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It's more than just a bit of this and that

I’m not suicidal in the sense of making plans exactly and stuff like that. Even though I have started this art book which is basically turning out to be a ‘suicide book’ which will be left behind and within it holds all of my thoughts and feelings and what I have been going through. 830 more words

Borderline Personality Disorder

On actually being happy...

I was taking the washing off the line, Pat’s 00s first, Pete’s socks and jocks and work clothes next, then I began the quick unpeg and haphazardly stuffed my own wardrobe into the basket. 445 more words

Motherhood

9/1/14 - Thanks For Spending Time With The Kids

Interesting holiday weekend. The last two days I’ve been going to the pool / dinner / movie with everyone. It’s her weekend so I shouldn’t see the kids at all, but I know Hunter is lonely and needs a little break. 1,040 more words

Divorcing A Borderline Partner (BPD) Daily Journal

Very early morning post... Intro to my mental health problems.

The time is 2.59am GMT on Tuesday the 2ndĀ of September.

I have college at 6 hours. (9.00am)

To start of this post. I suffer from a range of severe mental health problems that effect my daily life (including my sleeping pattern, hence why I’m awake at 3.04am) 778 more words

College

They just didn't care

I remember two stories in particular that my mom told me about over the years, and they blow my mind. I was reminded of one the other week when I was parenting my kids and wasn’t comfortable with their running the campground on their own at ages 5 and 10, to which my mom replied, “Oh they’re fine. 315 more words

Borderline Personality Disorder

OHM 6-Living On the Edge

Typically this phrase is associated with good things: freedom, independence, taking risks, letting go of being a control freak, living life to the fullest. However, for myself and 1.4% of the US population, living on the edge takes on a whole new meaning. 3,780 more words

Emptiness

Stay out of the way

I think it slightly just hit me. I learned this growing up and have carried it with me since. “Stay out of the way.” In further translation, I’ve always been a burden. 481 more words

Borderline Personality Disorder