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Tough day today #depression #bipolar New blog post

I’m feeling very low today. I’ve spent most of my day in bed. I get up for a little while and find myself going right back and going back to sleep. 134 more words


"What if this is as good as it gets?"

So I’m trying to reach up, and climb out, dig through all of this garbage that I have collected and most importantly created. It’s smelly and scary and revolting.  619 more words



It was a miraculous morning today. I awoke with Tchaikovsky’s “Pas De Deux” from The Nutcracker stuck in my head. I remembered how much I love that classical tune. 1,025 more words


bipolar documentaries

Here yoú go – 20+ hours of it. I made a page to put this and the bipolar music video playlist on too, so that it’ll be easy to find. 11 more words


The Beating of Temptation

Two detoxs, One women’s out-patient program and two alcohol dependencies programs later I meet him.

I continue to relapse twice more after my horrifying hospital visit leaving me self mutilated and emotionally battered. 546 more words