpul calatoriei prin Rub al Khali, un desert vast si gol in sudul Arabiei - departarea de alte fiinte umane l-a ajutat sa isi indeparteze constiinta si sa o focalizeze catre perspectivele extratereste ale Aethyrs. Crowley a inteles incercarea lui Alhazred si cum era in natura lui sa incerce sa imite oamenii pe care ii respecta si admira, si-a petrecut o parte importanta din viata incercand sa depaseasca victoriile lui Richard Burton - exploratorul, adventurierul, scriitorul, lingvistul si cercetatorul in practici sexuale obscure orientale.

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Fighting against drilling everywhere, we can possibly drill is a argument that can easily apply to being extremely Anti-American.

The economy is based in oil, but more so based on the ability for Americans to chose the mode of transportation they desire.

Everyday more companies go bankrupt and fail due to the prices and indirectly these insolvencies begin to cause unemployment and general mayhem for those engaged in business.

Technology can only develop at the pace of research and America perhaps is still at the base of the learning curve and for any Liberal to force solar and wind power upon us right away is simply ludicrous and downright Anti-Business.

Drill everywhere end the import of oil, allow us to develop environmentally friendly vehicles and technologies as we should based on American Ingenuity, not based on Liberal Ideology.

We have oil here, and coal and shale and other items we can develop, along with environmentally friendly technologies, but giving into the Al Gore and Barrack Obama Hysteria is simply stupid, and very poorly designed.

Business need less rules, less governmental control it is a Capitalist Society in The United States still isnt it?

More taxes and laws and rules that cause business to do business elsewhere is damaging to our economic structure and when will people wake up and quit listening to those politicians who desire nothing more than destruction of the business owner, who employs the middle class, in turn who help the poor.

The entire economic agenda supported by those who are environmentally friendly is not business friendly and to think this attitude of "the end of the world is coming" is something that has no place in American Culture.

Ask yourself, new taxes, higher minimum wage, high oil prices, racism to the white man, and Liberal agendas that lean toward Marxism, what do you want?

Think Bush is bad try on Obama, I as a dedicated Satanist will do all Satan can and will allow me to do to stop the agenda, short of terrorism.

Save our businesses!

Every month businesses close coast to coast eliminating our economic structure, make a stand and tell these Liberal Kooks what is for real, lets clean house in Washington next time and bring back Conservative Values.

Develop the oil industry, build refineries, and build nuclear power plants the American has ingenuity to build environmentally sound structures and technologies that in turn spawn new business and prosperity, what is Obama thinking quit thinking elect The First Black President think save the United States, McCain is Liberal in his own way, however he at least can run a country and be somewhat concerned about business.

A Concerned Satanist  Grand Magister Blackwood

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Part of the public horror of sexual irregularity so-called is due to the fact that everyone knows himself essentially guilty.

Aleister Crowley, English author and philosopher

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Sorry for the absence of the micro fic pieces; writing heavily on right now, and this blog is serving as a place to go during interludes, while I eat and such.

Still breaking down secret T.V. pilot with conspirator, hopefully start writing it tomorrow. I outline very heavily, usually paragraphs on each scene -- not sequence -- and so when I start typing the actual script, we'll be able to just bang it out and the gun'll still be smoking after we finish.

I'll be posting something here this week, something related to what I'm working on. Maybe a scene from the pilot which would be cool and everyone could guess what it is.

Back into Jack Torrance mode...

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