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Ups and downs in dealing with crap...forgiveness is ongoing
sometimes i do so well. right now i seem to be in a slump - i’m mad and really hurt by/with the band member. he’s saying things to other band members that isn’t true (fortunate… more →
secretly getting over it
ups and downs in dealing with crap...forgiveness is ongoing
chill24 wrote 6 days ago: sometimes i do so well. right now i seem to be in a slump - i’m mad and really hurt by/wit … more →
contentment in life instead of whining for what I don't have...
chill24 wrote 2 weeks ago: ok, I’m really doing better than I was 6 months ago. I have gained about 7 lbs since my sist … more →
healing is a slow process...
chill24 wrote 1 month ago: well, I’m re-writing what I just wrote ’cause my crappy computer just shut down. of cou … more →
i have got to get through this
chill24 wrote 2 months ago: my sisters will be here tomorrow and all i want to do is read them the riot act. nothing good coul … more →
I wish this were easier...
chill24 wrote 2 months ago: today is not a good day. i’m feeling hurt and angry and tired. i’m upset about the dec … more →
abandonment issues...
chill24 wrote 3 months ago: one of the excuses given to me by one of my sisters as to why she wasn’t communicating with me … more →
still dealing with hurt but gonna do it right...
chill24 wrote 5 months ago: ok…i got a reply from sister #2. it appears the silence i’ve been experiencing was del … more →
staying true to my heart...
chill24 wrote 5 months ago: done with one email and have the rough draft for the second. hubby and therapist are helping with … more →
have to do something...
chill24 wrote 5 months ago: a few nights ago i awoke around 3:00 am upset about this sister stuff. i have to do something. … more →
step one in working through the hurt...
chill24 wrote 6 months ago: emailed my sister. i was very general and mentioned i’d like to talk to her sometime. i didn … more →
still hurting and not dealing with it...
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chill24 wrote 6 months ago: ok. when my mind has down time (rarely) i start thinking about how my sisters haven’t asked h … more →
i'm so close to quitting
chill24 wrote 6 months ago: the band that is…we’re no longer accomplishing what we are supposed to do. leading wor … more →
to get therapy or not...that is the question
chill24 wrote 6 months ago: i’m kinda tired of therapy. i’ve only gone a few times, yes it’s been beneficial … more →
forgiveness doesn't always = reconciliation
chill24 wrote 7 months ago: thank goodness. i know forgiving those who have hurt me and who occupy my thoughts more than they … more →
seeing success in forgiveness
chill24 wrote 7 months ago: ok…t has been here since friday (so one day) and i think i’m doing really well. i … more →
forgiving a RAD child...
chill24 wrote 8 months ago: ok…if i approach my anger, hurt, disgust, etc…like this am i being honest with myself? … more →
moving on to the next hurt...
chill24 wrote 8 months ago: well, i’ve successfully been able to forgive two past friends. difficult? yes. worth all the … more →
going back to check on my forgiven...
chill24 wrote 8 months ago: thought about rox today and realized i have forgiven her. yeah…it does my heart good to know … more →
new me...
chill24 wrote 8 months ago: new year, new me. i will not hurt so deeply as to not be able to heal. i will connect better with … more →
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